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 Dec 2015 camille
Ell
Enough
 Dec 2015 camille
Ell
All I want is to be enough.
I want to be skinny enough, tall enough, pretty enough.
All I want is to be enough.
I want to look in the mirror and not hate everything I see.
I want to wake up in the morning and not wish that I was still sleeping.
Because when you sleep, you escape reality.
And in reality I am not enough.

All I want is to be enough.
I saw forever in your eyes. . .


                Then you closed them.
Wrote this when I found out my husband was in love with another woman.
 Nov 2015 camille
Love
I guess I won that stupid fight of "I love you more."
 Nov 2015 camille
Nirvana
The Day

I’m waiting for the day
I’ll no longer need you

I’m waiting for the day
I’ll no longer miss you

I’m waiting for the day
I’ll no longer remember you

I’m waiting for the day
I’ll no longer crave you

I’m waiting for the day
I’ll no longer be waiting for you

I’m waiting for the day
I’ll no longer cry for you

I’m waiting for the day
I’ll no longer gasp for you

I’m waiting for the day
I’ll no longer live for you

I’m waiting for the day
I’ll no longer love you

The day ... ... ...
The day I'll forget your face
And my life will move at smooth pace

The day I won't remember our talks
And will go out with my folks


The day I won't feel dead
And think of life instead

The day your memories will fade
And my decisions I'll made

The day you'll no longer be there
And still l won't care!!!

The day my life I'll embrace
And to lord I'll praise

  But before this
I want

The day...
When together we’ll stay

The day you won’t forget
The one writing this sonnet       (this ain’t a sonnet, please spare me)

And the day, to communicate
We won’t need vocal aid

The day you’ll fall
In my arms after all

Day week month and year
Pass with the same fear
Fear that I can’t get the day I want
But can’t avoid the day I’m waiting for!!!

If I could propose The Lord
I’ll propose Him to give me;
The day I’m longing for...
I think I know you so well
Then there are days...
It's just... it's hard to tell
If you're with me or away
In the depths of your mind, a personal hell

You get your thoughts twisted
You think this all a joke, a game
I wish it was all more easily resisted
For you are hard to reclaim

I hold you tight with care
I tell you it's ok; I love you
But you aren't really there
You've retreated to someplace and I can't break through

Come back to me my darling
I will coax and I will reassure
But you must stop this quarreling
Our love is secure.

With us, there is no punch line
No love has ever been so real
In my eyes...you will only ever shine
Come back to me my love, and your heart I will heal

— The End —