I'm sorry, I've done it again. I'm sorry, It still hurts deep within. I'm sorry, I only do it to know that I'm alive. I'm sorry, I know how you feel inside. I'm sorry, I have a scar to hide. I'm sorry, I failed you that night.
you are healing every broken piece of me, one by one. you're filling up the holes in my heart. you're mending all my broken bones. you're suturing all my deep cuts. you're kissing all my scars. you're healing me. you are replacing all my heart ache with love. the battle wounds i obtained from previous relationships are almost gone now. all because of you. i've never trusted my well-being with a person like this. you are my lifeline. and if you left, i would surely die. ten billion bullets right through my chest, leaving me breathless. i trust you not to pull the trigger.
what if it's not me that you want but the idea of not being lonely? what if you don't want me? what if you leave me? what if you find someone better? what if you break me? what if you change your mind? what if you find something you don't like? what if you meet me and i'm not the one? what if someone finds us and tears us apart? what if, what if, what if what if i lose you?
sometimes the universe gives you little gifts. signs that point you to the one for you. and you don't even recognize them until the universe brings you together and you look back and see the countless messages the universe was giving you. baby, all the signs pointed to you.
I'm fine = I'm not fine. Please help me. I'm just tired = I can't take this anymore. I already ate = I starve myself. Go away = Show me you care enough to stay. I'm just cold = I don't want you to see my scars. I'm better, I promise = I've never been this bad. I'm okay = I just want to die.
your voice makes me feel so safe and i could talk to you for hours about anything and never get bored of hearing the sound of your voice. and your voice is the only one i want to hear for the rest of my life. so please don't leave.