What do I do on this tear-filled, lonely night ?
Should I scream out of pain & frustration ?
Wishing she would comeback & lay next to me
On this cold winter night comforting me with her warm embrace.

How do I tell my broken heart that it's over.
And it's time to move on.
Am I still in love with her or just with the idea of being in love ?
Whatever it may be, it's tearing me apart at 2 in the morning.

Oh lord take this pain away,
And bless me with them golden slumbers.

I solve problems
To get my blood flowing
I play like a happy child
When I'm on an obstacle course

Getting ever more complex
And solving it even more gratifying
I make a mud castle
And kick it down, when I'm bored

I miss breathing the same air you did
I miss happily kissing your cheeks
I miss your head on my chest and your kiss on my lips
I miss cuddling you and sleeping like a baby
I miss the way you smell when I hug you
I miss kissing the tender skin on your neck and your
changing breathe on my face
I miss your loving hands on my face
I miss kissing your soft ears
I miss kissing your sweet lips and biting them slowly
I miss hearing you sing a beautiful song
I miss dancing with you
I miss your witty jokes

Thoughts racing in my head
Laying in bed wide awake
Loneliness getting on my nerves
Closing my eyes hard, to sleep

But all I can do is weep
Wanting love & also afraid of heartbreak
Oh god, show me the way
In this treacherous terrain

Sky & Sea merge
In a magical land
With different hues
Of crimson & blues

Photographers, Surfers
And spectators on a
Rocky beach watching
A million diamonds sparkle

An Orange Sun
Playing peekaboo

The stillness feels like death
But movement isn't life either
I'm getting bored again
But moving around isn't the answer

I'd rather move inward
Make a temple in my heart
That only I can build or destroy

For I know why I move.
To feel home in places
Alien to humanity

It's now, you need to be brave
For you've fear in your heart
It's now, you need to obey
For you've been free, too long

It's now, you need to be responsible
For you've ran away from it all your life
It's now, you need to fall in line
For your entire life was out of line

It's now you need, Balance
For you've enjoyed the imbalance in chaos
It's now the time to sit still
For you've never stopped moving

It's now the time to build
For you've only but destroyed
Remember the message
Alas, you'll repeat the mistake twice.