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Oct 2018 · 531
fustypetals Oct 2018
the day they left me
they think that I was the one
who's getting away

then I got no friends to talk
to share
to walk around

I hate my life in that days
feel so alone and lonely
sometimes I can't even feel that I'm alive

but after times passes
I build my confidence
think I don't really need them

why don't I make the new one?
start from saying "hi let's be friend"
now I got all the loves that I need

these power of new friends
makes me feel alive
and now;

I forgot how it feels to be lonely

thank you for all of my friends who always be there for me<3
Jun 2018 · 754
for every boy,
fustypetals Jun 2018
when you already got her,
don't you ever find another "her".
one is enough.
Feb 2018 · 163
fustypetals Feb 2018
ku tau ini tak mudah,
kau yg membuat ini sulit
seperti benang yg terlilit

tak ada alasan,
namun kau datang
tak ada penjelasan,
namun kemudian kau pergi

apa harus ku biarkan saja?
ah tidak!
sudah muak rasanya
begini saja terus rasa hatiku

seperti benang,
yang jika dipaksakan untuk ditarik,
akan mati

jika keinginanmu adalah pergi, maka pergilah;
jangan lagi kembali padaku, karena mungkin aku sudah menutup pintu hatiku ini untukmu.
Jan 2018 · 341
fustypetals Jan 2018
i dont know
why your name is still
the prettiest thing to write about.

Jan 2018 · 165
how funny
fustypetals Jan 2018
do you ever think about
how funny we finally got used to it?
you with her,
me with myself​,
and us,
with a high thick wall between us.

but if you asked me
am i ok? probably (not).
Oct 2017 · 376
yet, still not so ready
fustypetals Oct 2017
what I'm scared the most is—
to fall in love with a new stranger
that I don't know who he really is.

i guess, i still into u
Sep 2017 · 144
stay, please.
fustypetals Sep 2017
this is not goodbye
this is not goodbye
this is not goodbye
this is not goodbye

i dont want it to end, so please please please just stay.
Aug 2017 · 257
that evening..
fustypetals Aug 2017
i went to a coffee shop
and bought a cup of latte,
it smells so good as your parfume
its colour was brown as your eyes
and the foam was white as your skin

but then,
as i gulp my latte down,
i realized;
it was bitter as you too.

May 2017 · 530
fustypetals May 2017
I know its not as easy as I imagine it
I know it takes so much time
I know sometimes it can make your heartbeat stops
I know sometimes it can make you hard to breathe
I know you can't take it anymore
I know you want to get over it but you can't
I know you always find ways
I know you tired
but hey, I know you've tried

May 2017 · 561
I Miss You (so badly)
fustypetals May 2017
I miss you
all this day
but I can't show it
by just telling you from a latenight text
or by just saying it in front of you
or doing something for you
because you will not read it, aren't you?
you will not hear it, aren't you?
and you will not assume it, aren't you?

because basically,
you really don't care about my feelings anymore.

Apr 2017 · 1.0k
I'm Not Yours Anymore
fustypetals Apr 2017
it was two years ago,
where I can have you in my arms
it was two years ago,
where I can be so happy everyday

cause I can see you
and you will always be around me
I feel like I will not going to lose you—
but no,
things like this will not happen anymore

now you got your new baby boo
it's time for me to let you go
and its ok if you're not going to be mine anymore
I hope you'll be happier with her

Apr 2017 · 393
s i l e n c e
fustypetals Apr 2017
I talked to the moon last night
about what happen between us,
he didn't heard​ me

I asked the stars
trying to find the answers about us,
and they're just give me their little blink

so now you all know,
all I got is just a silence.

Feb 2017 · 205
fustypetals Feb 2017
besi yang kuat pun dapat berkarat.

Feb 2017 · 886
Pada Akhirnya
fustypetals Feb 2017
pada akhirnya,
aku tak lagi peduli,
begitu juga dengannya

pada akhirnya,
aku lelah,
dan begitu juga dengannya

pada akhirnya,
tak ada lagi yang akan saling mengingat diantara kita,
kau tak ingat aku,
aku pun juga begitu

pada akhirnya,
tak ada lagi yang akan saling mempertahankan,
kau akan membiarkanku pergi,
dan aku pun juga akan begitu

tapi aku akan membiarkan waktu berjalan,
karena aku percaya,
seiring waktu berjalan,
semuanya akan menjadi baik-baik saja


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