It hurts so much To act like I don't remember. To look towards my toes When you sulk down the halls. It hurts because you will never understand Why it burns Or why I left. You will only ever know that I pushed you out, Not that I did so because you were pushing me in.
He said he didn't want me But God knows That he kissed me like I was the last good thing on this ****** Earth He kissed me like I was about to slip through his fingers He kissed me like I was dissolving into thin air. He kissed me so hard So deep That I'm having trouble believing that his statement of not wanting me is true.
You dreamed of kissing me Mind racing towards me. What happened? What changed? My lips are still soft My tongue still sweet. My hips are still sturdy, And my waist still small. Maybe it all became too much for you Maybe I am too much for you to take in.