The little girl within me
The five year old that's crying
The ten year old that's star gazing
The fourteen year old trying to run away
They never let me go
Not for one day
My soul always knows
But my heart has gotten cold
I've felt the entire galaxy of emotions
I was too young
I had to be so strong
It was never fair
To let me wear
Every single
Piece of despair
I ran away
So to say
Lived my life
In every way
That would cause you
Shame
I became
The person to blame
I never wanted to tame
My name
The world broke me
Again
They hurt me
More than a friend
I became
Lost again
Broken and at
an end
Never to open
That little girl hiding
Me running
Never confiding
With her
I concur
She became such a blur
Empty with hints
stars and light
Soulless with a touch
love and fight
Searching for the spirit
That gave me flight
I fell so hard
Never wanting to feel
The pain that hurt her
The shame that killed her
The blame
The names
The broken and bruised
Lonely cursed
Hues
Without her
I was again
A blur
Everyday
Waking up afraid.
I didn't know
She still runs the show
She'll never let go
She's fighting
residing within
never dying
That girl who was always
Whining
Is still shining 🌟
The stars are blinding
Only to others
To me it's like love
Filled with the deepest of wonders
Wonderstruck
Wonderful
I feel her soul
In the simplest of times
She's fighting for her crimes
Never letting her dreams die
letting her hopes come true
And every time they do
I feel her heal
I feel her warmth
I feel the brightest smile
For galaxies and miles
Looking down on me
I twirl around the entire galaxy
Never a frown to be found
When her biggest dreams finally touch the ground
The last few years I felt really empty again but I found a spark of joy I didn't know I could feel so strong a few times and it's enough to keep fighting