you can move forward with
your faith & be crowned





Muhammed E. K.  ☾  🅴  ✩
© LIGHT IN THE DARKNESS POETRY

Wistful,  cheerless,
used  to  be  brave,  
and  fearless. 

Liars,  haters 
have  been  walking,  
around  me  these  days.

Charming,  well  educated, 
that's  who  you  showed  to  me 
before  you  shot  me

I  thought  you 
were  charming.

I  thought  you 
were  well  educated. 

I  thought  you
 needed  me.

It's  all  gone 
when  you  left  me.

I  was  just  looking 
for  some  friends, 
Now;  I'm  only  looking
for the  real  ones.

Couldn't  realize  which 
ones  were  fake  before, 
When  did  hellos  start 
to  be  called  as  goodbyes, 
After  some  while,  I 
know  which  ones  are. 

Couldn't  stand  to  this 
anymore,  faded, 
Feeling  so  alone  in 
this  crowded  room, 
Can't  love  like  this,
it  has  exceeded, 
Feeling  like  I've 
overdosed.  Wasted.

Every  colour  was  taking 
me  back  to  you, 
Every  mark  was  pushing 
me  away  from  you. 

Spring  hasn't  begun  yet.
It  was  not  warm  at  all.

Just  cold  with  sadness, 
darkness  with  secrets,   
strangers  with  lies. 

Charming  strangers 
are  everywhere. 

They've  been  around
for  centuries.

They  look  like 
Venus  or  Mars, 

inside  they're 
like  black  holes.

Pluto  who  I've 
always  been. 

An  outsider?   

no,  no,  no 

A  fighter. 



Muhammed E. K.  ☾  🅴  ✩
© LIGHT IN THE DARKNESS POETRY

Take  my  hand,  take  my  pain 
let's  not  make  this  conversation 
behind  the  mountain  of  the  fame 

Digital  life,  a  settlement, 
a  heart  made  from  metal 
you  got to  choose  it  better 
Which account  do  you  want, 
how  many  followers  do you  have?

You  should  put  the  screen  down, 
give  a break  while  time  runs 
follow  the  life  that  you  are  yearning 
on  the  screen,  you  are  only  losing 
 


Muhammed E. K.  ☾  🅴  ✩
© LIGHT IN THE DARKNESS POETRY

When we first met
I did not know this
could never imagine
that you would be
here with me
that you live here
live with me
yeah, you stayed
stayed with me
and you cared
cared about me
You braced
what's in me
You listened
the screams in deep
but now you are
You're about to faint
just like others
I'll be here in this paint
till I faint too
Until then, I'll be
missing you



Muhammed E. K.  ☾  🅴  ✩
© LIGHT IN THE DARKNESS POETRY

[Offical Snippet]

first, it was a dream, maybe more than one
then it turned to an endless nightmare
because you were smiling not to the face of mine
saw you with him under the tree
there was no doubt that he was perfect
while I wasn't worth it



© Muhammed Emin KUŞASLAN
☾  🅴  ✩

Out there
Just walking

Thinking of
Why I was hiding

Tasting the weather
It's pretty cold

Lip-syncing to
Another song

The moon looks calm
Stars are blazing

I want to hear
a music full of dreams
Hopes and diamonds
Light in the darkness

Never was a warrior
Still want to fight

There is a fork in the road.
A fork will set us both.

Don't want to go back
Know that it's too late;
Still, now I can be
Whoever I want



Muhammed E. K.  ☾  🅴  ✩
© LIGHT IN THE DARKNESS POETRY

giving  up  doesn't  look  good  on you 
the  day  that  you  will  breakthrough 
may  arrive,  if  you  search  for  the  truth 
don't  get  stuck  in  the  past  cos  u  only grow 
no  matter  what  you  do,  what  you  say 
you  can  not  remain  or  undo  the  events  

do you  want  to  be  rich,  famous  and  cool? 
if  these  are  the  only  concerns  in  your  life 
you'll  want more  and  more  for  satisfaction 
while  all  you  do  is  work  for  the  competition 
you  will  only  find  a  temporary  contentment 
money  can't  come  with  you  to  the  graveyard
but  all  the  good  things  you  had  done  can

you  will  survive  only,  till  the  day  you  die 
then  you  will  be  gone  from  this  journey 
to  the actual  life  just  like  each  of  us 
  
you  were  in  the  shadows  for  a  while  now, 
the  heaviness  of  the  mountains  
are  now  basically  on  your  shoulders  

don't  lose  your  dream  
because  of  someone  else's  ego 

your  job  is  only  to  move  forward  
while  you  are  in  a  war 



Muhammed E. K.  ☾  🅴  ✩
© LIGHT IN THE DARKNESS POETRY

[Official Part-1]

this  world  can  be  dangerous 
bleak,  wild  and  careless 

you're  living  without  knowing 
how  many  days  you'll  ride 

every  day  you  face  with
the  problems  you  think
they  are  bigger  than  'you'
but  they  are  smaller  than
the  whole  universe

mini  world,  bright  sky
time  is  gold;  it  will  fly

no  one  is  getting  it 
no  one  is  feeling  it 

what's  in  your  veins 
what  lead  you  to  the  chains 
seem  every  little  is  in  a  mess 
like  every  human  is  in  stress 

walking  on  the  sharpest  bridge 
thinking  I'm  ready  to  stop 
maybe  I  can  lay  here  and  flop 
on  to  the  cold  concrete  ground 
am  I  ready  to  beat  this  round, 
what's  next  or  what's  behind 

how  hard  it  is  to  feel  kind 
when  it's  all  making  you  blind 
and  here's  where  you  can
show  your  difference
by  being  kind

noise  trauma,  unnecessary  drama 
everyone  wants  to  be  an  alpha 
race  of  fame  and  goals  to  gain 
end  of  nature  and  crazy  bane 
after  this,  I'll  never  be  the  same 

relationships  have  a  journey 
which  starts,  goes  and  ends 
I  found  One  has  no  'end'
GOD  IS  MY  BEST  FRIEND. 



Muhammed E. K.  ☾  🅴  ✩
© LIGHT IN THE DARKNESS POETRY

They're loathing it;
I'm floating in it.
I've got so many
questions in my heart.

Gotta go. Swim further,
Dive deeper.

Got these concerns,
they are eating me alive.
Can't feel my senses,
I might lose this fight.

Gruesome, fearsome,
it's like my head
puts me in the worst
scenarios.

Hurricane of thoughts.

Acrid, dark, deep,
the pain tries to dominate.
Guilty, I feel guilty.
I made mistakes.

Can I expend the
border of my heart
and open it for love?

Someone lives inside
of my mind.

It tries to control me,
who hangs out there
like its habitat.

I want to put an end
to this; don't want
to live with fear.

God created me.
I didn't exist before;
Mustn't waste my time.

This world remains
temporary even the
pain which seems
unbearable instantly.

It will be gone,
go away like all
the things in life.


Muhammed E. K.  ☾  🅴  ✩
© LIGHT IN THE DARKNESS POETRY

You came fast into my life.
Like a roller coaster,
Told me that you wanted me,
But all you did was stealing my dreams.
Took my innocence, my friends
You tried to take the good in me.
Now you're gone too,
Left me in the darkness,
My heart was shaking,
When I thought about you.
Now the pain is gone.
I don't care about you.


Muhammed E. K.  ☾  🅴  ✩
© LIGHT IN THE DARKNESS POETRY

"Last a little longer!"
The heart is getting colder.

My mind trapped in the ocean.
And I am trapped in my mind.
This place is full of slow motion.
Feel like I can not determine.

Bruh, tell me what happens
after when the lights out?

Keep asking me the same thing, 'why?'
May see the answer with magnifying.

Might look cold from the outside
But I am struggling in the dark side
There is nowhere to get lost or hide
They can't hear my scream from inside.

Searched a switch, packed the emotions.

"You gotta go, you gotta go!"
My feet started to numb.

Keep pushing the limit to overcome
Heard a voice asking the net income
Am I ready now, for the next scrum

I know that I can't give up.
I want peace of mind.


Muhammed E. K.  ☾  🅴  ✩
© LIGHT IN THE DARKNESS POETRY

Is it tardy to stay up, be awake?
Sinking near the shores of mistakes
"You can't do it" is what they stated
They disturb thou to lose your way.



Muhammed E. K.  ☾  🅴  ✩
© LIGHT IN THE DARKNESS POETRY

you  are  in  your  room  at  night, 
you  have  a  box  in  that  room 
it  is  not  enormous  but  big 
not  that  new  but  still  dusty 
not  much  fancy  but  still  pretty 

you  look  at  it,  but  it  is  not  clear 
you  don't  even  remember 
what  did  you  put  inside 
how  will  you  open  it 
because  it  is  locked 
you  don't  know  
how  to  lift  
cause  it  is 
 tough 

there  are  two  notes  on  the  box 

the first  one:
"Don't  stop  to  improve 
yourself  on  learning
something  new."

then  you  read  the  other: 
"Dreams  of   me  when  I  was  five." 


Muhammed E. K.  ☾  🅴  ✩
© LIGHT IN THE DARKNESS POETRY

I'll be thinking of you
on new year's day.

I'll be missing you on the
first day of the rest of my life
like you had never, ever left;
can still see your silhouette.

it moves across the sky;
then melts away as it
says "goodbye."



Muhammed E. K.  ☾  🅴  ✩
© LIGHT IN THE DARKNESS POETRY

Thought, I had lost me
when I hadn't got this goal.

Maybe a part of me had become
somebody that I had needed to
meet too.

It was sentimental although
they said: "you won't break through!"

There were sharp stones on the track,
thorns could bleed me really bad.

Some said walk away, some said
don't even hesitate in this room.

I got pretty occupied with the world,
more than I need, (more than we need).

There is no turn backwards now
because all we can have is now.

How precious is 'now' that you won't
have this moment in another 'now'.

Why are you wasting your tears while you
can evaluate these golden hours to shine?

Therefore you don't have to impress or prove
anything to them, Some will still be 'wow!'

The moment will end, will stay in the past,
another "now" will come till every "now" of you ends.

Now is remarkably precious, use it wisely;
before it gets late to complete all your amends.

Don't be afraid to die because 'death' isn't disappearing
it's changing your vehicle to get to another land.

Don't rush your life to become old or get what you want;
the process is where you can still decide.

Decide what you want to add to your vehicle
the lands you can live forever, heaven or hell.

If you use your days flawlessly in the best,
you may have better 'now's in heaven forever.


Muhammed E. K.  ☾  🅴  ✩
© LIGHT IN THE DARKNESS POETRY

See the ranting of the man,
They think he's angry with them.

He finds it's hard to see in the wind,
Overshadowed by the fearsome rind.

He never falls asleep
Villagers think he is blind
He never walks with a flock
Dragons knock; wolves mock.

He'd like to listen to one crake
All night; waits for it to be awake
When the crake starts singing its song
He realizes how to stop the chimaera.

It's his painkiller, painkiller
He doesn't need any filler
Now his heart has a thriller
He no longer wants to be a killer.

-----------------------------------------------------
Chimaera­ is a mythological creature that is
a combination of lion, goat, and snake.



Muhammed E. K.  ☾  🅴  ✩
© LIGHT IN THE DARKNESS POETRY

acclaim to the one who got disapproval
for regarding what’s right

although who is autonomous,
agile; persistently willing to fight

does not allow an excuse to alter
its brain; just asserts the light

there is nobody like you on the site
who elicit a resilient knight

raise your head, but never have
arrogance in your heart

use that confidence in you to
empower other people around

beginnings are over, may not
always restart the first part

you can move forward with
your faith & be crowned



Muhammed E. K.  ☾  🅴  ✩
© LIGHT IN THE DARKNESS POETRY

❅⛈☼☄

Pain keeps you awake
So you don't fall asleep.



Muhammed E. K.  ☾  🅴  ✩
© LIGHT IN THE DARKNESS POETRY

My screams were cutting my ears
Those walls were teetering my fears
Could not stand near or to here
Wanted to show my heroes.

Lost my innocent dreams when listening
to everyone else, what they've been saying.

They threw up on me their bullets.
Then they threw me into the holes.

Tried to breathe but I was under the ocean
The voice I heard told me "That's impossible."
Something in me was becoming invisible
That's how I lost myself in the last battle.

Lost hope and a vast amount of friends
They were influencing all the weekends
Days weren't including any happy ends
They took something in me till it ends.

Wanted to escape from this maze.
Locked into the prison of the mind
Started looking to the beginning.

Suddenly the fears stopped when
I realized that I wasn't injured
I was not broken, faded inside.

They will always be there
Promised me not to hear
What they add more to my fear.



Muhammed E. K.  ☾  🅴  ✩
© LIGHT IN THE DARKNESS POETRY

do not listen to the rumours
they're words without superiors
it addresses unnecessary errors
you don't need them in your sources

don't initiate falsehoods about someone
that can poison the bond you both built


Muhammed E. K.  ☾  🅴  ✩
© LIGHT IN THE DARKNESS POETRY

Those concerns are gnawing
my world like a rat

A tiny tittering can heal
many broken hearts

Done much hiding
from the stress

Blood, sweat and tears
it makes you breathe fast

Dear Anxiety,
You might break my own
but you can't bury a soul
it is free


Muhammed E. K.  ☾  🅴  ✩
© LIGHT IN THE DARKNESS POETRY

some will like you; another one won't
you can't make everyone like you
furthermore, it is not your fault
and, even if they do not like you,
it is not the end of the road.



Muhammed E. K.  ☾  🅴  ✩
© LIGHT IN THE DARKNESS POETRY