i don't get why it always has to be me
its always me crying to sleep at night
its always me fighting to get people to stay
its always me trying to satisfy other peoples happiness
its always me putting more effort than others
but no one ever does the same for me
no one cares about losing me
no one cares if i didn't exist
no one ever notices me
no one ever wants to love me
it always has to be me

how painful is it
to lose someone who wasn't yours
even worse to lose someone
who belonged to someone else
the pain of never knowing
what could have been cuts so deep
into your soul
but the pain you bestowed on me
is nothing compared
to the pain i made myself feel

I finally found someone
our love is so beautiful.
It's like a sunset over a crystal clear ocean
like cotton candy pink tulips
dancing in the wind
like the smell of freshly clean linen.
I wish this feeling would last forever.