Who can I turn to?
When everybody is fighting his/ her own battles,
The world around me is full of darkness and terror,
Deep into the ocean of my thoughts I sink,
Far from the shores,
My body is weak,
I am drowning,
Who is there? Help!Help!Help!

Time is clicking but this time faster,
The night has cracked,
The rooms are getting bigger and lonelier,
Shhhhh! Oh, I thought I heard something,
F*ck, it's just the voices in my head,

I am in a torpor state,
My heart is bleeding,
From a distance I can hear it shutting  down,
Two paracetamol in my hand hoping  they will take my pain away,
God if it's your wish I pray to live to see the next day,

I wanna turn my face away from this cold and cruel world,
I wanna be
I wanna have a serene mood,
I wanna have a void mind,
I wanna live a normal life,
Will there be sunny and better days?

Oh,here comes a new day,
And the cycle continues...

Sleep is a short death,
Beside your bed we sat, patiently waiting for you to open your eyes,
This time the night was so long and you never came back,

Some nights into the fantasy  world I sink ,
Eyes closed as I visualize you each second ,
The shape of your body, your sensitive skin,

Lost in your eyes,
I stretch my hand and pull you closer,
Your body against mine,
Our lips touch,
Our tongues entangled,
The soft and slow moans fill our room,
As we dance to the music of our sweet sounds,

From a far we can  hear our heartbeats, as our souls sync,
Into the wilderness we fly,
If this love is a sin , why does it feel so pure and holy  loving you?

When the connection isn't right,
All the actions and pure intentions can lose their significance,
Crawl out of your  fantasy world and live.

Is she really gone?
She will comeback I assured myself,
And I'll  dreadfully  wait for you, mother,
I still can't wrap it around my head ,
Tears are clouding my eyes,
Heavy and painful drops are rolling down my chin,
My handkerchief is all soaked,
Is she really gone?

Where are you momma?
Have you forgotten about us, your children?
Are you watching over us?
Do you really remember to pray for us?
Will you ever come back?

Somedays are hard to bear,
Sometimes we need a  shoulder to lean on,
Our shoulders have become so heavy,
Jokes ain't funny anymore,
Will you ever come back?

Each day you reminded us, how someday  you'll  be no more and we will miss you,
Words cut deeper than a knife , but your death struck us like thunder,
We watched you slip away day by day,
I wish I could time travel and runaway from this harsh reality,
Will you ever come  back?

Take me to that fantasy sea world,
When the night is calm and lonely,
Scatter my ashes onto the shores,
Let the waves take me into the deep sea,
Where the whales and dolphins sing,
As I dance along to their sweet and lovely tunes,
And my soul will be at peace.

Just like an angel flung out of space ,
My love for you will always be genuine,
A beautiful flower in my garden,
I'll  forever water you,
Keep you close to the window so that you can flourish,
You're  no ordinary flower but a  queen in my garden,
Your  enticing pheromones will feel the room,
And I'll be the only bumblebee to pollinate you, my love,
Deep inside your alluring  petals  covered  with your nectar,
I'll be so committed in your garden,
I'll keep coming back for more and more,
And you'll magnificently bloom in all seasons.

Her kitchen is my safe haven,
Nutritious and full of sweet aroma,
She is a professional,
She knows how to feed my cravings,
Unlimited service 24/7,
Hey, here is your tip.

How can you hate a  Poet?
How can you hate a person who  freely pours, his/her fantasy imaginations and art to the world?
How can you hate such a pure and honest soul?

Oh, cut me loose from these chains of love,
My mind is numb and my heart is broken,
To you I am a stranger, to me you are the only love of my life,
The girl of my dream in my dreams,
You have become my daily routine, my dose,
I'll  let my mind be consumed by what it desires the most,
Have I ever crossed your mind?
Oh, cut me loose from these chains of love.