There's nothing I can do
to get you off my mind,
neither from my heart.

Is this what it'll always be?
fake pretending smiles
and flashbacks
of our past?

The pain that comes afterwards
and the hollowness that follows
when it leaves?

There's no love,
there's no sadness,
there's no emptiness,
there's nothing.

Staring at a blank page.
Waiting for you to say something.
But the silence is  deafening.
The waiting is a murderer.
Waiting for its victim.
My heart is like an innocent prey.
Hope is now a deathly sickness.
Waiting for its cure.
I'm nothing but a foolish lover.
Who believes you will come soon.
But I can't wait forever.

I woke up
With last night's dream
Still in my head.

With your voice and touch
With your eyes and smile
In my mind
With everything I know
Will never have again.

With the feeling of your lips
Against mine
With the taste of them
With your laugh,
I felt happiness
Once again.

I had a dream
Where you were mine
And I was yours
All I wanted
I had.

I woke up
With last night's dream
Still in my head.

With a broken heart
Without you.

We can cry
Till our eyes
Are burning.

We can laugh
Till our lungs
Are burning.

All in just one day .

We will promise,
We will vow,
For a future
Unknown to us.

Look at the sky,
And feel the stars
Like raindrops
In our eyes.

We can cry
For the beauty
Of life,
Or for the simpleness
Of it.

We will risk
All we've done
For a few seconds
Of fun.

Create memories
Everywhere we go.

We will promise
When we are happy
And curse
When we are angry.

Forgive in exchange
Of a kiss in the lips

We will love,
Like there's no tomorrow
And postergate what we want
As if we had a lifetime.

We won't finish all
We begin,
We will end things
That we shouldn't.

Appreciate
The small flames
But forget
The warm it gave.

We will get lost
In the way
Of finding ourselves.

We'll be selfish
We'll be humble
We'll be vain

We'll stay up
All night
Lookin at the moon.

Sleep all day long
Dreaming of,
What we will do.

Drink till we fall
And fast till it hurts

Create ourselves
Just as much as
We will destroy
Ourselves.

Tell the truth
With hesitation
And lie
With more faith
Than a preacher

We'll fight
For no reason
And give up
For the wrong reasons

But then again,
That is what young people do.

Ground of flowers, I seek.
wounds of lovers, I see.

Broken hearted, I fit.
Wars of hatred, I fight.

Lost in the blur, I stay.
Craving for more, I say.

Grounds, of broken flowers
Lost, in hatred of lovers
Wars, craving for more.

In-between, I shall pay.
In my dreams, I won't stay.

Love for you, I keep.
More of you, I need.

Soulless, I die.
It is all a day.

I'm no wonder.
I may wonder about everything.
that is the only way
I'll ever be wonder- full.

At night
I'll wonder of
your whereabouts
and if there's someone
sleeping next to you.

In the morning
I'll wonder
if the light of the sun
still makes your
brown eyes glow.

Maybe there's no wonder
that you left
when all you could see
was indecision.

I blame my mind
For believing my heart
And picturing a future
That was only a dream.

I blame my lips
For believing my heart
And surrender to yours
When you had another.

I blame my eyes
For believing my heart
And ignore the truth
That you weren't mine.

I blame myself
For loosing you
And letting you go
When I did nothing wrong.

I will keep blaming
Everything but
My stupid
Careless
Wrecked heart.

As I knock the door for an unmarked door, waiting,
hoping,
for a reason unknown,
for a purpose.

Maybe I'm just afraid of accepting how wrong I am.
And how much I've messed up everything.
But,
loving you?
I'm not sure if it was
my biggest mistake
or my greatest deal.

Your silhouette fades in the blur of the people surrounding me.
But maybe you were never there.

Not at all.

Tears.
Under the light of trees
sculpting through the years
more than just water
nothing but more water.

Tears.
Faded in the dark
for what we called our park
in my skin so warm
in my soul so cold.

Tears.
waiting to be wiped
wanting to be freed
echoing in my direction
reforming my generation.

Tears.
With one name written
Yours.
With one purpose
Yours.
Waiting for relief
Yours.

Do you remeber the last time?
How you failed to love me right,
And how I felt like with no light.

I holded you close
Trying to keep you tight
With my head upon your chest
Begged you to remember.

One by one, tears flowed
And I felt as if I drowned
Between us there was no sound.

Felt your lips
One last time
Swore to keep
You on my heart,
But as I walked
I turned back
And you were gone.