you were my favorite drink
a couple sips is all it took
until I felt something-
the fire
ignited  by
sweetness
followed by a burn.
too much and I was swallowed up
over taken
by the monster you were

Can't you tell you'rr killing me?
Can't you see i'm broken?
Can't you feel i love you?
Can't i just stay whole?**

(S.l.g)

empty inside
absent
its a hollow type of way
where everything is collapsing
but it can't be fixed
drowning with all eyes on you

Tonight I felt what it was like to have no one
To cry and write poetry under the stars
The tears soaking my skin
But tomorrow I will feel what it's like to smile again
To forget what happened
To punish myself for being sad
For crying
When no one is around
The world stops

Forbidden
Hidden
I am untold
People guessing
But no one really knows
Like a sickness
You don't want to share
Better question is
Am I really there?

I don't know what the future holds
But I know I want you to hold me.
I don't know what tomorrow brings
But I want to bring me to you.
I don't know what anything brings
But I want us brought together.

A lonely heart
Too many missed calls and not one returned text
Chills and tears of harsh words and cruel names
Oh
Ok
K
Lack of words
A broken heart and sad eyes
The recognizable feeling-
You're too familiar with