Miranda

Miranda May 2015

Don’t Move.
Just Close your eyes.
Listen to my heartbeat.
Hear the pace rise.

Forget about the world.
Just focus on my heart.
Do you feel that?
I don’t want us apart.

Ignore the wind.
Pay attention to me.
Pretend it’s not there.
Then maybe you’ll see.

Lean in close.
It’s just me and you.
Make our lips touch.
Do what lovers do.

Lose yourself in me,
And I’ll do the same.
Love me with all of you’re being.
Make sure we never change.

#love

Miranda Apr 2015

Your Call

I often feel at times,
That maybe You are with me.
And maybe that I'm not as lost,
As I make out to be.

Maybe You're inside me,
Guiding me along.
But Your plan can't be to lead me away,
Because the Bible says that's wrong.

But all in all You are the greatest; ruler of us all.
And in the end I have no choice,
But to wait patiently for Your call.

#hope #loss #faith #patience #no #waiting #call

Miranda Apr 2015

The Perfect Pair

Sometimes I sit and stare
At my grandparents
Admiring the love they share.
It's beautiful
And true
Evident
In everything they do.
It's a relationship
To be jealous of
To strive for
To look for
Not many of us find it
But the lucky ones do.
They were young
He was wild
She was innocent
But something in them mixed
Now it's forty years later
And their kids had kids
They make me believe in love
And look forward to the future
I see the possibilities
Never-ending
Always there
I hope someone will love me
Like they love each other
To be like my grandparents;
The perfect pair.

#love #always #old #together #forever #grandparents #pair

Miranda Apr 2015

She Wonders

Often

She sits

And wonders

Does she make

Somebody’s heart

Skip?

#heartbeat #hearts #beat #wonders #skip

Miranda Apr 2015

Feel What You Can't See

I close my eyes,
Searching for that feeling
I know it's there
Because I can sense it.
My brain is straining.
My heart is breaking.
Both trying so hard
To grab something familiar;
Something safe.
But what was once warm,
Turned icy cold.
Just like your heart
When you left.

#broken #pain #lost #hurt #ice #wrong #cold #hearts #breaking #losing

Miranda Apr 2015

Give And Take

In my chest, my heart remained
Until you came along.
You smiled at me and ripped it out;
Now my empty chest feels wrong.

At first it wasn't so bad.
You held it close and sweet.
But in your other hand, you gripped the knife,
And I was blindsided by your deceit.

Into my heart, you stabbed the dagger,
And walked away so proud.
I tried to plead, but my withering heart,
Made it far too hard to be loud.

#love #heartbreak #sad #tears #loss #lost #hearts #dagger #breaking #knife

Miranda Apr 2015

Thunder In Her Mind

Sunshine after the storm?
All I've seen is rain.
Things get better?
Too late, I'm already going insane.
I'll find happiness?
Apparently not soon enough.
Life has its bumps?
More like life is rough.
I'm beautiful the way I am?
Please, I see right through your bluff.
I'm being ridiculous?
Really, because I feel like I'm dying.
I'll be okay?
You only say that because you never witness me crying.
I'm perfect?
Have you even looked at me.
I have a distorted view?
Well what I see is what I see.
I need to eat?
No, I don't.
You'll make me?
No, you won't.
What's wrong with me?
I wish I knew.
I'm going to die?
Well, just know I love you.
You'll get me help?
I can't be fixed.
Stop being negative?
Sorry, my feelings are mixed.
I have such a bright future?
How can I when I'm broken.
You love me?
My love I've already spoken.
My friends love me?
I have no friends.
I have tons of friends?
Are you kidding me, I have one.
People will miss me?
Just stop, I'm done.

#love #suicide #death #loss #rain #hard #storm #leaving #times #rough