fustypetals

fustypetals Jan 2018

;

i dont know
why your name is still
the prettiest thing to write about.

—f.r

#your #name #prettiest #write

fustypetals Jan 2018

do you ever think about
how funny we finally got used to it?
you with her,
me with myself,
and us,
with a high thick wall between us.

—f.r

but if you asked me
am i ok? probably (not).

#how #funny #between #us

fustypetals Oct 2017

yet, still not so ready

what I'm scared the most is—
to fall in love with a new stranger
that I don't know who he really is.

–f.r

i guess, i still into u

#notready #yet #fall #stranger #scared #most

fustypetals Sep 2017

stay, please.

this is not goodbye
this is not goodbye
this is not goodbye
please—
this is not goodbye

/f.r/

i dont want it to end, so please please please just stay.

#goodbye #feelings #broken #please #stay

fustypetals Aug 2017

that evening..

i went to a coffee shop
and bought a cup of latte,
it smells so good as your parfume
its colour was brown as your eyes
and the foam was white as your skin

but then,
as i gulp my latte down,
i realized;
it was bitter as you too.

/f.r/

#latte #remember #you #bitter #eyes #skin

fustypetals May 2017

hey,

I know its not as easy as I imagine it
I know it takes so much time
I know sometimes it can make your heartbeat stops
I know sometimes it can make you hard to breathe
I know you can't take it anymore
I know you want to get over it but you can't
I know you always find ways
I know you tired
but hey, I know you've tried

/f.r/

#depressed #heartbreaks #heartbeat #breathe #over #tired #tried

fustypetals May 2017

I Miss You (so badly)

I miss you
all this day
but I can't show it
by just telling you from a latenight text
or by just saying it in front of you
or doing something for you
because you will not read it, aren't you?
you will not hear it, aren't you?
and you will not assume it, aren't you?

because basically,
you really don't care about my feelings anymore.

/f.r/

#i #miss #you #so #badly #late #night #text #dont #care