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anotherdream Feb 2018
Thought I was warm,
Just as I held,
All of your core,
Every single cell.

But never understood,
My heart will freeze,
All that you say,
Switch it around,
Make it my way,

Giving it meaning,
Giving it purpose,
Holding its feeling,
Only to serve it.

I never knew,
Of my disparity,
Until I flew,
Away to sincerity.

Never wanted heat,
More than I do now.
I’m stuck here to freeze,
Left here to drown.

My hands full of stone,
From all that they’ve touched.
Refuse to keep them alone,
Wanting to run,

Towards all my dreams,
Seeing them clear.
They all just seem,
Like they could be here.
Never realized how could my heart was until I felt your warmth... S.B. <3
anotherdream Feb 2018
Left here with options,
Falling from fate.
Never did see them,
Til' it was too late.

Saw it in her eyes,
Colors of fantasies.
But she never knew,
She lacked the keys,

Unlocking my door,
Finding my splinters,
Locked in my core,
But never is in her.

Her eyes spoke of hope,
Faith in her dreams.
But she’ll never know,
She’s not what I see,

When I look at my future,
Seeing my beauty,
Visioning of her,
She’s all I see.

Caught in the middle,
Of all these affections,
My conscience dwindled,
My phone’s dead reception.

I want to leave,
This place full of greed,
Only to bring,
The girl of my dreams.
So many options but she's not one of them... S.B. <3
anotherdream Feb 2018
When a boy tells you his fears,
Hoping you'll understand,
But you can't even hear,
His voice screaming for your hand.

When a boy hides his face,
Covering it like his blanket,
He'll always hate it,
Like a muscle always aching.

When a boy shows you his hands,
All that he’s ever grasped,
But he's never held yours,
Too afraid it won't last.

When a boy shows you his eyes,
How they’ve seen hell,
He'll want you to try,
To know how you've helped.

When a boy gives you his heart,
Covered in all its shame,
You don't seem too far,
But close enough to fade.

When a boy opens up,
Speaking of fears,
He'll hope you'll love,
When he calls you “dear.”

When a boy gives you his pain,
And expects you to feel it,
He'll yearn for the rain,
Ask for the healing.

When a boy shows you his hands,
How they’ve been empty,
He'll never demand,
For you to be lending.

When a boy tells you his dreams,
Wanting you in them,
He'll want you to see,
You're his precious gem.
Maybe one day you'll understand... S.B. <3
anotherdream Feb 2018
Writing down words,
Left from deception,
Finding no worth,
From lack of connection.

Finding my sight,
But losing my strength,
Feeling its bite,
Breathing its hate.

Pain is still there,
It never deceases,
Leaving me bare,
Always to feed it.

Some use their swords,
To fight their own battles.
I build my fort,
Riding life’s saddle.

My mind’s a warzone,
I’m constantly fighting,
Not trying to own,
I’ve lost my own sighting.

Pain finds its way,
Down to my bone,
It screams out my fate,
But never will show.
I started writing this in class because I was so troubled by my own imaginary deception.
anotherdream Feb 2018
Your face tells all the secrets;
Your eyes state it all
from your lips I can see the hidden happiness,
from the arch of you brow the hidden rage.
Your eyes state your sorrow,
Your face tells all your secrets,
your face states it all.
The cause for all these emotions
Is me I'm the cause for it all.
To the happiness to the rage,
The sorrow and the pain.
The shape of your face holds your determination.
The determination not to let these emotions show,
But my love your face betrays you.
I can see these emotions as they cross your face.
you have a face of emotion.
No matter how hard you try to hide them
I can see them all.
And my love I'm sorry to see them show.
And I'm sorry that I'm the cause for them.
So My love as your face of emotion shows to the world
theres one emotion I've never seen cross your face.
I've seen no love cross your face nor shine in your eyes.
So goodbye My love, my sweet face of emotions.
Goodbye to a face of emotions.
A poem I saved long ago from an anonymous writer so I wanted to share it.
anotherdream Feb 2018
Wish I said more,
More than small talk,
Just to open your door,
Walk where you walk.

Yes I was scared,
Extremely afraid.
Didn't want to care,
Of things they would say.

It’s true I panicked,
Instantly left.
But love’s never handed,
Or directly is sent.

You have to risk,
All that you know,
Facing its kin,
Accept what you’ve blown.

But now I realize,
I acted too quick.
But now I’ll be fine,
Now I’ll be swift.

No reflection is needed,
Just want you to know,
You’re who I’ve been feeling,
Just hope I can show,

That you are perfect,
To God and to me,
It’s been so worth it,
Being able to see,

You smile so wide,
Bright and so cute,
I hope you find,
Love exists for you.
Sorry I'm not strong enough... S.B. <3
I may shiver when I see a slug
on the road;
I may shrink when it’s my turn
to order some food;
my heart may drop when a
drunk comes near;
my feet quicken and my eyes
widen when I walk through
the dark;
I may stutter when I
deliver my presentation to
bored students;
I may be silent during
recess while surrounded
by friends, lest I want
awkward conversation;

but I fear nothing.
That is my lie,
yet it is true,
for I should know
that these are things
I can overcome,
and continue my day.
21:38 15.02.18
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