hazings

Dec 2014

Sarah M Gillihan

I’m sorry

I’m sorry I let you down

I’m sorry

I’m sorry I never came around

I’m sorry

I’m sorry I pushed you away

I’m sorry

I’m sorry

I wish you would stay

But it can’t be that way

I’ll **** you

You’re my prey

I miss you

I need you

But you have to stay away

I’ll hurt you

Like I do

Every single day

I’m sorry

I’m sorry

It has to be this way.

#love #poetry #fear #hate #depressed #im #killing #missing #sorry #isolate

hazings Dec 2014

Lost

Why did I do it?
I destroyed the person inside me.
But the outside is living, breathing, just fine.
People don't notice,
I'm missing the light in my eyes
I'm missing the smile you would see every day.
I'm not really missing anything important.

I'm not even missing.
Just lost.

I found this in my binder so I was just like eh why not and I posted it.

#sad #living #why #lost #smile #light #missing #cuts #breathing #destroying

hazings Nov 2014

Broken

"Relax." He said.
"You look like you're going to break any second."
Oh, honey.
You don't know how wrong you are,
Because I'm already broken.

wat

#broken #sad #wrong #him #honey #relax #broke

hazings Nov 2014

Fairytale

You told me you would make my life a fairytale.

I still remember as clear as water.
You saw through my sadness,
and offered me a hug.

I fell in love with you that day.

I shouldn't have believed you.
You used me,
cheated,
yelled.
You even dragged the L word out of me, a word I don't trust.

You killed the only thing in me that was alive.

I wish I hadn't met you.
I wish I hadn't fallen for you.

You told me you would make my life a fairytale,
but you never mentioned that you would be
the villain.

UM OKAY THIS POEM STARTED FROM THE LAST SENTENCE AND IT KINDA JUST AND ITS MY QUOTE MK JUST TO CLEAR THAT UP

#love #trust #sad #sadness #happy #fairytale #using #villain #fairytales #yelling

hazings Nov 2014

Because of You

The day I met you, I fell right into your trap.
All your compliments, gifts, words-
All lies.
I shouldn't have believed anything.
I should've believed my friends.
Even though all my tears were because of you,
I can't stop wishing that you were still here,
right next to me.

i'm fine ****** glasses honest

#friends #lies #sad #tears #him #you #believing #because #freckles