Years had been drawn,
I thought I was over it.
I can't claim that I won,
Thoughts remained thoughts and still hurts a bit.

I saw you again
Feelings were still feelings.

Memories were in vain,
It was not over, I am still falling.

Time is space
You in I, cannot erase..

You sat for awhile on the horizon,
but then you vanish without saying a word.
Your light was gone, it was darkness on my sight and inside my world.

The moon came and touched my blind eyes.
Along with her stars, I opened my heart and realize.
You knocked on to my chained doors like a sunrise that destroyed the dawn.
Yet you walk away and vanish on the horizon like a sunset that dives unto oblivion.

You showed me everything when you held me with your light and warmed me up with your touch.
Now you left me in the darkness waiting in vain with your uncertain hush.

You are my love but I can’t just bear the blindness in me and dwell in the dark with your uncertainties.

You are my madness and can be my sadness, but I’ll be over you soon all for my sanity. ♥️

TWO half hearts in a row,
the first half said,
My love is like a circle--
it doesn't have an end neither sides.
the other half said,
My love ends in life, but lies within eternity.

which half will you choose? :)

My heart is deaf, my heart is mute
It beats slowly, whispering the truth.
I meet you, I feel you.
It beats a little faster, it's joy and not blue.

My heart is deaf, my heart is mute,
I thought I can never hear,
I thought I can never speak.
I feel you, feeling my heart speak against my chest.

"I love you"

Words that you cannot hear from me.
A feeling that I cannot speak.

I never thought waiting can be this painful.
It's like looking to the abyss,
ready to welcome the unknown.
How long will I wait?

Can I endure standing for a decade?
Can I just sit here under the moonlight and meet the next sunrise?
Can I swim for awhile and explore the depths of my thoughts?

I always thought I have been patient enough,
but my anxiety tells me that I am not.

So to live again, I need to breathe and endure the length of waiting.

He is my sea and aurora.

He is my sea.
He cannot express not unless the waves within him are out of control.
Just like the sea, its crushing sound gives me warmth.
He calms my heart.

He is my aurora.
In spite of him being the yang to my yin self,
he is calm, gentle and beautiful.
Just like the colorful sky,
he takes my breath away.

This is my quod of secrets untold.
An ode to my heart rived by memories of old.
Now the moment calls for me to finally write,
The dubiousness of the quirks I spite.

It was the height within the octave of the decade,
When my ticker suddenly strayed.
I got caught in an eros I deemed true,
An instant juncture that I hadn't got a clue.

That wight I stumbled across with was amiable and vigorous.
Who ventured to garner my sentiments which made me ambiguous.
Who intoned some hymns with gracious prance,
Hoping to hook my regards with a chance.

I unbolted my heart to let that wight in,
Layed my cards and hopes in all that could have been.
I deduced it was something I could keep.
So I quashed my uncertainties and took the leap.

But I never knew until it was too late,
The risk had passed, I fancied the ardor I thought was sincere and great.
Myself waned in those words felt and spoken.
Never anticipated my heart and innocence would be broken.

If only there's another shot unused to tweak my adjudications,
I would permute them without hesitation.
If that would be the scheme to liberate my heart,
I would partake in all of its parts.

Of all the things time can tell,
Above is the list I unconsciously dwell.
It may be so dense in pushing them off the cliff,
but these are the questions I start with "what if".

I like you so much!
Everyone knows that I do.
I am not hiding it, because genuine love shines for your eyes to see.

Just let me love you like this.
Please don't tell me to stop writing these feelings out.

These letters are only for you.
There is no other you in my life.
It's you, just you.
Only you.

You are the Sun, my only beautiful sunrise.
Your light pierced through my clouded heart.
You never fail to keep it warm, fragile yet still beating.
Every beat speaks about you and I feel alive.
Always, you take my breath away. ☀️

He was the sun,
She was the moon.
You and I collide,
I saw an eclipse in the sky.