"yoy" poems
hey hey ......breakdown
hey hey
the breakdown
aint a thing you can do
but breakdown
unto the truth
over an over again
boy....gotta breakdown
girl.....breakdown, too
lickin the boots of the government man
crawling neath the table of the corporate king
seein ya doin it makes me puke
break down the slave inside a you
breakdown the slave an know the truth
over an over again
hey hey......breakdown
hey hey
the breakdown
aint a thing that yoy can do
but break down
unto the truth
over and over agin
breakdown breakdown
breakdown breakdown
breakdown
you slave you
over an over again
Jul 22, 2010
Jul 22, 2010 at 4:45 PM UTC
Dear Music
Thanks for being here with me
In everytime I feel sad,
In anytime I cry
Thanks for cheers me up
You brings joyful in my life
You bring back my smiles
Yoy are the only thing I reach when I'm sad
Thanks for fixed my shattered heart
You complete the missing piece of mine
You hold tight my soul
You won't let my heart hurts
You won't let my tears out
Thanks for the harmony you have
I forget all my problems when you plays
I am drowning in your symphony
I dont want to leave
I feel safe and sound around you
You calm me down
Dear Music
Thanks being around me
When nobody here
When my soul needs mates
You pull out my sadness
And only brings happiness
(Palembang, 12 Januari 2015)
Jan 12, 2015
Jan 12, 2015 at 4:53 AM UTC
Welcome to the world, my child,
I see the awe in you,
I've waited for yoy such a while,
And isaw this labour through,
I curse dthe man who put you here, because i felt such pain,
But when your tiny self appeared, i forgave my love again,
I wish you everything you want, and more,
But even so,
Some things in life take preference, so i will teach you to let go,
When stumbling around in cotton socks, you stretch your arms for me,
I swear to you my darling, i will hold you gracefully,
And when your tooth pops out,
I'll bring forth money from the faerae,
But, mark my words little one,
I will stop parties from being lairy,
You're welcome home to rest,
When college fries your genius brain,
And what's her name has dumped you for the nerd just down the lane,
I'm always here at midnight, when you think youre having doubts,
I'll sit you down with milk and cookies,
We will work it out,
Your missed car payments come, and i will pay them,
Not a word,
I worry night and day my love,
Yet not a word you've heard,
But one day when you've wed, and made a baby of your own,
Please know that i'm your mother,
I love you,
And this will always be, your, home.
Aug 3, 2010
Aug 3, 2010 at 6:59 AM UTC
The only question
Echoing in my head
I guess I'll never know
Because I never acknowledged
What I had before
Even this cold heart
Wishes to cry
My mind just keeps reeling
Hoping to find out
What the hell have I done
I let you slip
Right through my closed fingers
But I knew it was meant to happen
The faint image
Was meant to disappear
My hatred for love
Clouded how I really felt
To the one person
That understood everything about me
What the hell have I done
You got away from me
Like a jackrabbit at midnight
I just wont find another
You were all I wanted
I just wanted you to be happy
I thought not once
When I decided
That you were better off
Without me in your sights
But know sorrow I can't drown
It's overwhelming me
I can't sleep it away
It has a mind all its own
What the hell have I done
You're just another ghost
I curse myself now
For being so stupid
Yet I know
Deep down
You really are better off
These walls are closing in
Telling me how stupid I am
For not trying just a little harder
What the hell have I done
Is all I can think about
I let you vanish
Into unknown land
But I'll see you soon
Someday, maybe one day
We'll cross paths again
But it's not enough
I know it's not
I can really say it now
But it's too late
Goodbye and farewell
What the hell have I done
My tongue keeps getting twisted
My eyes are vacant
My chest a hollow shell
Of what once was
I lucked out
But better yet I lost out
I'm a mess
You're not the monster
I am
What the hell have I done
**** it all to hell
I'll dine with the devil
I'll sell my soul a million times
Yet I'll still never know
I'm just a being
That deserves to die
If I say those words
I was afraid to say before
Maybe they will clear the list
No use is it now huh
You're already with him
I really lost you forever
But that wasn't the last poem
You have for me and you know it
You want to curse me
You want to break me further
I'll tell you this now
Go for it
And maybe then I will know
What the hell I have done
My body decays
Even more rapidly
My sanity
Lost at birth
Lost again when you wrote those words
We're not done
You know we're not
Those eastern winds
Will blow again
And bring your cries to me
What the hell have I done
Please tell me the answer
But you wont
You'll let me go mad
I'm just not worth it
Yoy killed my
Not the metaphor
But literally killed me
When You said
''My last poem to you''
Ha-ha it's funny
Because I thought
You already wrote it
What the hell have I done
By letting you go
I watched it all
My sweet painful torture
Shame you'll never read this
It's just another goodbye poem
That I wrote drunkenly to you
Here are the words
Read them close
The meaning is infinite
But they are true
I LOVE YOU!
Jul 30, 2012
Jul 30, 2012 at 5:16 PM UTC
On a dark dark night when the stars all glow
Tell me again where does the Half Moon go
When winter appears with a withering snow
Tell me again where the warm winds go
When the day diasppears in a glourious show
Tell me again where does the twilight go
When storm clouds appear To and Fro
Tell me again where does the sunshine go
When I am so old, so tired and so slow
Tell me again why yoy love me so.
Feb 18, 2013
Feb 18, 2013 at 12:11 PM UTC
When I was naive, I thought I loved you.
I gave you everything I had to offer.
But immediately after, my illusions were shattered.
You explained the difference between making love and *******
And when I asked what it was we were doing,
Your harsh laugh was answer enough.
But worse were the words that hissed through your beautiful lips.
"Don't be stupid. This is hardly even considered *******
And with that, you slipped on your jeans and walked away,
Leaving me stunned and broken hearted.
Months slipped by since that day,
But I'm not that girl yoy left anymore.
You see, after you left me, I was broken.
I found comfort in the arms of others,
But to me, we were just *******
I was just learning.
Then, just last night, you called me up again.
Asked how I had been.
If I still had a heart, I might have stuttered at the sound of your gorgeous voice.
But instead, I kept my cool and kept you talking.
You wanted to meet up, how shocking.
One thing lead to another, as it always did,
But this time things were different.
You were panting in satisfaction and you turned to me and said,
"Wow, that was fantastic."
I turned my cool eyes on to you, and responded with a hiss.
"Don't be stupid. That was hardly even considered *******
I slipped on my dress and left the room,
And the first tears in years slid down my face.
For I knew how it felt, sitting alone in that room,
Stunned and broken hearted.
Jan 11, 2013
Jan 11, 2013 at 1:19 AM UTC
Remember,
To dance when no one is watching
To write when an idea arises
To draw when you feel the urge
To laugh when you find things amusing
To cry is something upsets yoy
To scream if something frightens you
Remember,
To let your emotions run free
To keep an open mind
To keep an open heart
To feel without regrets
-Kathia Mariana Landeros
Oct 29, 2016
Oct 29, 2016 at 1:47 AM UTC
Are we destined to commit, to bathe in same mistakes
over and over and over again?
yours truly...STILL
after years and years
still hasn't learned very much
it is my wish for you that
yoy achieve that satori moment
before its too late
Namaste
Sep 22, 2014
Sep 22, 2014 at 6:59 PM UTC
Sometimes you need to walk into a thunderstorm
Sure
There is thunder
And lightning
But that will strike trees
You have to know that
You are safe where yoy stand
And then you can see
That where you stand is beautiful
The rain is wet
But wet won't hurt you
And no one can get to you
You can feel as you wish.
May 9, 2014
May 9, 2014 at 3:39 PM UTC
I hung you like a lantern in my dark cave
worshipped at your feet but made you my slave
sterilized my heart inside an old autoclave
and tattooed my soul so I would become brave
tried to teach the teacher about genuine apology
attempted to outrun the runner with finicky philosphy
glued the pieces together to make a seamless epiphany
and ended up laughing at myself amidst the general cacophony
I created this mess when I was not at my best
and instead of looking to you now I see right through you
nightmares of yoy dying have turned to desires that leave me crying
I pray that the Rapture may come to steal you away or take me from
the past at last is gone.
I walked the rockiest path that I could find
in an effort to toughen my soles and strengthen my mind
I kept my eyes peeled in case I found a sign
that with eyes wide open I had not been rendered blind
When I reached a plateau I thought of resting
but when you stay long enough you start to think of nesting
watching the birds overhead reminded me of cresting
no rest for the weary testers during testing
Jul 4, 2010
Jul 4, 2010 at 10:18 AM UTC
loving you madly Mady
But you like me a lot when the mood hits then it's quitsville honey why do you flaunt me only to reject and haunt me.
I'm in a Steely Dan state of mind running frantically you chasing my emotions and then im running way behind manic to the max got
Me on boogie then we bump and grind so twisted cause you insisted on a
Steely Dan state of mind.
Wanna gently rock your boat and tickle your fancy bang down your back door get all over your frame make **** sure yoy emote when you came but just the same,in a steely dan state of mind
Oct 23, 2014
Oct 23, 2014 at 9:29 PM UTC
For once I want to be the lover, instead of just the friend.
For once I want to be the one you love until the end.
For once I want to be the one who makes you laugh or cry.
For once I want to be the only sparkle in your eye.
For once I want to be the boy simply who makes you smile.
For once I want to be the one to make it all worthwhile.
For once I want to be the one you say I love you to.
For once I want to honestly believe you really do.
For once I want to be the one talking with you all night.
For once I want to be the one that you honestly just might.
For once I want to be the one you introduce to mom and dad.
And if yoy let me be the one, for once I will be glad.
Oct 23, 2011
Oct 23, 2011 at 10:53 PM UTC
When I was little you told me I could be anything I wanted.
No one looked twice when I shopped in the boys section,
When I wore dark blues and grays instead of pink,
When I played in the mud or with other boys,
When I refused to hear my hair down,
Or when I siad I thought I was a boy.
When I got older you no longer thought it cute but we're not worried quite yet.
You told me that the lumps on my chest were beautiful despite my protests.
You told me that I would change and thag being a tomboy was temporary.
You told me that one day I would love dresses, pink, and makeup.
You told me that I woulf grow out of it soon enough even though I told yoy I wouldn't.
In the final years of high school you began to worry and I began to breathe as things became clear.
You noticed that not once have I worn a dress since you stopprd forcing me to.
You noticed my web pages I left open that read Top surgery or Testosterone.
You noticed the lumps on my chest grew smaller as I bought better binders.
You noticed my hair steadily becoming shorter after every single haircut.
You noticed the letter on the counter that read a few simple word. If yoy haven't noticed... I'm transgender.
Jan 26, 2017
Jan 26, 2017 at 12:17 PM UTC
Have it your way Robert you want distance and to be poor white trash in the streets of Nashville with no health care, no home of your own accept the men'mission and theroom in the inn at 705 Drexel Place. You want to be a Peter Pan, awomanizer, anda want to be musician which has not transpired into anything. You are a vagabond hobo and just because you have a a stretch at Clancy's Cafe does not guarantee yoy a place the lime light' You donot acknowledge m[y little tokens I sent you have it your way. Karma will get you I promise one day. I will not even try to reason wirth you. I hope and pray you are happy with street ***** you pick up on-line and they find out all about you and kick you to the curb.
Oct 23, 2014
Oct 23, 2014 at 4:01 PM UTC
First let me say:
No one is perfect
We all are unique
We all learn differently
We think seperatley
Our dreams and ambitions belong to our individual souls.
So why do yoy expect my daughter to be a cookie cutter image of a child at her age?
She is special and perfect in my eyes.
With a heart of pure innoscense and gold.
But all you see are the tears, the tantrums, and the fears.
You don't see the sweet little girl that cries herself to sleep because she never feels good enough.
You don't see the defeat and pain in her big brown eyes when a task is difficult or hard to understand.
The frustration because she doesn't know how to cope or why shes not like the rest.
The depth of exhaustion she experiences every day because her little body is not strong enough to master the challenges of the day.
You don't see the despiration to be accepted and loved.
Her mind and body communicate at the speed of light or at the pace of a tourtise.
So young she has no words to explain the torture that normal activities cause her pain.
You don't see the spatk of hope when praised for a job well done.
You don't hear her screams for help. A hand to guide her through this world.
May 19, 2014
May 19, 2014 at 8:26 PM UTC
Have you ever been feeling fully absorbed but yet exhausted?
You talk to someone over the phone but you feel the hold of his arms around you?
You call someone at 2am in the morning but you feel like scrumbled in the blanket with him?
And when yoy look at his eyes and telling secrets, it feels like you open the gate of another dimension where you both can share thoughts and think about the idea of life?
Well, I'm in.
To whom who never been in love, you should been into
I don't say that love is everything but when you're in love,
You will feel that you are everything to someone, and vice versa.
You shouldn't hate love and don't wanna try it again.
Just love yourself first than youcan love someone that much like you love yourself.
I mean guys,
Have you ever been in love?
So mad, so deep, and crave the love so high the ocean would be jealous?
Well, I'm in.
- dlx
Aug 17, 2016
Aug 17, 2016 at 1:31 PM UTC
I am broken. So apart.
I am falling in life. My best friend is the dark.
I yell. Do you want me. Do you want me. To my mum.
I yell do you love me. Do you love me.
Because I dont love me too.
I wanna be in the rain.
So yoy can not see the tears roll down my face.
We hide in all our depression.
Hiding from the light. That we try to invision.
PROSPERITY and PURITY.
like the man who was risen.
WE TRY TO SEE, How we can have our own salvation.
I yell. Do you want me. Do you want me. To my mum.
I yell do you love me. Do you love me.
Because I dont love me too.
I wanna be in the rain.
So yoy can not see the tears roll down my face.
I am so far. From life. No light. Just dark. Id **** Someone. Like i am inside. I am not well. Ive come undone.
I had a love. Now lie. I was alive. Now im dead inside.
I yell. Do you want me. Do you want me. To my mum.
I yell do you love me. Do you love me.
Because I dont love me too.
I wanna be in the rain.
So yoy can not see the tears roll down my face.
Oct 17, 2018
Oct 17, 2018 at 3:31 PM UTC
People said "Everything happens for a reason".
But i have never get the answer "why do she broke my heart without any reason"?
I cried, heart is bleeding with pain
But i have never get the answer of my
Question "where do all the broken hearts went"?
I will be okay, i will forgot you
Maybe after some days, monthes or years
And i hope when we will meet again
I hope yoy can love me in that way
Or hopefully i have already forgot you
Maybe then i will get my answer "where do all the broken hearts went"?
But that time it will be too late.
Jul 22, 2018
Jul 22, 2018 at 10:37 PM UTC
Very, Very & Fantastic
She struggles with each verb and noun,
Adjective, conjunction, article and even
Pronoun.
All to better brain:
Maintain
The art parts, smart parts,
A la carte parts.
There are leaders:
Chairmen of the boards who stay
Long adolescent in some way.
Ambitious, never swaying
From their standpoints, outlooks and perspective. Oy!
A very, very Oy yoy yoy!
“I am best! Don’t mess with me,
Don’t carp or bleat.
My words unquestionably
right
And those who choose to disagree…
Are rendered useless usefully.
My deeds, and all I nominate
Are very, very, very great!
I live on very un-elastic,
Very, very and fantastic!
Very, Very & Fantastic 7.29.2017
A Sense Of The Ridiculous II; Our Times, Our Culture II;
Arlene Corwin
Jul 29, 2017
Jul 29, 2017 at 8:05 AM UTC
No no no you ******* coward I swear to all the poor *** haters I swear you can't take me down I will fight back till I die I am soldier I fight gods honor a loyal angel of death I wil call the shots no more abuse no more manipulation and lies im getting close to shaping your lies words hate im russian yoy hate me **** you
Jan 10, 2021
Jan 10, 2021 at 12:00 AM UTC
The moon shivers
Under your embrace
The earth tangles
Under the sunlit kiss
When we spoke that day
My atoms were unified
As if you were inside of me
I felt perfect bliss
With a hint
Of love, aggression, and jealousy
I wondered if you've seen her
I've wondered if you've
Changed
You've sure gotten skinnier
I wasn't sure what to make of
The change
Clothes different
Hair back long
I figured yoy struggled
But what took you so long
I'd been waiting for you
And c to get together
I saw a change in her immediately
She began to ask all
Sorts of questions
Said you were still very much
Hung on me
I love you
I want you to feel that live everyday
In whatever shape or form
That comes in
You've been
Given a gift
I don't want to see you burn out
I love you
Like the restless soul I am
I wish to dive
Into you every night
Still I hold back
I still understand
Your desire
To get better
But nothing is wrong
You just lost part of me
I need you
Just as if I needed the rain
Jul 8, 2019
Jul 8, 2019 at 1:39 AM UTC