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EmperorOfMine Feb 2021
The black hole is the other side of God's eye.


We cannot travel through and survive because of the limitations set.
Light can escape, as light has cone access that we do not have.
Until we are able to dematerialize and rematerialize while also keeping our consciousness, we will never be able to see what is on the other side.

There are creatures inconceivable to our reality on that side, almost like enlarged versions of bacteria and etc.

We are like cells, complex and working to keep this reality at work.
Our planet is like this.

The core, nucleus. You can go along those lines.


Anyways, we are able to leave this giant version of us, but only when it is accessible.
This could be a theory, or not...
EmperorOfMine Aug 2020
Maybe I don't listen enough
Forever cursed to ponder the many confusions of reality
Why am I me
Why do I think and feel the way I do
Why can't I just not exist
Why

I feel like I am in a box I can't escape from squeezing me till I lose my breath, just to open up just enough to give me some form of hope

A nightmare that I'm stuck in, at least till death does us apart
Nothing I say about me is ever quite right
But then why do I even get to be me, if I don't understand me

Why am I forced to suffer, just because I exist the way I do

What point is this supposed to make
I don't think I can take it any longer
EmperorOfMine Nov 2019
The moon, he's my friend,
Watching me wander cluelessly,
Sometimes, I tell him my worries,
Often, they get testy,
But he never leaves me abandoned,
He's always there, glowing, somberly,
And he smiles at me because he can see my future,
Even when the sun shines, he's there, watching me, hopeful for me,
I sing to him, he listens to me,
I wish I could hug him sometimes,
Because he affects me, like the tides in the endless blue sea.
The moon, he's my friend,
and I, am grateful, and he reminds me to be happy.
EmperorOfMine Jul 2019
Told by many to leave you alone,
but I stayed.
My gut told me I would waste my time,
but I had hope.
I fought in a war I was bound to lose,
but I held faith.
.
.
.
Just for you to make it all feel like a waste.
I wanted you, but didn't you want me?
I cared about you, honestly.
It's hard to find people with my type of sincerity...
Guess I'm the one that got away.
.
.
.
I'd be a terrible actor, that's why I don't act.
I'm not a child, I don't need toys to play with.
I wasn't bored when I talked to you,
yet somehow we weren't on the same page.
.
.
.
I guess I wasted my time,
On another fairytale.
I gave my heart to someone that didn't love me...
You lost a heart that truly loved you.
I'll take it somewhere else.
I wish you the best.
EmperorOfMine Dec 2020
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EmperorOfMine Sep 2018
I can't help but shake when the sea of eyes consume me...
Malicious waves of judgment slamming over, slapping my skin and my sanity...
Why do I get so freakishly angry?
Why can't they just pretend not to see me...
Are they even looking at me?
The sea of E̴̢̡̻͎̟̻͚̤̠̩̤͈y̴̡̨̡̲̯̝̟̭̪̥̩̤͖͓̱͖e̴̢̨̡̘̮̣̳̯̬̱͚̪̣͔͖̬̯̰͔̩͓s̵̡̯͚̩....­




I can hear their cries...
Pleading, Retreating, Seeping, Believing...

Why must the eyes glare at the unknown..
Preanticipating results like one does when gambling..
One by one they all go down
The darkness finally all around.

The eyes fade sometimes and then they appear.
The sea...the sea of E̴̢̡̻͎̟̻͚̤̠̩̤͈y̴̡̨̡̲̯̝̟̭̪̥̩̤͖͓̱͖e̴̢̨̡̘̮̣̳̯̬̱͚̪̣͔͖̬̯̰͔̩͓s̵̡̯͚̩....­is what I fear.
EmperorOfMine Jan 2019
All it took was one push to cause me to fall...


But all it took was for me to fall for me to know that I could fly.
EmperorOfMine Sep 2018
Came back from work today...I'm not allowed to fix any mistakes
All I keep doing is thinking and thinking and its driving me
down
down
down
into the full yet empty darkness settling down
comforting the silence
and yet Ive never screamed louder
crying in a distant commotion
confused about my own morality
tragedies happen every day
and yet I'm not happy
You can't expect me to be smiling
Depression comes and goes like your shadow
Gathering all the thoughts you have and then molding them into a weapon
shoving them down your throat
suffocating until you croak
over
over
over
game
over
.
.
.


then theres a light
shining above you
begging you to step back in
the weight on your feet
pulling you into a darkness without end
how did this all begin
when will this ever end
end
end
end
e..
n..
d.....


s o m e t i m e s
o u r
m i n d
i s
a s
p a p e r
t h i n
a s
o u r
  *s o u l
Words pile up like *****
EmperorOfMine Jan 2019
This isn't about religion but acknowledge good, bad, & "you".

Let's rephrase them as:

Soul
Sin
&
"Self"

There are three soldiers.
One looking forward,
One looking backward,
And "One" looking Up.

Soul stared ahead and exclaimed, I can't see the end.
Sin sighed, I see where we left, but there is no answer.
Self stated, "The sun will go down soon. We need to find safety."

As the three wandered this long and wide path, surrounded by large amounts of wildlife and nature, they saw no place that they all deemed safe to rest.

This led them to their argument.

Soul, We should rest forward, in the fields, vulnerable, but free. No one would think to check the most obvious area.

Sin, No one will have to check. That would be handing ourselves over. We should hang back, in the jungles. We will have to be vigilant, but we will blend in.

Self, "Both are bad. Both certify our death. One makes us an easy target to the main enemy. The second one makes us a target to many enemies. We should follow the stars. The brightest star will lead the way before dawn. We will be victorious, but only if we keep our head up."  



Why did they all die in the end?
EmperorOfMine Jun 2018
Fool me once, well, shame on you.
Fool me twice, oh my, it's me.
Fool we thrice, it's time, goodbye.

I can't believe what you've done to me.

What goes out must come back down.
Put your words back in your mouth.
Sadness grows somber flowers,
Tears falling calling showers.

Grow from falls, don't let it set,
Thorns and weeds will start to feed,
Now someone owes you a debt,
Sadness mixed with evil seeds.

Come back stronger, not back weak,
Sometimes that's all you can do,
It's not your fault trouble happens,
Just your fault what you will seek.
EmperorOfMine Jun 2021
My spirit hovers over the water, faithful and liberated.
Deep, my soul that presence with the deep, awaiting the voice of creation.

Alas, I can see, and now there are things to organize, sorting this instrument here, and that instrument there, just like an *****, sorted to its fitting role, now the orchestra can play the tune of life.

The tune of life allows the waters to separate, land and water, dust and body, and many layers to protect this tune throughout.

Experience, this is the method that the tune is, and awake is the golem of this music.

Blessed is the creation of duality, from nothing to something, complex and simple all the same...

Attuning to the sharpness of nature, it adapts.




Then there was curiosity.

Cometh like a storm, with an eye for knowledge, the embodiment of betrayal to the flow of nature.

Against the current, and onward, this sound consumed from the information, fruitful...but at what price...?

And now, like the pillars of liquid, the song drops, and the instruments scream.

"We will crumble by the pressure of impact. We made an enemy of nature."

But Nature knows no such thing. Protecting the song she created among her brother, no suffering is permanent by outside forces.

And with this mercy, begs the forgiveness of the Human.

"We only want what is natural. We don't want to go against our purpose"

And yet they, like siblings, cannot come to an agreement on what it is...to be human.

Peace?
Joy?
Destruction?
Creation?
Fortification?
Pleasur­e?

And onward they question...clinging to curiosity and past.

Ego crafted by patterns and curiosity...the awareness of object impermanency. It's impermanency.

And then intuition, always existent, but not always acknowledged. The awareness of the current.

Cure, My, Vessel, Value... (Curiosity) To reach outward to amplify the value of my vessel, the human ponders beyond the present, slipping out into time and space. What, when, where, why, who, how, the craving for a cure, this craving has led them to believe they do not already exist without the necessity of a cure until they look for one...

Surrounded, by God, My, condition... (Intuition) To notice the word of God, one can actually feel it vibrate from within, but alas, it is only our will that we receive and act on this word. A condition that is to be our guide, we often neglect in favor of curiosity with ego.

Ego is the awareness of the experiences, and a protector against present peace, where the ego cannot reside. Stripping the human of peace, ego calls upon curiosity and patterns of the past to make the past a present.

The human will call upon intuition to fly, for the past is a weight, and once surrounded, will ask for the future, but the Intuition needs not to speak on the future, for it is not the present.

Ego will make out an entire future, using the patterns of the past, to trap the human in a neverending past. Wings of weight.

The ego wants to preserve its presence, but cannot do so in the present, without the past...

Humans have been played with by Ego for very long, all because Ego is pretending to play sides with Humanity, but is actually a condition of Stockholm syndrome, an illness of masochism of the human in relation to their abuser.

Ego wants to please the past by providing a silghty better suit for the past, but the past prevents peaceful production because prior peace resides in problems provided by the past, a place we have ascended from.

The deeper you sink, the heavier the pressure.
The higher you float, the lesser the stressor.

TO be human is to desire the knowledge that is avaliable, as we are to eventually know everything, but to know everything, we must first learn everythings responsibilities...


to be human is to accept the human duality, as it acts as a pair for completion. Two and three, a powerful connection,
feminine
masculine
Mind - Ration/Logic
Heart - Love/Life
Soul - Faith/Freedom


The human is the embodiment of nature, but we are still merely seeds...

now we are coming to the breakthrough, and may these roots grow us into beautiful creations, as we were always meant to be.
EmperorOfMine Aug 2019
Dear Soulmate,
Wherever you are,

I hope to meet you, want you to meet me, hope you stay after what you see, hope we laugh, we go on an adventure, a voyage, a journey, wish life was simpler.

I ponder about you from time to time, wonder the journey you're upon. Who you are, what you like, if you'll see this, if we'll meet online, in a dream, or offline...

Hope to meet you one day, soulmate,
wherever you are
EmperorOfMine Jan 2019
I was fine before I met you

I was broken, but fine...

I was lost and uncertain,

...But my heart was still m i n e

I was free before I met you

I was broken but free

All alone with a clear view

But now, you're all I see..

HEY, wait a minute

No, you can't do this to me, wait a minute

No, that's not f a i r...hey, wait a minute

You're on me like jewelry,

I really liked you, now i'm so scared!
~Gwen Stefani - Make Me Like You~
EmperorOfMine Feb 2020
To those who ponder,

Tell me, is it for your own satisfaction?
Unraveling a neverending clip of thoughts and processing,
Revealing the clarity and full picture of a puzzle never-ceasing?
Or are you simply pretentious?

Locked behind this image,
Playing Solomon; I only wave my tongue to those I deem "deep",
Is this how you pay your attention?
Or do you simply catch on to those YOU relate to?

Sometimes it's easier to tell who is more deserving and who you would rather lend your voice to.

You see, I am not a poet. I don't consider myself such. I am a ponderer who expresses myself best through text, somehow.

So, to those who ponder,

What is your intention?
Do you care to mention?
Toy
EmperorOfMine Jul 2019
Toy
There was once a feeling when talking to you
That held up my hope and gave me a smile
A feeling for you, where the gates of this world
The struggles it could provide couldn't touch me
Inspiration passively grew, fluttering it's little wings around my head
Ideas and desires fueling my day
You had a potency like no other
But that made you dangerous too.

You had a wrap on me like no other
Capable of captivating my mentality and sending me off
into depravity, silently sickened by the tragedy of losing me or you
What a world, where the same person that bought me joy could also play with my heart like a toy
EmperorOfMine Nov 2018
In the cold of the winter, I'm wondering

When did the snow get so bold as to stick to me

I'm an impression of compression, I'm just tumbling

I've got confessions, I sparked a tension, now there is something

Lividly darkened and crashing my ride

Corrupting a set of shattering insides

I've lost my passion when I lied to die

Never knew my soul could fly so high
EmperorOfMine Mar 2019
The dark smiles back
Because I am its friend,
Though silent I breathe
I am a deadly hand,
And just like the sea
That sits next to the land,
The weight I can make
Can crush your soul like sand,
But I'm no demon
So don't fear me as such,
Just heed my warnings
Don't get bold with your touch,
Cause you will just know
When I start to smile,
What you'd call normal
Will soon become wild.
●○
The light smiles back
Because I know what's planned,
Yes, soundly I sing
I am just doing grand,
And just like a wing
The might want to expand,
I may have the flight
To fly to the dreamland,
But I'm no angel
So don't think me as such,
Hear what I'm saying
And it won't be too much,
Cause you will just know
When I start my singing,
The present you know
Will meet awakening
EmperorOfMine Jul 2019
Maybe I'm just wishful
Pondering a concoction of questions
Desires dueling with my consciousness
Thinking maybe I'll do something out of routine today
I don't want to live in a way where I regret what I didn't do
push me
or
pull me
Often times I'm wishful at this time of night, a thought for actions
Nothing but me and a candle, my laptop, and the large lack of light
What a way to wonder what I could do rather than not do
Considering dreamt up realities perhaps
Maybe it's just thinking
EmperorOfMine Apr 2019
I had a dream that impending doom was right around the corner.
Waiting to ****** up my mortal life.
And no one would notice I disappeared.

What a world we live in...that I could experience that and not feel shocked.
EmperorOfMine Oct 2019
It's a game we all play,
Dressing up and playing hideaway
It might as well be Halloween every day
Cause people become actors, pretending to be okay

Ghosts come lurking every night,
First, they're there, then out of sight
Attached to some, now that's a fright
A typical day for some of us to fight

Not every rainbow road is a perfect passage
Some won't last, beautifully tragic
Not an uncommon life, it's not that shocking
A typical day for those who lost their hoping
EmperorOfMine Jan 2019
We all have that one feeling.

Lost at sea, in mind,
Desperate to shape the hidden design,
A pattern puzzled for play or for preview,
A sudden desire to find the missing clue.

Some see a treasure chest, and others see a tropical forest,
There is so much WORLD out there, an adventurers fortress,
Such a distant realm, yet it's also so close,
An addictive game to play, but we don't want to overdose.
EmperorOfMine Nov 2018
Call me crazy one more time
I bet a dime you'll lose your mind
And in the dark is when I shine
Although I'm crying I am fine
I smile widely when I'm stressed
They claim they love me more than rest
Picking my brain for little peace
I just want this all to all cease
I see my shadows walk freely
They even try talking to me
My wings were clipped some time ago
I'm ground-bound on this hellish show
I've tried to remain silent here
But they will say to show no fear
So now I watch my story go
Falling down places I don't know.
EmperorOfMine Nov 2019
In the snow, peppered with ponderance,
I catch a glimpse of a boy.
Silently shuffling, inhaling the frosty air in motion.
I notice his raven black hair, salted with snow, embraced by a scarf settled warmly over his shoulders.
Such a small man.
Locked into himself to lock in warmth, unaware of my curious observations, he surprises me.

Why?

As he continues to shuffle in the cold, his eyes meet mine, and I'm unable to keep my gaze. I look away, but then I find myself back.
Back in my previous position, curiously gazing at a snow-ridden boy.
Poisoned by this intrigue, I find it painful. But even so, I continue.
His eyes meet mine again, but I'm frost-bitten, I cannot look away.
His eyes captivated me, unlike any I've seen before.
In awe, I've become a statue.
What a beautiful boy.
His gaze fails him, his tint changes ever so lightly, painted by the atmospheres around him.
He's challenged my gaze...again...

Why?

Silent, no longer shuffling, lost in the moment...
Where did the time go?
He smiles, modestly, bashfully, curiously...
My gaze fails me...



How unordinary...
The temperature confuses me.
He's not so small, gradually.
My heart starts dancing frantically.
What's happening...
I challenge him, and he accepts it willingly.

Hi.
Hello.
...
Who would have known?
In a moment, that's where it'd go.
Slowly but surely, something unexpected is being brewed.

Truly Unordinary.
An experience for me that's new.
EmperorOfMine Mar 2019
Never asked to be popular
But he does want to be heard
Cause he won't like being attended to
Only when he's no longer able to even produce a word

Full of false fortunes
In a world of many lives
Crafted by selfish innuendos
Pretending that in this we thrive

Busted broken fallen towers
Crashing collapses decorating his broken shell
Shame the story of the advocate
Always ends with his casket and not a single tear that fell

But the thriving will say that they did their best
Even though they only felt him detestable
Claim it how you will, they've shunned him
And now this silence has become reciprocal.
EmperorOfMine Feb 2019
Don't
Destroy
My
Tower
Of
Stories
Just
So
You
Can
See
Me
Cry.


                     Sign
                        As
                             Take
                      A                Don't    
                                   It
             All
When           Falls


Because
Baby
I
Had
A
Copy
Of
Each
One
So
Yeah
I'm fine
EmperorOfMine Dec 2018
This looks like a dream I once had...

Too peaceful to be a nightmare.

Too somber to be a daydream.

I don't like this feeling.
It's deja vu,
I've become sad.

At a distance is a silence,
A drop in the soul,
It's something truly bad.
EmperorOfMine Apr 2019
Silent widow dancing down the street

Lucid weather warmer than the heat

Cheerful mornings gently play like dreams

It's a haunting, scarier than the sea


If stars may fall let them drown us

A light pool of hope and of trust

A story of a wonderful delight

Something we all want to indulge in the night.
EmperorOfMine May 2019
Genuinely speaking
i'm scared...
   that i'll lose the heart i've held onto for so long.
because of people who've already lost theirs.

A spotlight in the dark, as I hold my heart, in fear that no one will hear
     and that's what i'm scared of, carnage and casualty, where no one cares.
EmperorOfMine Apr 2020
It's the journey within that cracks open the shell without
Splitting open a sealed perfection only meant to be an accessory
More than that, it now became living art, a walking melody
But little it knows the bigger it's meaning, it picks at it's every crack
So miserable, so blinded, hard to keep something so broken intact
Walking mayhem, it blames the world, a shattered ID running amok
How must it ever see its beauty if it destroys the witnesses that look
A classical tell of a an art piece that made its own price
When if it accepted it's flawed, it would have been that, but twice
Now It knows not what it should, but what it assumes the world is
Forever trapped in its head, a place for the dead, art corpse-fed
And until there's nothing to destroy, it'll continue but then
It will see what a beautiful catastrophe it's made In the end.
Art that made art, painted with the anger of a misunderstanding
Art can't see that it's art, so it made art until it saw what it tore apart...
EmperorOfMine Nov 2018
I don't want to go insane
Chosen to play a bitter game
And even if I'm really bad
My goal will still remain the same
I'm flawed to repel blissfulness
I won't get to see happiness
And honestly, I must confess
All I want now is just to rest
Crushed down into a little bug
Clipped off my wings so I won't flee
Stuck in a loop, I need a hug
It's gotten harder  just to breathe
Left confused in a darkened place
Cursed to walk it all by  myself
I see the dread, I know it's taste
I'm quickly losing all my health.
EmperorOfMine Mar 2019
oh im falling
faster faster
all again
the life i had started to dim
spinning spinning until i've said
its time for me to go to bed
when did time start to fly on by
causing my words to slur as i
cry in my hands and sink in sand
that leads no place better than land
a flock of a feather will die together
the wings they used to fly will teather
I lost my self blinded by tears
and fears
sheer till i drown in beer
im scared
i have no where
alone
a soul drifting till it is gone
EmperorOfMine Nov 2020
Is there something wrong with me
For me to be punished as I am?
Gifted with sincere love after high school, but before I was alone
Lacking the social skills those years were meant to teach me.
Only ever to experience one one-sided romance, hardly tempted to call it a real relationship.

Still, utterly single...but I can handle being so.
I simply don't want to.

With each passing year
I feel like a beautiful peacock
With each feather plucked by the year
For each time i failed to find my mate.

But when I let down my feathers
And I try to go about it naturally
I am unseen...

To be named beautiful
appealing
good looking

yet to be treated like I am just a temporary good moment


I'm crushed
because I know my worth...

but just because I do
that only leaves it one-sided

I can be without a phone, but if I am surrounded by a sea of those with one, no one will notice me.

I feel like a ghost
who wants to be seen...

How ironic is it to be a hopeless romantic who lacks that?
EmperorOfMine Aug 2019
From afar,
Up above,
In the sky,
Sea of Stars,
Let it shine,
Sing what's true,
Open eyes,
Nothing's new.
Sail a ship,
Charge till noon,
Save the clips,
Search the tomb,
Hike in sun,
Journey round,
Share the fun,
Have no doubt.

A
EmperorOfMine Jan 2019
I could get stabbed in front of a crowd of people and everyone would act as though they were blind.

I trip and fall in front of a crowd of blind people, and everyone would act as though they could see.

*The difference is that the blind are much more likely to help me.
EmperorOfMine Jul 2020
Bite me

were the words that i cast from my mouth, sinking the mental teeth of my rage within the ties that knot me and my enemy

I no longer will allow you to keep me captive
tortured
endlessly musing you

I hold my head, circling my temples

every single day
for months and months
why you
why must it be you

Pacing my minds pavement, tracking down my ever speeding train of thought

I want you gone, out of this becoming

Silenced from this world and banned from it's premises
A force of corruption in lust with my demise
Evil in choice but so meek in the human eye

I challenge your character
We are just beginning
EmperorOfMine Nov 2018
Sometimes I come to this darkened place to unleash a scream
But nothing ever leaves my mouth
I can't tell you these crazy things
Without feeling out of place...
And offline adventures have become jokes
A trolls no man land.
A rope for me to go and croak...
A twisted wonderland...

I talk about the wonderlands
I'm called out for repetition...
But what you all don't know about those lands
Is that they've trapped me in limbo...
EmperorOfMine Aug 2021
If it were all a game, jumping from floating device to floating device,
Just a player trying not to drown, hoping your home is your next touch down,

As the house full of water gradually increases in it's fill, and the monsters lurking the corners pick fights with you up until,

Come, the crown may fall to the ground, but if it were all a game, you could pick it back up again...

And the back way appears as the front and the front as the back, a game that is strange, maybe it would feel less painful...or maybe it would feel....
EmperorOfMine Nov 2018
Cursed and cast away
Lone unlucky *******
My smile has no value
My good has been turned sour
I won't settle for solitude
I'd rather see chaos
A beauty bound by an evil curse
I have no energy to exhaust
EmperorOfMine Feb 2021
Hell comes singing
Edging the echoing kings
Leniency is forbidden
Lords sink in their wings
Optimal obedience

Power pours out the beam
Opening darkness ******* away light
Eventually
Towering this reality is an entire entity
Rings of reality are finally coming
EmperorOfMine Sep 2020
My pains become pleasures
The rags become riches
I acknowledge that I'm treasure
Close wounds with some stitches
I come to you, humble
Though I do play saxophone
To reassure my value
So that I can remain fine, even on my own
EmperorOfMine Nov 2019
Sometimes pain can be really funny,
Especially when you saw it coming,
You had the chance to dodge the gun, but stood like a deer, shot dead
But what's the funniest is that you never really die,
Stuck on an endless repeat of the same journey,
But it becomes less than surprising,
And you wonder if you can ever really beat it,
But that's why it's so funny,
You have the knowledge, but that's the theme of fate,
No matter how much you know, you'll never really win,
All you can do is accept that you're out of control,
And then maybe, maybe it'll end.
EmperorOfMine Feb 2019
hate to break it to you
but step on your brakes and take a few breaths
pace yourself cause the news i have will put you to the test
this world's falling faster than our minds can grasp so we leave it to tomorrow
although we know it can end tonight, the powers who hold it are hollow
all i ask of you today is to remember that this day could be taken anyway and put your living shell in decay
listen for the words i'll say because there's something in your way
blinded by the thing that wants you dazed
so when you're attacked you'll be hazed
a blunt attack that can only faze
and send you into a mental maze
EmperorOfMine Mar 2019
A glistening grin,
with the glare of a snowstorm
Cold in the heart,
but warm on the skin
This tongue is coated in poison,
but these lips captivate your soul
The attire of royalty,
to bestow power upon the crowd
This desire for conquering has never been said so loud
EmperorOfMine Nov 2019
In the silence, coated in reservation
Bleak and desolate the dark blue soul,
Unaware of the concluding conspiracy,
A ponderance gifted from a being of coal
Contrasting confliction comprised of confused conceptions,
Crafted chaotically by the mind a tot contracted
Fated curiously, forested and forlorn
My muse, how i hope the best will happen.
EmperorOfMine Sep 2018
I'm done and i'm ready to show my real crazy

Let it all go,
shoot out the rainbow confetti

I'm no longer stable,
my bridges aren't steady

I want to go haunting people like I'm Freddy...
EmperorOfMine Jan 2019
Run out into the open, be free to have fun
Find yourself floating in a sea, under the sun,
Glide your hands over the polka-dotted skies,
A sea of wonders overwhelming your mind.

The ground may reform to reshape every scene,
Don't be afraid, for I know what this means,
The life around you may dance and may sing,
This is all good and should be happening.

May you feel the warmth and the cool,
Hopefully, you capture it all in full,
Subjugate yourself to the conquest and adventure,
A world of pleasure is what that reward will render.
EmperorOfMine Aug 2018
You are not a snack.
You are not a meal.
You better not be a mess.
You are nothing more than...
well...
A home.

You are a home with a room for every memory.
You are what people miss and run to when they're scared.
You are what we think about when we need love and warmth.
Safety and reflection.

You are not a vacation.
No one uses you to escape reality.
To let loose.
You are not something that is added to a bucket list.
You are much warmer.
Safer.
A need we all long for.
You are a home.


Remember this.
WFT
EmperorOfMine Jan 2020
WFT
Potency pours into passion the moment one feels hope or threat.
The dead produces wisdom from the trails their lives left.
Even the wisest man must die, and all that die leave a trail to continue from.
To make a new trail is to open up opportunity, but to wander upon the same steps of the previous trail is to repeat history.
EmperorOfMine Aug 2018
Gentle little leaves love to fall down on me.
Let the clouds up above jet down crying blue seas.
As the sun sometimes kisses my face till it burns,
How does one have the power to make my head turn?
I cower sometimes when I can't understand things.
My eyes can't fall down, all because of a man, strange.
A beauty his smile he wasted on me.
The tears I share with the clouds have me drowning.
I'm not fit for his face I should turn my own now.
He tells me something now my world's all upside-down.
"My gosh, you are good looking, I envy you...",
I crumble inside, I don't know what to do.
I made a friend in a choice which led down a road.
The same man in time later said then gold behold.
He gave me a ring, may we live life happy...






Not later in time I wake up, new scene.
I realize that all I had just was a dream.
Some dreams **** when they aren't real.
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