I always think of you
I shouldn't
I wouldn't
But I can't help it

Always wondering
"will  they  see  me?"

I wish I could stop
I wish I didn't care

It would hurt a lot less if I cared a lot less

But I think its **impossible

Faith is like the wind
You can feel it
You can hear it
But you can't see it
You can only see its destruction.

The waves moving in and out like a goddess stroking the sand
The clouds rolling across the sky with ease
The bright sun warming us up for the cold water
The beach is my favorite place
Especially when the red and purple is painted across the sky like a visual lullaby
When the air turns crisp
When sky fades into darkness
And you can see the refection of stars shining off the gentle water ⭐

The stories
O' the stories I could tell you about my life
The reasons why I'm so ******* up
But there's too many to tell
And after you may be ******* up aswell.

Thank you
Thank you for laughing at my insecurities
I appreciate feeling like crap