the day they left me
they think that I was the one who's getting away then I got no friends to talk to share to walk around I hate my life in that days feel so alone and lonely sometimes I can't even feel that I'm alive but after times passes I build my confidence think I don't really need them why don't I make the new one? start from saying "hi let's be friend" now I got all the loves that I need these power of new friends makes me feel alive and now; I forgot how it feels to be lonely /f.r/
thank you for all of my friends who always be there for me<3
when you already got her,
don't you ever find another " ". her
one is enough.
ku tau ini tak mudah,
kau yg membuat ini sulit seperti benang yg terlilit tak ada alasan, namun kau datang tak ada penjelasan, namun kemudian kau pergi apa harus ku biarkan saja? ah tidak! sudah muak rasanya begini saja terus rasa hatiku membelit-belit seperti benang, yang jika dipaksakan untuk ditarik, akan mati —f.r
jika keinginanmu adalah pergi, maka pergilah;
jangan lagi kembali padaku, karena mungkin aku sudah menutup pintu hatiku ini untukmu.
i dont know
why your name is still the prettiest thing to write about. —f.r
do you ever think about
how funny we finally got used to it? you with her, me with myself, and us, with a high thick wall between us. —f.r
but if you asked me
am i ok? probably (not).
what I'm scared the most is—
to fall in love with a new stranger that I don't know who he really is. –f.r
i guess, i still into u
this is not goodbye
this is not goodbye this is not goodbye please— this is not goodbye /f.r/
i dont want it to end, so please please please just stay.
i went to a coffee shop
and bought a cup of latte, it smells so good as your parfume its colour was brown as your eyes and the foam was white as your skin but then, as i gulp my latte down, i realized; it was bitter as you too. /f.r/
I know its not as easy as I imagine it
I know it takes so much time I know sometimes it can make your heartbeat stops I know sometimes it can make you hard to breathe I know you can't take it anymore I know you want to get over it but you can't I know you always find ways I know you tired but hey, I know you've tried /f.r/
I miss you
all this day but I can't show it by just telling you from a latenight text or by just saying it in front of you or doing something for you because you will not read it, aren't you? you will not hear it, aren't you? and you will not assume it, aren't you? because basically, you really don't care about my feelings anymore. /f.r/
it was two years ago,
where I can have you in my arms it was two years ago, where I can be so happy everyday cause I can see you and you will always be around me I feel like I will not going to lose you— but no, things like this will not happen anymore now you got your new baby boo it's time for me to let you go and its ok if you're not going to be mine anymore I hope you'll be happier with her /f.r/
I talked to the moon last night
about what happen between us, he didn't heard me I asked the stars trying to find the answers about us, and they're just give me their little blink so now you all know, all I got is just a silence. /f.r/
besi yang kuat pun dapat berkarat.
aku tak lagi peduli, begitu juga dengannya pada akhirnya, aku lelah, dan begitu juga dengannya pada akhirnya, tak ada lagi yang akan saling mengingat diantara kita, kau tak ingat aku, aku pun juga begitu pada akhirnya, tak ada lagi yang akan saling mempertahankan, kau akan membiarkanku pergi, dan aku pun juga akan begitu tapi aku akan membiarkan waktu berjalan, karena aku percaya, seiring waktu berjalan, semuanya akan menjadi baik-baik saja /f.r/
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