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Attachment tear you from inside,
Leaves your heart nowhere to hide.
Introverted, deeply twisted within,
Lonely yet fine, a world kept thin.

Used by people, trusted in vain,
Sadness flows, but not like pain.
Loneliness, a silent, constant friend,
Attachment breaks what time won’t mend.

It cuts you deep, it takes so long,
To heal, to move, to feel strong.
One person can turn your world to gray,
Their absence, a shadow that won’t stray.

You think of them, though they don’t care,
Their indifference more than you can bear.
Trying and trying, you seek to let go,
Yet thoughts of them forever flow.

Why obsess when the future’s bleak?
Their apathy shows the truth you seek.
I wish to be cold, unfeeling, free,
Yet attachment keeps imprisoning me.

Yet in this pain, a truth I find,
To love myself, to clear my mind.
Attachment tears you from inside,
But healing mends what’s pushed aside.
I am struggling to get over this attachment phase as I am a emotional person although I don't like showing it. I hope I can get over it.
I am me and not what others see me

I was confident, with a glowing smile,
A passion inside that could light up a mile.
I made everyone around me shine,
Focused, steady, with dreams to define.

Like a stream pulling fish with ease,
I knew I’d achieve greatness, piece by piece.
From the ground up, I’d build my way,
Until someone came and led me astray.

They made me question what I’d become,
Small and unsure, my thoughts would succumb.
How strange it feels to think you’re free,
Yet chained by what others want you to be.

I lost myself, or so I thought,
In battles my heart and mind had fought.
Something unchangeable, something innate,
A struggle I couldn’t fully escape.

But now I see what was hidden inside—
The real me, no longer denied.
The one who smiled and spread delight,
Who held his dreams in the darkest night.

The person who helped me see this truth
Is gone, yet left behind their proof.
And now I know, clear as can be,
I am me and not what others see me.
I am relieved
Jan 14 · 146
Maybe I was never okay?
what the **** is happening to me? I am losing myself again and this time I cannot even blame anyone because no one is at fault here, it's me and my mind.
Am I depressed? 
Am I mad?
what is this?
How can I figure what is going on with me?
what is this feeling?
I am not missing anyone, I am not talking to anyone, I am doing nothing which can mess with my head, maybe it's the nothing which is making me mad or maybe I was never okay?
Maybe I was just distracted from the reality and was living in delusion?
maybe my mind is still the same? 

I want to figure this out before it's too late or maybe it is too late? what am I even talking about?
I was writing my journal and I was not able to remember what happened today, which is weird and not okay. It's been happening for days now and I cannot figure out what is going on with me.
Aug 2024 · 177
A Child's Nightmare
Rachit Khurana Aug 2024
Mom and Dad were at it again, their voices echoing through the house. It was like watching a storm brewing, dark clouds gathering and threatening to unleash a torrent of anger. The kids huddled in their rooms, their hearts pounding with fear.

The fight seemed endless, a vicious cycle of accusations and recriminations. It was as if they were two ships passing in the night, unable to find common ground or see each other's point of view. The air was thick with tension, and the children could feel the strain in their bones.

They longed for the storm to pass, for the peace and harmony that had once filled their home. But as the hours turned into days, it became clear that the conflict was far from over. The wounds were deep, and the scars would take time to heal.
Why can't everything be normal?
Feb 2019 · 260
Unsaid
Rachit Khurana Feb 2019
The Words that are left unsaid
I want to tell you today
You are in my Eyes
You are in my Heart
I'm a Unknown Mental Traveller
Who never stays Anywhere
Then i started getting your thoughts
its like i'm in custody of your love
and i don't wanna get out of this custody
because
You are in my Eyes
You are in my Heart
But you don't feel the same
because these are the words which are left
"UNSAID'
Was Randomly going through My phone and then found a photo of a girl who i used to love a lot but i was afraid of proposing her as i was afraid to lose her as a friend too...
Jan 2019 · 272
I was Wrong...
Rachit Khurana Jan 2019
Girl i loved you
i made you my life
What mas my fault
why i wasnt right?

i helped u when their was  need
why not i be loved , am i not a human being?
Jan 2019 · 899
I Am Sorry...
Rachit Khurana Jan 2019
I am Sorry...
Friends that i am not the best friend that you want.

Mom and dad for not being the son you want.

Teachers for i can't do what you expect or want me to do.

God for being a Bad person.

But i am just being myself and i cant do any better.
I was just sitting in class and was thinking about how everybody is enjoying in their and i sitting with my bestfriend ( Paper and pen obvio) as i am kind of introvert person.

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