Anxiety It's like a volcano waiting to erupt exploding all over your brain Can't breathe Can't see Thoughts are everywhere Feels like drowning in cold water No one can help You just wait Wait for it to disappear Wait for your lungs to start working again Wait for the anxiety to vanish And then Wait for it to come back Repeat its destructive path All Over Again *s.m
it's not that I want to ruin my body, but you ruined it. you did this to me cuts they don't make me any stronger, in fact they make me weak. all the pain, all the truth I wear like a battle wound. you you did this to me. and for some reason, the loss of my own blood doesn't upset me. the loss of my dignity doesn't upset me. but, the loss of you does.
Cuts All you see around you is people who cut, You can't run away from it, though you've tried They are always following you Even when you hide. Your friends, your family? They don't understand. Once you've started you can't help but stare They're gonna be there until the very end. you've left the mark now you have to bear The pain you tried to leave but was to weak to see it near. It consumed you until you couldn't breath again.....
In my eyes, You were a killer, Stole my heart, Vanity and Paul McCartney, Were your faint to part, Let me hold your hand, I hope you understand, I would never give my guilty side, To you, In your hands.