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Nov 2019 · 163
Loving you is hard-work
Cai Nov 2019
It’s simple as honey dripping from my lips.


I don’t want to love you anymore.
If loving you will become a job then I quit. Because I’m tired of this. I’m tired of feeling this way. I became someone who lost the sparkle in her eyes.
And lately, I have been needing you more than I intend to.
That is not how it’s supposed to be.
Yet,
You adore how I put you first, before anyone else.
You adore how I put you first, instead of myself.

No, No and NO

Enough is enough.

We both know I deserve the world. I used to say I deserved you. But now, I just pity myself. Look at me lying through my teeth. My heart banging out of my chest for the truth to be let out. I gave you my all when I shouldn’t have. I didn’t leave myself a piece. And that is what I regret the most.


Hi im back. This is based on my personal experience. I hope you enjoy it!
Apr 2019 · 300
Reality
Cai Apr 2019
That person didn’t hurt you, your own expectations did.
I am back halo
Oct 2018 · 1.4k
Findings
Cai Oct 2018
When I was inlove with you, I would always look for you. I would look for you in poetry and in book passages, I would look for you through music and aestheticly pleasing pictures with texts of what I feel about you. I would look for you at night amongst the stars. But oh, You are so far away from me, physically and emotionally. It was to the point where I had to find you in every thing that I love. But, now that you broke me, I try to not look for you anymore. I try to avoid the things I love, just so that I wouldn’t be able to find you. But I still do. It hurts, It hurts too much. The stars don’t shine anymore, that’s how I know, I don’t want to look for you anymore.
From my still, broken heart. These are my feelings. I hope you enjoy them! **
Jun 2018 · 168
Self-Love
Cai Jun 2018
Self-love is the new Relationship Goals.
Hi im back, This is just my opinion hehe
Mar 2018 · 143
Mystery
Cai Mar 2018
She is keeping her secrets untold,
For she waits for others to unfold,
What she is hiding beneath her heart,
That is little by little breaking her apart.
Hope you all like this! *** Cai
Feb 2018 · 170
False Hopes
Cai Feb 2018
You keep trying and trying.
Are you being noticed?

The pathetic part of being in love is that you’re willing to do anything for nothing.
Jan 2018 · 347
Eccedentesiast
Cai Jan 2018
Her smile was his favourite.

yet he doesn't know that she wears a thousand fake ones everyday,

just to hide the pain.
Hi :p if you don't understand what the title means it's someone who hides pain behind a smile. Hope you like it! *** Cai
Jan 2018 · 102
Falling Apart
Cai Jan 2018
Then suddenly,
The rain turned into tears
Upon her cheeks.
Jan 2018 · 104
You
Cai Jan 2018
You
I see stars in your eyes
And the sun in your smile.

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