I cried for you today,
Because you come and never stay,
The day you left and went away,
I can't remember hearing you say,
I love you so,
Can't let you go,
I'm sure that you know,
How painful it is to see the snow,
To drive by where we said goodbye,
We'll never know the reasons why,
We just feel the void but know you fly,
Your an angel in the sky,
One of the strongest men I've ever known,
The strongest Angel's ever flown,
I know someday you'll come for me,
Until then I can't help but weep,
But I know I'll see you in my sleep,
I just miss you everyday,
I lay my head at night and pray,
You'll be there in my dreams,
Like ocean tides and flowing streams,
And things we just dont understand,
So in my dreams I grab your hand,
In the day I play my guitar,
I hope you hear it where ever you are,
I just want to make you proud,
So I try to play it loud,
I know your there in the clouds,
Listening to my improvement,
Watching every single movement,
I love you grandpa and you know,
What words can't say or actions show.

Instant regret
A pain in your gut
Throbbing thump in your head
The words I said have caused you pain
I truly tried but couldn't refrain
Now I just lie in my bed
Might as well be a cut
It's funny how we just forget

The beginning of the semester your kicking ***,
The end of the semester your fading fast.
The beginning of the semester you future is bright,
The end of the semester dull dim light,
The beginning of the semester your papers write themselves,
The end of the semester you can barely spell,
The beginning of the semester it easy to get up,
The end of the semester you seldomly show up,
The beginning of the semester the professors the best,
The end of the semester their just like the rest,
The beginning of the semester the classes are fun,
The end of the semester your ready to run.
The beginning of the semester you major ballin',
The end of the semester you eatin' ramen,
The beginning of the semester you can sleep without worrying about anything,
The end of the semester you stay up all night drinking red bull and 5 hour energy,
The beginning of the semester to the day of your last,
I wish you good luck and I hope you pass.

Losing eyesight
Going blind
Acting crazy
Lost my mind
Been so long now
Time to find
No one helping
Not to kind
Wasn't careful
In a bind
You just moved on
Left behind

Leaves fall from trees in minutes not hours. Your life flies by if you don't stop to smell the flowers. Time it ticks it doesn't stop. You watch the hands upon the clock. You wish on Stars and birthday candles, that this life came with handles, to turn back time is quite a thought. Many men have thought a lot, of just such things too. Until their end so don't waste your life like those poor men. Live for today, it's just to short. Your life begins and your ship ports. It's just that quick so don't forget, the flowers, trees and past. The next day you have, may be your last.

I don't think you know how special
The time that we spend together
Exponential
Creating memories forever
Existential?
I guess for now I'll just wonder
Essential
But we'll see in the future
Eventual

Get out of my dreams
Get out of my mind
If love is blind
Why do I see you all the time
I miss you so much
But cannot find
The words to express
But I digress
I can now say
I've finally moved on

Pomegranate
Scent I'm so addicted
Makes me feel a certain way
That with words I can't explain
So I question
And I weigh
The consciences
Of confessions
and the pain
Of rejection
For our sake
I'll keep it safe
Lips sealed
Nothing revealed

Somewhere to go
To run and hide
To contemplate
My suicide
And no one reads these
So it doesn't matter
A cold barrel
And brain splatter
A taught noose
Or poisoin infused juice
It I feel is coming to an end
All I needed was a friend
But its too late now
The choice has been made
Let me go and let me fade

Sweet emotion
Loving potion
Procrastination
What's your situation
Are you in love
Is your love mental *******
Is there love at all
Who will be there when you fall
Just know its OK
Your wounds will heal
and fade away
So don't be scared
Timid or afraid
For love is here to dull the pain
And lift you up
When you are weak
Megaphone you when you speak
Your not alone
And you'll go on
So feel complete
Until the time
Your love is near
Until then I wait for mine

Sometimes when I write
It keeps me up all night
But it'll be Okay
I'll sleep in the day
Cause these heavy eyelids
I can't fight

The first time we've talked
In such a long while
Thinking of yesterday
I start to smile
The offer still stands
And always will be
there's this unspoken love
between you and me

Laugh out loud
Say it proud
Its okay to laugh
So lose the shroud
You wear to hide
Don't be scared to smile
Turn the tide
Renew the inner child

I can see you're quite shy
And so am I
But still you catch my eye walking by
If it was true why shouldn't we try
But I guess its OK
I guess I understand why

As my head hits the pillow
And day and night pass
Someone to snuggle
Is that so much to ask
If I had one wish
That one wish would be
To wake up with you
Right here next to me

Give me something to start with
Make it of things I can't part with
Please don't forget
Or you will regret
That the love that we had has departed
so hold fast my Hand
this wasn't the plan
The way that it ended was heartless

Music comedy and so much more
Come and look at what's in store
For from my brain this thriving flow
You know I put on quite the show
And when your leaving you will say
A piece of me's been filled today
And don't forget to come on back
If you feel I have a knack
For writing poems their so much more
Then words that rhyme and jive together
Its from the soul it lasts forever