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sadbadhabits Nov 2018
the majority of people in the world overall have brown eyes
to dark eyes.
i see people every day who all mostly have brown eyes.
but when i stare into his eyes
they are a different shade of brown.
this brown shade of his eyes
make me fall deeper for him.
i get so lost in them that i don't even notice when he solves his rubik's cube.
his brown eyes are the same shade of my favorite chocolate.
it makes me enjoy his eyes even more.
his brown eyes make me believe that he's the only one in this world with this color of eyes.
the majority of people in the world
don't have the same color as his eyes.
he makes me think that i am seeing brown for the first time.
he makes me feel alive.
1,434.9 miles away
to my love
sadbadhabits May 2018
i remember one day i went to the eye doctor to figure out what was wrong with my eyes. my eyelids would get a huge ball on top of them and it always made me insecure because it would make me feel ugly. the doctor looked into my eyes and said, "you have very beautiful eyes. you have the eyes of a dreamer." and that stuck with me for so long. my eyes eventually healed, and my eyes became my favorite feature. my eyes look so beautiful when the sun hits them. they're a pure brown color, so smooth you would believe that they came from a painting. and my eyes are just as beautiful when im about to doze off. i dont know how to explain it, but when you look into my eyes, you can hear a voice telling you "im soft and innocent, and i would never hurt you in any way," which is true. i would never hurt anyone. i always make sure people are happy being around me. although my face may not be the prettiest, i know by having people look into my eyes they can see how beautiful my soul is.
something new i dont know
sadbadhabits May 2018
i let you treat me like i was nothing
you took advantage of the kindness i gave.
you spoke to me as if im someone who has no feelings.
3 hours of my time wasted
thinking that you would come back to me.
but you only came back after i didnt want you anymore.
i was in love with the thought of you,
but im back to my sad reality that has made me realized
you are nothing like i pictured you to be.
youre exactly like everyone else.
you left.
disappointed but not surprised
sadbadhabits May 2018
dear moon,
does he think about me as much as i think about him?
sadbadhabits May 2018
i laid in my bed
and listened to the small breaths you gently let out.
my heart was racing
because it felt like you were right next to me
i was almost tempted to tell you how i felt,
but i knew it would end our beautiful friendship.
i could feel your eyes on me
as i stared into the dark screen.
i thought of the first time we saw each other
and the little smile you sent my way.
time feels frozen when i'm with you
it makes me scared to jump back into my sad reality.
i stared out my window
and i looked at the moon.
and i wished for our souls
to reunite in another life.
another life where the timing would be perfect.
for him.
sadbadhabits Apr 2018
If only you knew
the thoughts in my head
that make it difficult for me to wake up in the morning.
If only you knew
how fast my heart starts racing
being in a room full of crowded people.
If only you knew
how difficult it is
to reach out for help.
If only you knew
how heartbreaking it is
to be seen as a burden in society.
If only you knew
that I am no different from you
and I am deserving of as much love and respect
from you.
@ifonlymovement on twitter
sadbadhabits Jul 2017
the sun is coming up
and so are my sweet memories of you
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