feeling like a wheel
spinning spinning on the hill
eternal tears and sufferings
and dead end and space and water
and the sea of the ocean is not at all around
no nearby

all perpetual motion all perpetual
contemplation of a thought
around from behind the circle
the eternal circle on which I and whom
I myself am eternal sadness
which there is no limit
which have no end

18.12.18

nostalgia again
again my soul is living my eye
my hearing my words my language
all my music and all my days

nostalgia again with me
nostalgia again owns me
as always like that rainy day
when autumn leaves were like snow

nostalgia again with me
nostalgia again owns me
oh my gosh what do i do
what to do what to do now

nostalgia nostalgia again
come again again again
there comes no escape from her great steps
don't go run away never sleep

17.12.18

in created forests by
city trail
city traffic lights
shine brightly in the eyes
as always as always

in created forests by
soft asphalt
milk on asphalt as
snow or flesh I'm coming
as always as always

but always without a mind
without thoughts without inspiration
but always without feelings
just go I just go
on created planets

16.12.18

pillow behind the back
back hurts
my heart is beating
from coming from fog

pillow behind the back
how the hammer knocks
pillow behind the eyes
how time is noisy

only noise around
noise noise noise noise
and nothing more

around only harp
sharp jet sounds
how my last year's cry

15.12.18

on a black and white background I walk
i walk on black grass and black
I watch the sky when I watch

in black and white background I walk
I walk treading on my old shoes
my new but I still go

here and in the sky a gray moon appeared
and her glance does not surprise me
and she is just like everything completely gray

14.12.18

with violin in hand with
sand in your pocket
i go i step again
where will i find that
golden bird

I live I want to live
find the last treasure
to burn to burn
and darkness and darkness
never know

play a tune
one melody of the world
play the misty of mist
but fog and gloom
and not know darkness

13.12.18

return to the past
it was recently been now
return to the past
was recently was today

return to the past
collision with gray leaves
return to the past
happening happening right now

12.12.18