I never once told you that I'm doing just fine.
Well, forget it now, i said never mind.
But, keep in mind, youre heart is just fine, i treated yours with love but you never did mine.
Fine, this time, youll be on my mind never, ever again, is what you recommend?
You expect I care now when you never did mind?
This "us" has run its time.

Coming soon...

This is a story about dante and about him having nothing left with his life forgiving test...
Dantes always been quiet, sticking to himself, finding it quite hard giving his trust to someone else, he's been there, he's tried it.    
No one is exempt from being targets of his riot. But first he needs to fight his own battle from within. A small little issue that caused his anger to begin.
His dad was never there, but he always seen him everywhere. The question that will forever haunt him about why he didn't want him?
Death and iniquities find pleasure in trying to taunt him.
They want me!
everything I've been going  through is making develop some type of sick disease.
What do you demand from God when your favorite word is please when you get down on your knees.
I often wonder if you think of me often.
Memories, I held onto them for years, but then I lost them. Better yet tossed them. Mom, you did your best, and for that you should never frown again. I want to see your crown again.
laughter? You once knew it but you'll never make that sound again. You should've left dad in the same place that you found him in.
Everyone of us are in the same pool that he's drowning in. we help to hold your head up but then you always  let us down again!
Satan's at your door, with presents on the floor. You know you shouldn't answer because he's been in and out before.
Try not answering to his pounding on the door.
He laughs at your falling magnitude, then you can't be yourself because you're thinking were all mad at you.Thinking that way will have you with a self destroying attutide.
Self destruct has been on your mind while I was growing up. Look at our family now, don't you think that we're low enough? Maybe it's my fault for never asking how your holding up. I figured since your old enough that it's given that you know enough.
When your role model doesn't live enough and you know that he is giving up, how can you escape the pain when it's apart of a chain that has you lifted up?
Oh, I kinda get it now! what you do comes back to knock me down when it comes hurling back around.
I realize I'm your flaw, no drug can match me cause im more potent than them all.
It's your call.
you pint me to the wall so you would never have to see me fall. Is that better than having to stay watch you suffer, suffer though the pain while you try to fight back but you're failing to maintain?
What's really on your brain?
I'm a thinking dude, and mainly when I think I only think of you.
I bet if I pick your mind I'll find that's what you're thinking too.
I use to be the best at what I once did, remianing the best artist that is, but I don't draw anymore, all I do is write.
I find myself crawling when I know that i should stand and fight.
It's complicated. Giving up is what I seen from you, it's seemed easy from my point of view so why wouldn't i contemplate it? You taught me how to draw, i dont enjoy it anymore so you can take your teachings right back.
Lying as you left the house, promising you'd be right back.
You hurt me! You hurt us! Woe to your mistrust.
It would've been easier growing up if someone told me that you mastered non fiction. Listen, you'll never understand the cries that your contraction provides. But still I raise, only leaving sorrow in my eyes.

I love you one minute then the next I can't stand you.
But you always keep loving me, you  won't be leaving me, I demand you.
Attempted leaving will have you hit by the door and my hand too.
Yup, I put my hands on you, see what I can do? Why do you make me act like this, man I can't stand you!
I hate you, your family, your best friend and her man too.
But don't go to them and tell, their advice you will propel.      
I dare you to tell your brothers or dad, I swear it'll get bad.
I'll ****** all your brothers, but your dad, I will fight him.
Subconsciously hating me because I don't have the right skin; I never liked him. You see, I know what's best for you, that's me; Other fish? There's none left for you, let it be. I have problems, issues!
I really mean it when I say problems and issues. Feeling 10% to psychopath, please come step in my path! Everyone will be scarred as their viewing my precious aftermath.
Non stop problems that's causing unending issues! Problems problems problems, more problems but I miss you, issues after issues, don't slap me if I kiss you.
Then again problems, issues, problems for not responding to my text "I miss you"
You won't even hug me, i got a funny feeling that you placed someone above me? That's fine, he may think you're his, but your mine! Him and all your exs combined couldn't equal how Devine I am to you. **** it! I say we are back together I don't care what you planned to do.Take me back! I'm not asking, I'm telling you! I'll cut back on the lying and the hitting and the yelling too. Weeks,  even days after that time that you forgave me, your bodies desperate showing joy but your heart is yelling "save me." only I can save you. Crave me in same way that I crave you.
All that was just *******, truth is, I like hitting you! Weakminded, pitiful; not a chance I'm letting you go, I'll never deny you aren't beautiful. But that isn't what's eating at my core, I think of how other men would've put their hands on you before; you can take the hits some more! The power of control is the greatest, goodness gracious! I  won't punch you for no reason, matter of fact I will. Open up your eyes baby girl, this is real!  Look in the mirror at at those scars on the person I tried to ****. You need a miracle and luck too; I never did trust you. If I'm not happy then you will join me, ******* and I love you!

You're so nasty!
You can't have what you want, don't sass me!
Why harass me when you pass me?!
This is all just a part of your little plan if you ask me!

No joy here
Without a care, I hang my head;
Something dormed inside from chaotic dread.
No joy here.
You watch and wait, why wait for hate?
no praying is your great mistake.
No joy here.
I too watch as I turn into the person I ran from; throwing a mighty tantrum, 'The Missing Heart' anthem!
You can't stand him.
No joy here

I think of you.
I like thinking that because it's something I desire. Tearing through the wire to your hearts wild fire.
Thinking of you is what I do.