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 Apr 2019 Ithaca
Loser
sorry
 Apr 2019 Ithaca
Loser
You have officially confirmed it.
I am a monster.
Now its not only what I see,
But its what you see too.
 Apr 2019 Ithaca
Lost in my Head
I sat alone
the train car bouncing
and saw the flash of red

Perhaps if not
I might just be
Going out of my head

However it's true
the crimson blaze
that was set before my eyes

I watched the world
get burned to ash
yet I don't feel surprised

This dreading feel
That pours within
from the depths of my soul

Takes me o'er
And leads my out
assuming all control

As horsemen clad
In various garb
pour from within the flame

I hear a voice
call out to me
so violent and yet so plain

The voice tells me
That I must run
lest I face my doom

Still i'm enticed
To further on
into the smoky fumes

I fall to the ground
my head on the dirt
body and mind both numb

You see my love
the horsemen sang
the end has already come
It's a long one but i think its alright
 Apr 2019 Ithaca
Loser
*Click
 Apr 2019 Ithaca
Loser
Whoa.
Did that just happen?
Wait is it still happening?
Oh ****, I better calm down so I can remember this later.

This is lovely.
I couldn't describe it in a way that fit so I wrote my thought process.
I can never tell
Anxiety from reality
 Apr 2019 Ithaca
Loser
Uh Oh
 Apr 2019 Ithaca
Loser
I never know if you want me or not.
idk
 Apr 2019 Ithaca
Lost in my Head
Push me away all you want
Love me and cast me astray
End my soul and show me darkness
Allow me to leave on my own
Send me your condolences
Envy my happiness
Idk just something I wrote
For nine months straight
You carried my weight

You’ve dealt with my flaws
I’m forever in awe

I love you mom
Forever and on
You are
1 in 7.5 billion
people on earth

Our earth is
1 in 8
planets in our solar system

Our solar system is
1 in 500 solar systems
in our galaxy

Our galaxy is
1 in 200 billion
galaxies

Our universe
1 in many possible
universes

We are so small
Are you jealous about someone who isn’t yours?






Yeah, me too...
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