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Nov 2017 · 747
Toxicity
Lane Bohman Nov 2017
One sip
Of your poison
Just one fix
I'm walking out the door.

I can't do this any more.

Oooooh but the Devils
calling me by name.

Oh It's so inviting,
I can never win this game.

The cycle is vicious
It never remisses


Bittersweet renditions,
Of the time I had it beat (?)

Fooling myself

too many times,

How much shame is on me?

Can't you see I'm grounded?
Weighed down by my heavy heart?

Not long before
I figure out what's coming next.

You got what I want
(You got what I need)
Can't stop holding on
(I love our toxicity)

Caught up
(In our lust)
With no chemistry
(Can't stop holding on)
I love our toxic energy.

Around and round we go
(I start to wonder)
where did our love go?

She's in my veins
(Ooh I'm an addict)
Shooting up her perfume
the one habit I can't break
I won't shake

Over, under, in-between
(Stuck under your nail)
Give me
just a moment with your scent
I love the smell.

*Im fading away
Addiction, personification
Nov 2017 · 1.7k
But really
Lane Bohman Nov 2017
Everyday it's the same game,
And goes by the same name

"running in circles for your love".

But really,
you're not worth the effort
(get this through my head)

Think you're hot ****?
But really,
We both know better
Hide your blemish

But really,
keep the scarlet letter.

I swear I'm not bitter
But really,
I don't mean to blame.
but really

Girl I don't even hate you
But really,
I'm Just feelin' shame
But really,
(Im just getting played)
Getting played, cheater
Nov 2017 · 614
Let's Dance?
Lane Bohman Nov 2017
What can I do to get you alone?
Make my move,
play it cool

You know how it goes~

Wander the town,
(Wondering about;)

"Am I on your mind?
Wastin'my patience baby,
Please don't waste my time."

I ain't lookin for love,
I ain't lookin for trouble
just some time,
you and I
Talking under the covers.

Maybe some one on one?

to get to know you better?

Maybe between the sheets?

Make you moan
and get you..
shhhh~

Then we start to move,
then we get to groovin'.

Hips sync to the beat

Past the peak

We're still climbing

Nowhere left to go

This dance is all we've needed

Feel the rythym flow
We'll take the night
and share the fever.
Courting, teasing, intimacy
Nov 2017 · 458
Distract me
Lane Bohman Nov 2017
Back street of where I'm from
Love the music,
and the air.

This funky taste
I can't get out my mouth
I want,
I need.
I'm begging please?

Round the corner,
where I grew up.
This girl I'd never leave.

She lights my fire,
weakens my knees,
an evil woman
don't stop, won't stop.

I get this feeling
(I'm bout to blow it.)

My pulse is racing
(I've got to know.)
I'm begging baby,
wont you distract me?

Run!
(Running down the way.)
Hand in hand,
(I'm your man)
I'd never leave you,
(nowhere to go)

You're my spirit, lover...my soul.

Moments
(frozen in time)
Makes me think of you,
in my life.

Freezing
and I could not care less

*Just fill my lungs
with your hot breath.
Addiction, personification
Nov 2017 · 154
Doubt
Lane Bohman Nov 2017
I start to realize,
I go about things all wrong
(Pardon my musings)
But in my music
I will be strong.

Question my reasons,
(Oh Question my all.)
So full of questions
Cause all my answers
seem to be so wrong


"Try for a moment,
Hear what I have to say
"
My heart pleas-

"Cry just to show it,
I care in so many ways
"

Back again on the road,

while my heart sounds

Cruising on empty,
no plans to slow down

Where am I headed?
I'm stuck in my head

No room to go back,

no time to relapse.

Where am I headed?
stuck in my head
And I can't lie,
And I can't hide.

How do I embrace the change?

Speak the truth that's in my name?
The need for change, the blinding kind of pride
Dec 2015 · 4.9k
Wild Heart
Lane Bohman Dec 2015
By you
I'm bitten,
smitten,

I'm not kidding.

How you got me,
Don't stop
Darling, won't you stay?

Four score,
seven years before
Knock, knock
I'm knocking at your door

Make it so hard

to bite my tongue,

Lower my guard,
crumble at the sight
of your face.


Just one taste.

Cause I've been
fiendin,
fantasizing.
Bending over
back and sideways.

Can't put out the fire,
Wish I could deny.

This girl,
Brings out the beast in me.
I wonder
If this Wild heart
will spark my defeat.
Oh this girl
could be the death of me
I resolve,
to never self sabotage.

Second time around,

Maybe I'm too proud.

But your lips
they keep me wanting,
***** hips

You won't stop flaunting.

Just a moment with you,
(But you never let me through.)
Two-tone,
smile then fake it
Just enough love
To keep me baited.

But then
she said, she said

"baby it's too late,
there's no maybe
I've give up on you
There's nothing left to do."


"My bags are packed
I'm gone tomorrow,
for what you lack

it brings no sorrow.


I've given up on you,
there's nothing left to do"


Every little rhyme
And every reason.
Colors of the year,
And every season-
Pales to all my fears,
scared what's in the mirror.

Oh, I can't take it.
Can't take it no more.

This girl,
Brings out the beast in me.
I wonder If this Wild heart
will spark my defeat.
Oh this girl
could be the death of me
I resolve...

**What can I learn from this?
When you both promise to not catch the feels but you do, and she doesn't.
Dec 2015 · 4.8k
Love-Induced Psychosis
Lane Bohman Dec 2015
Baby did you know
you're driving me wild?

Lunatic style.
Think insane asylum.
Nov 2015 · 2.8k
Conspiracy
Lane Bohman Nov 2015
Make sure when I see you,
  (Keep one eye on the door.)
To dust off the welcome mat,
 (and clean out those closets thorough)

(Never know who may be watching,)
  Appearances so clean.
(Call it luck, or chance, or fate,)
  I call it conspiracy.
Oct 2015 · 3.0k
Judgement
Lane Bohman Oct 2015
Let us pretend that we'll make it out alive,
Stuck in the middle, show some decency or pride
but not both
Your reputation is at stake.

Head is pounding, sound is ringing in your ear.
Deaf to the music, but the dissonance is so clear.
How do you plea?
Sep 2015 · 2.3k
Every herb in its Season
Lane Bohman Sep 2015
A moment frozen in time;
Sublime and reclining
Speckled clouds in the sky.

A moment to reflect on
My minds eye divining

My mood weaves the meadows
in which I do graze,

Breeze on my face,

The echo
of natures innocence resounding.

What is this place?
Why is it so hard to reach?
Still to my bones.
So aware
so aware of it all.

This altered conscious hears my plea.

**A warm, deep breath
for my soul,
resetting life's toll on me.
lol marijuana
Sep 2015 · 2.7k
Walk it Off
Lane Bohman Sep 2015
Running through the acres

Chasing dreams

Searching for the ransom
of this long
lost me
Id die to find.

Took myself for granted
and now
here I stand.
Sold my soul for "sustenance",
The kind I never had.

My brother told me
"Boy, how did you get so tall?
I've seen those devils licking
at your heels,

I'm surprised you walk it off.

(B-but I'm trying,) I try!
Working oh so hard
But I never make excuses
For the things I've done.
Never ran away, I never run.

Why should I
have to cover my face?

Sins that my father bore
don't ride my back

or haunt this place.

I long for the solace
of the evergreen.

Reminisce
of innocence lost.
Where law don't live
and "wild" means "free".

I are who I am
cause all the places I've been.
I are who I am,
*I wouldn't give it *
for the world.
Sep 2015 · 736
Groove
Lane Bohman Sep 2015
Get down tonight

Got lights and music

Lost my mind

Don't care, wont use it.
Sep 2015 · 1.4k
Out of Touch
Lane Bohman Sep 2015
See how dim the light in my eyes?
Shutter,
glance,
and then I'm gone.

I can taste the groan
(warrant a sigh)
Boy, lick your lips
Your soul bleeds dry.

Do you remember the times of old?
When the
wonder of the winter wind
didn't only
bring the cold?

When did you forget
the color of the sun?
**Is it so hard to recall?
Sep 2015 · 503
Fiend or Friend?
Lane Bohman Sep 2015
Got no soul,
Don't need to hide my face.
From the bottom of the barrel
Is where you'll find my trace.

Never seen the light,
Never wanted to hurt my eyes.
Better off sticking to the dark I know

I'd say the shadows,
But thats too mainstream.
Dark depths of your deep desires
Is where I feed.
Sep 2015 · 575
The Quiet Addict
Lane Bohman Sep 2015
Sometimes I need some solitude,
To get it through my head.

Where to go, who to confide
When the nights your only friend.

The cycle starts, my soul unwinds
The words I need I'll never find.

Paralyzed,
Im stuck with
This ***** business I contend in.

I got it all figured out, yeah
Labyrinthine, to hide my pride.
Bittersweet, I bite my tongue babe
My life the web of lies.

St-st-stutter to keep from saying
Take a step, no two steps back.
Aye boy, whats this game your playing?
Addicted kid, your cards are stacked.
Sep 2015 · 666
Lysergic acid diethylamide
Lane Bohman Sep 2015
Vasodilation,
Making my skin crawl.

Wander through the window pane,
and paint the way you want.

Wondering why walls wax and wane,
Breathing deep to call my name.

Vasodilation, to the numbing of my brain.
Sep 2015 · 331
Wash Me
Lane Bohman Sep 2015
Every day seems to slither, slowly, slide.
Reverberating through the air,
watch clockwork grind.

Every moment anxious filled with such disdain,
My head is spinning, boy I wish it,
oh I wish for rain.

— The End —