There are times when I fall in love with someone new,
but I always find myself back in love with YOU.
Yes, it takes a little patience and faith,
but it's worth the wait.

Exchanging messages every now and then,
Though gadgets are prohibited in your domain.
A Cheshire Cat smile unconsciously plastered
As I could see your exertion pretty mastered.

I know that there is something,
The way you care feels like I'm your everything
Or maybe I am just assuming
But not to assume is the hardest thing.

Oh~ How I wish I could be your girl,
For I know you'll be treating me like a pearl.
My feelings everyday would be ineffable,
For your patience makes every mistake amendable.

Yet to think of you with another girl,
Would cause my vision to blur.
Part of me wants to spend time with you to make memories for us two,
While another part of me says not to expect too much from you.

People keep asking our label,
All I did was portray an expression in glee
In fact, I don't know,
Even if you are sending me a clue.

So I came up with a conclusion,
Neither single nor In a relationship is my definition.
I hope everything will unfold,
But for now my status is On Hold.

I was on my 2㏂ thoughts,
And it was all about you.
I wonder how have you been.
Whole day without me,
Perhaps the best time of yours
and better than the idea of "us".
The picture of it made myself cry to sleep.
A sleep of sorrow forced to repress ──
*heavyhearted, depressed, low-spirited

I can't look at you in the eyes.
Because all I can see are lies.
You told me I'm the only one
but I know it's more than one.

You said "I'm sorry"
It's some kind to worry.
For few months later,
You're gonna do it way better.

Should I accept your apology?
To give another chance of hurting me?
I guess it would be another set of exploratory.
Might as well give the best of your explanatory. ;)

Finally, they were both in love with each other.
Unfortunately, the other one is taken.

Do you believe in reincarnation?

You made mistake with your previous relationship.
Determined and promised to yourself that it would be a lesson learned
New relationship came
This time, you'll gonna do it right.
You'll go an extra mile to make up with your past lapses.

You succeeded!
You made the present one happy.
You pampered with everything you can do.
That was the best moment in your life
And so does to your precious one.

But fate did not go easy on you.
A small conflict turned into a major one.
One is holding on
but the other one is letting go.
Different decision but same emotion - pain.

Perhaps, each choice has its own selfish reason.
A resolution considered as subjective satisfaction,
you both knew it would be the best conclusion
to an almost perfect love story you worked hard.

Still, you ended up hurting that person.
Just like you did with the previous one.
Does history repeat itself?
Or you are bound to relive your past life's faux pas...

...unless you find the answer to your unending woe.