I Disappear in the crowd of dancing people
The music is loud while I walk through the corridor
I am outside now, the first breath of fresh air for hours
My legs are hurt and my head are dancing with stars
I walk without saying goodbye, I just walk
I stand so sleepy watching the turn of the street lights
The sunrise in the horizon and I'm waking
My body has recovered but my head still hurts
but it's different from last night, cuz today
My phone rang and I got social hangovers

Why do we share a poem?

I only write to myself
As a memory of what I was
As a reminder of whom I'm trying to be

I'm frighten to lose
I'm frighten to play
I'm frighten to get
Another okay

Am I a bird or a fish?
Do I fly until I fall frozen dead.
Or do I swim every day in the same water like an aquarium fish.

I'm on fire and i can't get enough of you
Cuz you are surreal and one of the very few
Who can make me smile no matter what
So I will try to get you with my whole squad

Rather than all the love I ever had
Rather than all the money I ever had spent
Rather than all the faith I ever had
Give me truth in all your words

The light goes out
And we disappear

I can cry crystal tears
I can have a hundred fears
I can stand up for what I'm
But control my mind no way
I can break without notice
I can struggle everyday
I can search for the help
But I don't ever think
That this girl will ever help
She can rip my heart
As it was a piece of art
And I let her do it every day
Just go on, I say it's okay

When our system finally is done
I am traveling through the sun
Painting my body to destruction
But then there are a new system in construction
Seeing the world in a new light
Have to keep up in a hard fight
We settle down under the new orders
Trying to find safe behind friendly borders
Bombs and worriors are hidden everywhere
The enemy does not even care
About the cruel way of killing people of innocence
Now we must live under barbaric violence
Now it's always just jihad in da house
And then I die like a weak mouse

I write a hundreds poems per year
My mind explode in words every day
But still I havn't got the point
The point of the poems I write
Cuz what is point of poetry?

Is it to get followers and be famous ?
Is it for processing your thoughts
Is it to compete with friends who write?
I dont know? I just write, like right now
I just write all my thoughs down everyday
but why?

I Break my Bones

                           destoy the mind?
Letters from an old friend
                    I
Cant Even

                                         See how this will end
                                         .
                                         .
                                         .
                                         .
                                         .
I follow my own way now


                                                           ­           Into the darknezz

                                                       ­       Dead?
                                                    ­                  I walk
                                                            ­                        around
                                  ­                                                            in a world of
                                                              ­                                                   Mirrors
                                   Everybody is the same
                                                            ­        nobody is no one
                                                   Except me I know I walk
                                            So I walk
Into
the
Darknezz

I saw how the water was pure
I saw how the water was clean
I never felt like an empty shell
I felt I was a simple bubble
How I rise just to disappear
When reaching the surface

Sometimes it doesn't matter, if you are good or bad. The only thing that matters is, if you are.

I am sick in my mind
when I tried to be kind
You were like nothing else
when you were at the party
all other guys looked after you
You kissed with another guy
but it's allright, cuz i kissed with you too
I thought we should be together
And live a perfect life in a house
But When again er cound't do it
we missed more when just a bit
i felt the fault was mine
but you keep lying to my face
and alle was gone
now you just have to finish
you finished, and I was left alone

What do you do?
When your friend has a scar
So deep in the hearth
And it's bleeding nothin but tears

In the past just like a shadow
A warm July day I jumped
Out of the cold shadow
Out of the open window  
Out of my dead life
I explode in many pieces
Just to feel how to live
Just to feel how I am