axr - Hello Poetry

axr Nov 2014

My perfect man
Shall know all about my past
and refuse to judge me about it.

My perfect man
Shall know about my obsessions
But by no means Jesse Pinkman and Aaron Paul will spoil our relationship.

My perfect man
Doesn't need to have six abs
Or a tall build
But that doesn't mean he chooses an unhealthy lifestyle

My perfect man
Should be able to make me laugh
Should be able to hold me when I cry
Should know that I am one of the most shy humans on this planet
Should know that I will always love him
Should know that I can sing songs to him in my raspy voice
Should know that if he is trying to play
His heart is the one which goes for the ****.

*extra
My perfect man
Should be the child of Hephaestus and Esperanza Valdez
should know more code
And build an amazing fire breathing dragon
Have curly black hair and deep brown eyes to get lost into
Take my breath away whenever he comes in my way
I am talking about the one and only Leo Valdez

#man #alone #perfect #forever #challenge

axr Oct 2014

i am a poet(20w)

I am a poet,darling
My ammunition are pen and papers.
I know ******* you
with metaphors

#poem #metaphor #words #poet #paper #**** #pen #20w

axr Oct 2014

why are your poems so depressing

'Sola! J, why are your poems so depressing?'
Oh for the love of Tartarus, prosaic. Will you please shut up?

I am sick of people telling me on why can't the characters in my poem 'be happy'.
My work shows you the dark side of the world. I have had my fair share of inspirational and motivational poems but again, it's my work, my thought process and I shall do whatever the hell I want with it.

#self #depression #poems #everyday #humour #annoyed #20w #conversations

axr Oct 2014

Constellations

You are like a constellation in the sky.
So far
yet
so close.
I long to touch you
only to know
that I will burn.
A mystery I long to solve
The longer follow you
the more I get lost.
The more I gaze at you
I see the lost parts of you.
You are like a constellation in the sky
beautiful from a distance
but
ugliness of fire inside.

#love #mystery #relationship #stars #space #constellations #twisted

axr Oct 2014

abuse

Hush, woman don't you cry
I am the last person to whom you will say goodbye.
don't put too much thought in your last words
we are here to watch you burn.

#pain #death #abuse #lady #torture #30w

axr Oct 2014

Side effects of fame (20w)

In the morning, she refused to move from the hospital bed.
By evening, she walked the red carpet with grace.

#ed #20w #fame #hospital

axr Oct 2014

Rant from an angry poet

I hate the term
Tragically beautiful.
If you find something beautiful about my face
or me as a person,
Say it.
Just say it
Quit using that dumb term
it's as good as romanticising self harm and depression.
I will try to help you through your recovery
But I won't kiss your scars.
I will lose my mind when I realise that you are hurting yourself.
There is nothing Tragically beautiful about depressed humans
or humans who are just having a hard time.
If something about that human is tragically beautiful,
try making 'em happy.
Make 'em laugh.
See through them.
and you might find some *real beauty

#self #depression #life #illness #beautiful #beauty #humans #inner #tragically #menral