Here I am now,
Back at square one.
I broke my vow,
Wanted to be done.
Threw all my fears,
Down to the ground,
Wanted to hear,
All of your sounds.
Lost in this maze,
Full of attraction,
No longer can aim,
Deprived of all action.
Tired of hearing,
Words of complaint.
Everyone’s fearing,
Of their own fate.
Blue eyes, brown eyes,
Losing time, losing fights.
Dark skin, light skin,
Refuse to fit in, but not in the end.
They hate that person,
She is depressed.
That one will burn it,
They’re getting less.
I’m done with these people,
They’re not who I see,
When I sail life’s waves,
And reach all my dreams.
They don’t appreciate,
All that I love,
Not trying to hate,
Just wanting enough.
They’re all too busy,
‘Bout what they’re seeing.
Me, I don’t want much,
Just a brand new beginning,
Where I choose to risk,
All that I’ve owned,
For the one who I miss,
The one who will know,
When you ask them a question,
About my favorite things.
They’ll know the depression,
They’ll know how it stings.
Tried as hard as I could and I'm still at square one...