Submit your work, meet writers and drop the ads. Become a member
Gulden Girl Feb 2020
Sometimes I think all I do is word *****
Thoughts, feelings spread across a page
Occasional regret following them
It all makes me question my mental state

Sometimes I think I should stop writing
Communication, questions come to an end
Quieting my mind
But it still keeps coming, words falling out
kk Nov 2019
Not. Not not not. I’m scared. Maybe I need to eat (nauseous)
I don’t really want to. Don’t want to. Going the right way
???
Staring people are staring
Looking
At you
Looking at you.
At me.
I’m hungry. I’m not. It hurts
My chest is hard
Home. I wanna go home. It hurts
Panic attack? I’m not showing signs. Except I feel...
bad, terrible, exhausted, sick
Shortness of breath, heart palpitations
I’m not freaking out. Not outside
Not outside of me. Not outside so it’s not real
Not real. It’s not real
Slowly walking have to talk to someone prepare prepare lots of people





I acted weird. Was that my brand? No way
I got the masks confused again oh I /knew her/—
I want to go home
Do I have enough money? I’m gonna embarrass myself gonna take too long
Hurts
Hurts
Don’t wanna be here anymore. Sometimes living—no. I won’t go down that road
I’m not tired at all


Fresh air. OCD—-
I’m obsessing. Stomach’s gnawing, but I’m so sick
Looks like I was wrong,
You’re content, making—
It’s rumbling. I just need to eat, feel less
So treat me like I’m all yours
...treat me like I’m all yours
Yeah
Sometimes I’d rather be just a friend
‘Cause they get all the attention and I barely get a thing
Maybe once you've had a drink
Them you might make a move
But that's not how I want it when I'm making love to you

I thought we'd get it on, looks like I was wrong
'Cause you're content making love to your phone
I could give you more, why am I fighting for?
'Cause you're so tired when, baby, I'm not tired at all
I've been feeling lonely lately
One more night and I might give in
Lust, it's just lust
So come on, put your hands on me
And show me how it's supposed to be, I'm yours

So treat me like I'm all yours
Just treat me like I'm all yours
Treat me like I'm all yours
Just treat me like I'm all yours
the song is “treat me like im all yours” by sasha keable. sometimes music’s the only thing keeping me from shutting down
chlorine Jul 2019
betrayal is a dance
discouraged,
yet you still take my hand
to a melody misunderstood,
the rhythm becomes lost
within the loneliest liar
lying safe tonight
Llila Feb 2019
Rot
I am but a prisoner to your affections
I am:
Self Shackled
Noose Tied
Hanging on to your every word.

I dare not speak,
For when I do,
Rivers of rot,
Spill out unto you.
putting all my eggs into a half collapsed basket i guess
Next page