Whilst I was immersed in Bohemian Rhapsody
"Don't forget to smile" reminded me
Though I'm not a fancy, angry lizard
Just want to be a family wizard
Not every bed is green
Not every one is the same Win

He died four years younger than me
Although he left his legacy
I'm just a commoner
Leaving nothing like a pensioner
Only memories will survive when I die
Who will care the existance of mine

Learnt many weird things
I also have some similar stings
I can see his emotional insecurity
Thinking where is my dignity
Easy come, easy go
I am just a poor boy also

If I only want hassle-free
What I have to foresee?
I'm no longer a nominee
I have to be an escapee
Accepted that I'm a divorcee
My mom always says,
"Nothing really matters to me...
to me..."

A room, hot, pitch black
Sleep lack, distance noise, guard's whack
Cool again! force eyes rest

I need only one more dawn my dear boy
There are things I've to say to you in mind
Suddenly leaving without my knowledge
No chances to comfort your last damage

All untold plans now burning to ashes
Secured for life, avoid harmful splashes
Now it's like built a castle in the cloud
Though I've made my best for you to be proud

Thanks! telling me most of your emotions
Forgive me! I haven't paid full attention
You're so kind hiding that'll hurt my feelings
I can't fill your wants: the last twelve seasons

Forgive you all, needless to say a word
A boy, no more guilt than everyone does
Talking in the absence of your presence
Pain is creeping like cancer with penance

It's easy to say to get refuge in Buddha Dhamma
In reality, I'm not a man with Pārāmi Ariā
Must I find a way to live with full of inner peace
Or come to you to protect and provide whatever you need?

To my late son Nanda Phyo Win who passed away on 1st Seotember 2020

There once a man who was a doctor
He got merely four days of diarrhoea
But COVID was in doubt
All tests negative out
His family got panic disorder

~ Limerick ~

Grant me chance to end
One Eight Seven less than ten
we'll be born again

~ Haiku ~

Alone at home busy
Where is she?
Duty is duty
No one around me

Pouring water; plants and lawn
Washing floor with the pump
Blossoming flowers remind me bygone
They used to run and jump

Yellow flowers were eaten by rabbits
Two whites and one black
They forgot missing two, memory habit
Of the rest -  brain's bank

Missing one was pragnant, Oh so sad,
Wish you were hidding in burrow
Where you dug near the shad
Not a dog bit it up to hollow

Miss you the everytime I feed
Green fresh water spinach leaves
Only the rest three came to eat
Where do you leave? Where do you leave?

You're fat, I'm flat
You may be on diet
I'm always tired
I'm holding a timebomb
Waiting for the tombstone

I couldn't resist
Sometimes I slipped
My heart is hollowing out
When you're crying loud
Then you freeze, without a beep

When all gone, shall we born?
Are you dare my darling?
That we're whispering imperfections
No one knows, Every one goes
When, how and where...Oh no

If you dare, start prepare
We can roll, we can craw
Under the wrecking ball
Escape to a place
Where there is no more race

It seemed you're ready
Only in your body
Cocooning in a safety
Waiting for a destiny
Oh Lord! make us prodigies

I'm begging you to forgive me, my son
For things to you that I could not have done

I knew I've loopholes all o'er in my plan
I felt lament: the black and cold dungeon

Two rivers flow but they can never meet
Until they scattered on my ugly feet

Who knows the secret, only you and me
Just want to hug you like we used to be

You'll forgive me, a faint hope I bear heft
That's all I ask for you, my most loved chap

To my late son Nanda Phyo Win

You're the mountain made out of the feathers
Shield covered you has loopholes all over
You did charity to all poor beggers
You're the river for the nasty smugglers

That's you are...
That's you are...
Ooh... that's you are

Were you in love or what was your treasures?
That's you were I knew only part outer
Slip of thought leads you to a grave danger
Warned you every time we've walked together

The guardian of your legend my dear
But you're not my prisoner forever
Anything from me even ivory tower
Name it you'll get the best or the better

You're the cool breeze crossing o'er the river
A moonlit shine in the freezing water
Desert hot in day and cold at night you're
Make a destiny and you'll be stronger

That's you are...
That's you are...
Ooh... that's you are...

To my late son Nanda Phyo Win who passed away on 1st September 2020

Since you left me all I see come to blur
How many trips went we, my memories stirred
Present me your melodies silently
You're the ivory out of ebony perfectly

Nineteen winters, for me you're a great boy
Swinging personas as many LEGO toys
All kind of pains you're free now dear my son
Showed me how? courage to carry on, fear none

The right rhymes, you've helped me to find the words
Lyrics from Eminem, Weenkn's, a must
Gave me Odyssey and Iliad, a good read
Knowing I'm the prodigy guy indeed

Your gratitudes until now I can't forget
I'll meet you again to pay for all debts
Promise me you'll wait for me on your odyssey
Believing our fates are the Dead Sea Scrolls' prophecy

You've given me full of hope but when hope was gone
I left nothing but have to ***** my way to journey on

Please knock on my door at midnight
I'm now ready for the late-night
Please tell me where to massage you
Ready at your service for you

Please come and talk to me all things
Songs, updated news, and all themes
Let me take you to fine dining
Where good food and nice surrounding

Let me wait for till 4 am
I'm okay in my car, I can
Enjoy with your closed pals freely
Always happy such night deeply

Tell me about the girls you like
I ne'er ask who are they or what
Ask for what present you should give
I know the feelings of teenage

Come, talk and cry when you break up
I'm your friend to open your heart
You're my friend, colleague and my son
My advisor and a twin one

Now you left me with solitude
Not telling me in which mood
I devoted whole life for you
I'm papa and mother to you

Around me is you, you and you
You're still with me anything I do

With loving memory of my late son Nanda Phyo Win who left me on 1st September 2020

The puppetry arrays induce
Portraying their best
When they dance what puppeteers ******
The life scenarios throw dicēs to Zeus
they quest to rest, ending in heart attacks
desire peaceful destiny again
who'll pray for puppets, not to be hijacked
forecasting how and where and when
before they rest

They know not
what's inside your fragile heart
losing your future a la carte
not to depart from platinic love
a pure chemistry of beautiful art
a sharp saw cannot cut
of the true love that lasts like trust

They know not
I'm climbing the hill to see cloud nine
like commendos ready to fight as they're deployed
crossing stromy ocean destined to enjoy
I'm not letting you wander into the labyrynth
where there is the twisted serpants
their fangs full of toxic substance

They know not
how to plan best for your future
suffer like a cancer cachexia
I'm striving to find a way how to cure
blowing through an embouchure
seven times around the fortress wall closure
making sure it will fall as in book of Joshua

[ 18 January 2018 ]

The aim
The game
The blame
The flame
The shame
The same

Moon light shines the stream
through thick bamboo leaves; lights gleam
stars on stream floating

~ Haiku ~

despite urgency
in case of emergency
all your friends busy

~ Haiku ~

Healthy meal sushi
Kikkoman and wasabi
Stuffing was planty

When you went to work
I tidied your kitchen
I waited your returned
From somewhere
You couldn't see me
Then we met and talked

Your friends followed you
And they met me
They're my friends too
I lied to them where I stayed
I'm invisible, they see me not
When I talked to them

You're my friend
I must pretend
you told me to do so
But I'm invincible
Suddenly you disappered
Then they left home

These days
I'm here and there
I met many strangers
They all talked to me
Even my late grandma
Your father too
I remembered only the end

A cake with cheese
A morning with breeze
A gaze to tease
A scene to seize
Unforeseen indeed
Where is the peace?

Why is it secret? What we have to hide?
See why in shadow I hide?
So it is to be war between us
Sad to return to find the land we love

Silently the senses
Abandon their defences
You have come here
Through a strange new world

A man locked in a cage
This whole affair is an outrage!
You've decided.. decided...
where the daylight dissolves into darkness

Ever escape from that face
Of strutting around the stage
Yet, in his eyes all the sadness
What's all this nonsense?

No more memories
you've repaid me and betrayed me
Your mind start a journey
You show a little courtesy?

Open up your mind, fantasy unwind
I said only when the time
Away with this pretence
I shall give you one last chance

It appears we have no choice
Too late that prudent silence is wise
You must change!
And speak my name

~ Mosiac from Phantom of the Opera script ~