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1.8k · Sep 2021
The pain in the scars
Aindri Sep 2021
Walking on Sunshine
Embracing the pain
Never letting go
Still staying the same

Standing in the rain
My scars still raw
Clueless with regret
I wanna forget everything I saw
After all, We all have the scars to prove we showed up for it, right?
1.6k · Sep 2021
Me :)
Aindri Sep 2021
It's not others' judgement which shatters me
It's in fact, my own perception
Of who I really am
It's not you
its the monster in my head
1.6k · Oct 2021
Change
Aindri Oct 2021
We couldn't live without each other.
And now,
We act like strangers
1.4k · Jan 2022
Paper flower
Aindri Jan 2022
I'm just a paper flower.
Made for its beauty,
And torn,
For its fragility.

Only some more time now...
Have been reading this book, and getting this feeling from the character.
Hope you like it :)
1.0k · Oct 2021
A smile
Aindri Oct 2021
There's so much more than what you can see.
A smile is not what it always appears to be.
Put together some lines I heard (:
1.0k · Sep 2021
Strength
Aindri Sep 2021
Life has a funny way,
Of making sure you fall
But here's to the people
Who manage to smile through it all.
990 · Oct 2021
Strong!
Aindri Oct 2021
They called me weak,
Told me I would never be strong
But as I got up, they realized,
They couldn't have been more wrong.
I'm strong
868 · Sep 2021
Kiss me
Aindri Sep 2021
Kiss me
Till your soft lips are sore
Kiss me
Till I don't exist anymore
695 · Sep 2021
Hate
Aindri Sep 2021
I hate you
And yet every time,
I look for ways to become you.
I can't get anything if I don't change myself
624 · Nov 2021
Shinin'
Aindri Nov 2021
I know the sun might be bright,
But it's nothing compared to the way we shine :)
Do you have that special someone who makes the room glow?
613 · Sep 2021
Nothing but a dream
Aindri Sep 2021
Stuck in a fantasy
With autumn leaves red and brown
Until reality wakes me,
Its voice preparing me to drown
Are you always wondering about the things that will never happen?
I know I am
(:
588 · Sep 2021
Perception
Aindri Sep 2021
Am I alive?
If everything around me,
Is nothing but,
A lie?
:)
578 · Oct 2021
Looking at me
Aindri Oct 2021
I see a person
From your eyes,
Who I never dared to know,
So I finally look at myself,
Like never before.
572 · Feb 2022
Scatter my feelings
Aindri Feb 2022
My emotions
Are scattered
And you are the salt shaker,
Using them little by little,
Until I'm bare.
539 · Jan 2022
Blank Page
Aindri Jan 2022
I'm just sitting,
Waiting,
Hoping for a day,
I don't have to face,
A blank page.
Any tips for inspiration?
538 · Oct 2021
Live
Aindri Oct 2021
I want to live
Live until I can no more
519 · Sep 2021
Perspective
Aindri Sep 2021
When I look in the mirror
I see a monster
Her skin's all battered and torn,

But when I look at myself from your blue eyes,
I see a person,
Whom I've never seen before.
Beauty lies in the eyes of the beholder right?
411 · May 2021
Can you see me?
Aindri May 2021
Can u still see me?
In the dark?
Where all of us are just alone,
And all I am is a spark?
Can you still see me?
Every time I’m full of glee
When I hug my knees looking for you
Do you ever try to look for me too?
Do you try to hold on to the things around you,
Afraid they’ll run away?
Do you try all you can
To ensure they’ll always stay?
You know,Sometimes, that’s all it takes
For things to fall into place
Just a little bit of hope for what’s ahead,
And just enjoying the chase.
Some people are worth holding onto
317 · Apr 2021
Hold on
Aindri Apr 2021
All through the trouble, they hold on
For darling, when life hits you
You try to stay strong.
Short hair, a cup of cappuccino  that’s all you need
Maybe a wine or two
But darling, let me hold on to you
When you see her
A funny haircut but those brown eyes
What does she need
When all hope dies?
Oh, Darling it’s you
And it’s forever true
So, hold on to my heart
Don’t leave me ever
Until the stars give in
Keep believing forever and forever.
291 · Sep 2021
Pain
Aindri Sep 2021
There was nothing left but pain
And frankly,
It demanded to be felt.
It always has to be FELT
288 · Apr 2021
Real me
Aindri Apr 2021
I don't want anyone's pity
I just want you to see me


For who I really am
184 · Nov 2021
Typing to you
Aindri Nov 2021
You think I'm typing so you stop.
I think you're writing so I halt.

At the end, it's just the two of us in the room,
Left with so much unspoken.
Ever felt this way?
162 · Oct 2021
hate you but love you
Aindri Oct 2021
you pinned my feet to the ground
didn't let me stand

and even though i never loved you
i still wanted you back.
158 · May 2021
Life :)
Aindri May 2021
There's always gonna be another barrier
I'm gonna want to make it through
There's gonna be another mountain
I'm gonna wish it's removed
Maybe I'll have to lose to find my way
Maybe my fate will die
But at the end of the day
You can't shake me with your little white lies
I might not muster any courage in me
But I promise when life hits
I'll be more than ready
Because maybe that's what life is about
We are remembered for the things we do
Our deeds are our monuments
They're memories made of you.
141 · Jan 2021
Someone
Aindri Jan 2021
As the soft winds blow,
Allowing the stars to penetrate through the dark,
As your head hangs low,
And you need a spark,
As you look at yourself in the mirror just one more time
Hoping you are worthy, hoping your heart will chime
You need a heart
You need a soul
You need someone who will show you your goal
But it’s hard and sometimes you can’t help but cry
It’s not because you’re weak, but you’ve been brave for too much time.
129 · Dec 2020
The rise of a new beginning
Aindri Dec 2020
When the skies become vibrant and colourful,
Filled with laughter and a reason to be cheerful
In a wintry morning,
You can signal the rise of a new beginning.
For when the hours change to days
And we change ourselves in so many ways
It signals the rise of a new beginning.
Many say it’s true
That if you find a passion to pursue,
You’ll live life until you accomplish it,
For your love for your passion stays in your heart,
And if it’s strong enough it will never let you from it stay apart.
For when you go all the way
To do something from night to day
It signals the rise of a new beginning.
Many a times when I sit there thinking profoundly
As to what I can achieve, will I be busy like a bee?
Or free?
For the times you look into the murky depths of your soul
And feel the ping of an emotional toll,
That signifies the start of something awe-inspiring.
Maybe if we really look inside,
We’ll find something for us to guide
Our true potential perhaps
Where we can see to it that there aren’t any mishaps
For when we roar like the wind and let the world know who we are
Not dark as the night but bright like a star,
It signifies the rise of something divergent
Something that makes you triumph over anything you do
It’s neither hope nor light, rather it’s you.
124 · Jan 2021
She's there
Aindri Jan 2021
She sits right there, head hangs low
And she needs a start
She looks everywhere, and feels the urge to know
What belongs to her heart.
She’s stuck in the darkness
She’s like a lonely sentinel in a silvery blue sky
It’s not misery, but you can hear her saying,
I’m gonna make it out of here tonight.
It’s not like she’s sorrowful, neither is she mad
She’s just necessarily empty
After losing everything she had.
As tears threaten her eyes
Not knowing what to do,
Although she remembers those lies
She’s still there for you.
120 · Dec 2020
Which path will you choose?
Aindri Dec 2020
As the dusty roads are concealed,
The path of your life is revealed
You stand in the darkness
It’s all your choice- will you be smart or careless?
Will you choose the path chosen for you?
Or will you choose the path your heart speaks to you?
Will you illuminate the world and become double?
Or will you display courage and forget all the toil and trouble?
Will you forgive and move on?
Or will you sit there, thinking what you love and cherish will be gone?
Will you see the future? Bright and extraordinary?
Or will you see your past? Dark and murky?
Will you have all the joys of life?
Or will you stand idle, waiting to strive?
Will you see me? When I’m blue?
Will you love me? Even if I forget you?
Will you think profoundly?
If the world goes dark and all you see is a shadow wavering?
Will you come back?
If I say you saved me when I was under attack?
I don’t know about you
But I will always love you
For you are the one who completes me
You are the one who makes sadness deplete
Will you stay with me and not stand idle?
If I tell you that you’re my life’s bible?
Lastly, will you keep me to your heart?
If by any chance the gods above set us apart?
Because darling you are someone worth holding onto
You know why? It’s because I love you.
Aindri Dec 2020
In a still dark night,
As one sits desolate,
With nothing but the comfort of a stream of moonlight
As that one sits almost comfortably,
Comes the sound of the phone
A shrill and rather eerie ringing
I would rather be up there
With a cup of hot chocolate
And no despair
Gradually, I went up to the phone
Picked it up
But instead of a voice I heard a nerve- wracking tone
I dropped the call
I looked out of the window
And remembered that beautiful night in June
I looked in the blurry distance and saw something
And It looked redder than the moon
So, I wore my coat and stepped outside
I opened my phone
And booked a ride.
While I sat on the torn backseat
The driver spoke with his wife
About a colossal furnace, he said it was about 500 feet
He said that sometimes it can consume the world in darkness
Changing people’s innocence
And can domesticate fear in a world of happiness
He was about to ask if the country was treating them fair
But then I interrupted
And told him to take me there
He shook and a reason he sought
But I myself didn’t know
The reason for which with the driver I fought
At last he condescended
And went down a hill
And then again ascended
I thanked him and unleashed myself in front of that place
In the wintry night air
I knew that after this I wouldn’t have any dreams to chase
I stood in front and saw the fire crackling and roaring
Over the woods as the sun dropped
I could see a shadow wavering
It came close and close
And I felt my stomach rip to shreds
Then the whole world went dark and I knew I would never be ready to fight
Right then a gruff voice arose
I could hear but it wasn’t anywhere in sight
It somehow made me realize the things to hold onto
It was as if it grasped me tightly with the air
And whispered, “You aren’t scared of the dark, are you?”
115 · Dec 2020
Those times
Aindri Dec 2020
As you try to look in your vintage heart with all your might,
It's as If you're trying to count all the stars in one night
For sometimes when you want to seek glory,
It's as if your soul opens up a new challenge, a new story
For those times when you stay awake
Calling out your name again and again until it sounds okay
For those times when you just want to fly
It's as if your life gives you a new lie
For those times when you just want freedom and escape your life's hostel warden
Those difficult times are when no one lifts the burden
For those little tiny yet colossal times,
When you feel completely misunderstood
Those times, every time is when you wrap yourself in solitude

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