mzag - Hello Poetry

mzag May 2017

The more I look for myself,
the more I realize that
I’m nowhere to be found.

I left bits and pieces of myself inside
of what now lays in a casket

– maybe im looking for the wrong person

I pray to God that one day I'll no longer need those pieces anymore; that I'll no longer spend my days searching every corner of this earth for something that no longer exists.

#pain #healing #time #death #loneliness #heartbreak

mzag May 2017

Bruised

two years ago,
i was fighting a monster
from breaking my ribs.

today,
i am fighting an invisible ghost,
from watching me pick up the pieces
that haven’t decayed yet.

#the #pain #never #really #goes #away #domestic #violence #abuse #broken #writing #is #only #way #i #stay #sane #emotional

mzag May 2017

Stars Burn, Too.

loving you
was such an intense feeling,
kind of like
galaxies exploding in my chest,
eventually a supernova:
so beautifully tragic

#beauty #him #tragic #love #feelings #spilledink #spilledpoetry #heartache

mzag May 2017

Advanced Diploma

I’ve shred open my own skin,
I’ve insulated myself and I have searched to
find answers at the bottom of empty pill bottles.
I’ve abandoned the nutrients from my own stomach.
What I’m saying is I am no stranger to self inflicted pain;
I am an expert in punishing myself for existing.

#pain #mentalillness #depression #hurt #suffering

mzag May 2017

Spilled Ink

my hands are my superpower
with them,
i am able to write out
every single thought in my mind
and without them,
I’d lose my sanity.

#lost #sanity #spilledink #love #serenity #peace #art #poetry

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