today
they said
i have a genuine smile
..........................
but i solely know
the reason
behind this smile
.........................
and secretly i want
you to know
that you are the reason
behind this
genuine smile
of mine

I have been
Writing love poems
For years
And
They all say
That I'm in love
But
Never did they know
That
I'm yearning for love
Secretly
Yearning for your love

now i realize
why we are
not meant for
each other....

it's because
we are like
railway track
we can be so close
to each other
but
we can
never be
together...

yet
living a life
accompanied by you
is the best pleasure

but
i have
an inner feeling
that this journey
is about
to reach
it's  destination

You only know
The real me
After midnight
And
How I wish
To be Together
With you
During those hours

Your husky voice
Makes me yearn for you

Your lovely mourn
Makes me awake the whole night

Those crazy conversation
We share
During those hours
Ohhhhh!!!!!
How I wish those
To come true.....

Those Late night Phone calls
Were the best part
In my life......

Those Conversations
Are Still
Running through
My mind.......

this time
i'll definitely
forget you
my beloved
secret lover

Do
you
miss
me
now???

I'm
Asking
Because

I
Badly
Miss
You
Right
Now???

what
will
happen
to
me
if
you
are
gone,

not
like
the
previous
on­es

but
what
about
forever...???

I'm still stuck
At the moment
where those
Wonderful
Lips
Of
Yours
suddenly
Touched
Mine
And
Slowly
Started
To
Make
My veins
Feel
Cold

i thought
i won't be the one
to let you go
but now i'm the one
who is letting you go,
because of
a lesson
learned from life:
"if i let you go
you will surely
come back
to me"

I
Think
I
Can
Call
These
Nights
As
Lost
Nights
As
my
Sadness,
Sorrows,
Stress,
Loneliness
And
All
The
memories
lost
From
My
Mind
!!!!!

i wish myself
and my twin sister
a very happy
21st birthday
.........!!!

In everything you do
I can feel love
In everything you talk
I can feel love
But
I don't know why
You are not confessing
Your Love to me

I wish
You
Hold me tight
And
Never let me go
................

you
turned
my love
into
lust
and
now
i'm left
with
nothing
but
memories
filled
with
lust

Ok
Fine
You
No
Need
To
Give
Your
Love
To
Me
Instead
Give
Me
The
T-shirt
That
You
Were
Wearing
When
You
Kissed
Me
That
Day
For
I
Want
To
Treasure
It
As
My
First
Kiss
Memory..!!

Will
You??????

ALWAYS
The secret friend
SOMETIMES
The best friend
NEVER
The girlfriend

what is the name
of our ongoing relationship
which consists of
no expectations???

Those
Late night
Phone calls
And
Super silent
Conversations
Are Still
Running through
My mind...!!!!

Please
Help me
Forget those
Phone calls
And
Conversations...

Hi
I'm
Anna
And
He
Is
Kristoff
And
I'm
Waiting
For
Olaf
To
Come
And
Make
Kristoff
Realise
That
He
Loves
Me
And
I
Love
Him

Simple
As it is

My first kiss
Was
In the place
Where
I always dreamt
Of having
My
First kiss
And
With the one
Whom I loved
To have my
First kiss
It was never
A planned one
Both
The place
And
The kisser
It was a
Coincident
Where
One of my dream
Suddenly came true

That moment
When he comes
So close
To kiss me
I felt a warmth
That I still cherish
And
That second
When he pressed
His lips into mine
I just closed
My eyes
And
I gave in
As I taste his lips
And
At that time
I knew
Those are the
SWEETEST CANDY
I have had
In my whole life

For
Those will be
Remembered
All my life

That
moment
When
Your
Lips
Hardly
Pressed
Into
Mine...
!!!!!!

If you want
To talk
To me
Don't ask me
Whether I'm free
Or not...!!
Instead
Tell me
You want
To talk to me
And
I'll free my time
To talk
To you......!!!

I was  okay
The whole time
But
If I had
A conversation
With you
I'm always
Getting caught
Of severe fever
And
I'm still figuring out
The reason

I have a confusion
I've  always begged you
Because I love you
And I missed you too
But this time
I kept quiet and
Instead of me missing you
You are missing me...
Is this the little thing
They call as "love"
Or is this a nightmare
Like as usual...!!!!

Late night calls
Long romantic messages
His half sleepy voice
That heart melting conversation
That never ending little fight
That moment
When he let go of his ego
A sudden change
In his tone and voice
That melts me into nothing
The love that is hidden
Deep in his heart
Which he doesn't
Want me to know
yet I feel
The warmth of his love

They said
If it's not happy at the end
It's not the end
May be now
I believe that's true
Because
I thought
Only my love story
Had an unknown end
But
To see
That was not an end
He's  back to the track
While
I'm fed up
Of Running in the track...!!!

How crazy my life is???

At First
I loved you
Like nothing,
You were there all day
Running through my mind
And I have gone through
Trillions of tears
Falling from my eye
All yearning for You...
But
You never felt my pain
You just ignored
The fact that
You Love me
And said
You never gonna love me

And then
Suddenly one day
You disappeared
From my lonely life
and surprisingly
I didn't cry for you
Instead I consoled my self
That I didn't lose anything
In my life,
And if there's anyone
to lose Because of this,
It's none other than
But
Deep inside my heart
I secretly hoped
For you to come back to me

And finally
After two months
Of your disappearance
You came back to me,
I didn't knew
What to say or what to do
You were completely
A changed person,
You said that
You are coming
To see me,
Then  I felt that
You really missed me,
You wanted me to choose
The colour of your shirt
That you are going to wear
When you are coming to see me,
Then I felt you need me,
You asked what I want
From you, so that you could buy it
And come when you are coming
To see me,
Then I felt that
You really love me

This is not so you
I knew the person
I loved very well
He had gone
And this same person
Who came back
Was completely different....

If I were the girl
Who loved you crazily
I would have cried
And might have said
Those hurting words
"I love you"
But
Your ignorance have
Changed me completely
That I don't know
What to do
That you are here
And I don't want
To utter those cupid words
As I'm not ready
For another heart break
Because
I couldn't find any valid piece
Of my heart
The first and the last time
You chartered and chopped it

You
Left
Me
Alone
That
Day
But
Why
The
Hell
Now
You
Are
Back
In
My
Life

Why
Is
That
I
feel
That
You
Have
Changed
?????

I
Can
Feel
That
You
Care
About
Me

I
Can
Feel
That
You
Love
Me

Is
this
A
Dream??
Or
Reality?

i
hate
you
is
the
new
i
love
you
in
my
life
and
it
rocks
****
cra­zily

sorry
i
can't
forget
you
and
i
still
love
you

they said
every love story
has an end,
a happy one
or
a sad one
well
i don't know
why
only my love  story
has an
unknown
ending....

i'm still
figuring out
whether
it's  an ending
or not
if so
is it a happy one?
or a sad one?

i
love
the
way
you
miss
me
but
i
hate
the
way
i
miss
you

i'm letting you go
hoping that one day
i might see you
and feel nothing

they said memories make you happy
but why didn't they tell
that one second memory
might **** all your happy memories?
each an every teardrop
falling from my eye - they
tell me the story of your accident
making me remember
the feeling i had
the very first moment
when i heard that you are gone,
you are gone forever
from this little world of us
from the whole real world
and till now
i secretly hope
that you will come back
to me to fulfill
your promises....!!

how could you
go away from me
without even bidding
a farewell kiss for me???

you promised me
to make my first kiss a special one
you promised me
your love till my last breathe
you promised me
an adventurous married life
you promised me
your presence in my funeral
you promised me
to be with me forever
but
where is my first kiss???
where is your love???
where is my adventurous married life???
where is your presence???
where are you???

you broke all your promises
within a blink of an eye
i felt your soul
bidding farewell to your body
and you never once thought
to bid goodbye to me
finally
you turned all my lovely dreams
into dreadful scary nightmares

may your soul
rest in peace
showered with my love
forever.....!!!!!

still coping
with those
dreadful memories
of your accident.....

i know
you are gone forever
at least
kiss me in my dream!!

no matter how much i cry
no matter how much i shout
no matter how much i weep
no matter how much i love you
no matter how much i miss you
i know that you are never coming back
still
hoping against the truth
to let you know
how much i missed you
and how much you meant to me

kissing
you
was
a
dream
that
came
true
but
living
with
you
is
a
n­ightmare
which
will
never
come
true

i told
i won't be
the one
to let
you go
but
right now
i'm
the one
who is
letting you
go
hoping that
someday
a miracle
might
happen

Now that
You are gone,
don't expect me
To miss you,
To wipe and weep,
To cry and yearn
For you....

You are gone
And that's it,
No worries
No tears
No missings
Nothing

I don't  want
To hold on to you
Forever,
If we are meant to be
Together
We will never be
Apart...

sorry....!!
i know that
you miss me,
but
i don't want
to cause trouble
to you
as i promised you
that
you won't have
a single problem
caused by me

i'm breaking
i can't be fixed
i'm missing
but i wont be missed

still shaking
from what i fear
i can't let you in
so, don't come near

i guess you are right
i'm way too difficult
& i'm fighting a battle
that i will never win

i have so many flaws
i don't know where to start
from my messed up hair
to my messed up heart

so, what's the point
to continue this fight??
when my restless days
turn into restless nights

this life hasn't been fair
i can finally say
that nobody care
& it hurts like hell

those eyes....!!!!!
i look deep into them
and see such warmth
and genuine love
and find myself
wanting to dive in
& never come up
to the surface
let me just
live in those
pools of blue
and stay close
so very close to you,

your heart....!!!!!
it's beating rhythm
mesmerizes me
makes me want to dance
setting this soul of mine free
and then your smile
the joyful delight
it gives to me

no wonder i die to feel
the wonderful moments of you
the whole of you,
your smile.....,
your look.....,
your beating heart.....
makes me want more of you
  is that okay???

please....!!!-- will you
grant me your favour??
will you please stay
in my life
FOREVER???

as the night becomes longer
my strength starts to weaken
my stomach becomes hungrier
and i soon start to break,
the sky seems like home
it's where i'm destined to be
i'm no longer strong
i can no longer fight,
as i pass by the mirror
ther stands a girl
no, she is not me
i don't know who she is to be,
my wrist is now scarred
so is my heart
my mind is now
full of horrible thoughts
i cannot escape
i cannot fight
this dark cloud
has taken over me,
i try to smile
but i do not mean it
the nights are hard
but the mornings are harder
waking up to be
someone i'm not,
i cannot feel
i cannot think
i'm now nothing
i've been fighting for way too long,
things have gotten worse
and this war is now
harder to fight
i was supposed to be happy
i was supposed to be free
but along the way to my destiny
something took over me
it was unexpected
i was not prepared
never did i think
i could feel like this way
it's a dark cold world
that i'm now living in
i fight for my life
to be back how it used to be
i can no longer remember
who i was before,
happiness was once me
but no longer it represents me,
i've fallen into
a never ending hole
so no matter,
how hard i fight
IT WILL NOT END
UNTIL IT FINALLY ENDS ME

i wish you
a very big
good night
sprinkled
with
lots of
love and care
accompanied
with
a huge hug
and
a warm kiss
right in
your lips

"GOOD NIGHT
MY SWEETIE PIE"

a minute with you
my life is perfect
another minute i miss you
my life is miserable

we will miss you
forever
even though you are
not with us now
you will always
live in
our hearts
forever

rest in peace
my love