"tryed" poems
hope you like this one,penned it just for you
tryed to capture your backward sentences
and their double meanings
your world spins in reverse
from end to beginning
your been there,done that, attitude
is trying on my soul,you want more
more of what,your silence,is deafning
I can only listen to your thoughts
and swim against their tides
I am not in reverse,nor looking forward
I am in the middle, in the now
and hoping this balancing act,my arms
stretched out, will catch your fall
Mar 20, 2014
Mar 20, 2014 at 5:50 AM UTC
I made a promise
A promise to myself
A promise to stay
A promise to live
A promise to be OK
I broke that promise
The promise to myself
I tryed to leave
I don't want to be live
I am not OK
I have a promise
A promise to my friends
A promise to stay
A promise to live
A promise to be OK
I still brake that promise
The promies to my friends
I want to leave
I don't want to live
I am not OK
I will never keep the promise
The promise to myself
The promise to my friends
The promise to stay
The promise to live
The promise to be OK
I am here
I live
But I'm not OK
I will never be OK
But that is OK
Nov 15, 2019
Nov 15, 2019 at 10:10 AM UTC
Gazing south as if some wise, well worn fisherman,leaning against the wroughted railed pier in all its victorian, gordy, standing, splendor.
Warmed and held by the summer sun as close as shared spoon-cuddled arms.
On thermal air, calls and laughter rise from towelled steaked plots
blinding and shading the razor sharp hungry sea-gulls eye from flakey white flesh in all its golden battered salt-shuck sharpness,
competeing on the nose with hand-held melting creamyness, as they waft and weave gently by.
Below the slatted sound , the magic hypnotic spell of lapping waves lift and tilt me on a day dream of youthful lost love.
To a day we made our sun run in all its lazyness, dimming the enviour moon in its wake and kissing still the hands on the pasty-face black towering clock
As time slipped way and was some where else.
With worn drift wood and tingleling toes you defaced the sand with a graphity the council tryed but couldn't erace.
And there it lies still, benieth the smooth pebbled shore,
kissed each day with salty tears and remembered sighs.
A fearful screaming siren pieces the soft English air, Its doppled blast, chilling, pushing, demanding its screeching way through the brain, to some others pained, tear filled day,
then fades on the breeze.
A sun blushed child frowns through pink Brighton rock lips and eyes as blue as the sea, a secert smile is shared as if in that innocence I knew that one magic day she will run on skipping painted toes and giggles sweet to etch for him in soft blank sand her love on this dreamy day beach.
So off the sea and off the pier I strole, absorbed and lost among the tripping faced crowd,into the sun dipped west and home alone.
Yet knowing you will remain forever mine, held in crystal dimonded grains, whilst around the bitter -sweet changing tides ebb and flow
down
through
the
years.
Feb 25, 2011
Feb 25, 2011 at 1:41 AM UTC
I see your ghost everywhere
The ghost of who you once were
Before all the **** went down in your brain
The beauty that flowed from you till you woke up from the dream that was your life
That dream shattered right out
Right out from under you
Made you want to forget
Forget who you were
All brought for nought
Fragments still rattle
Behind your eyes
Those candy rock promises someone whispered in the night
Lost that luster, didn't they?
Couldn't find the silver lining?
What was once radiant phosphorescence
Became gangrenous and insipid
Leaving a malodorous taste
Stagnant in your mouth
The feast turned to crumbs left for the rats under your skin
You become to stately for our unostentatious life
Now you've painted the Petunia's colors of your choice
Rearranged your furniture
To play at being all grown-up
Bit of turpentine blotted on the canvas might smear the lines
But that won't erase your past
Your fingerprints are etched into
Every discarded can of spray paint
Lips carved into the pores of to much skin
You'll slice them off to get rid of the feelling
Keep up your newly minted fascade
That caused you such strife
To grow in the petri dish
Under your mothers sink
While you tryed to burn your
Bridges to ashes
Ashes embedded forevermore under your fingernails
Now you linger in ghosts
Haunting cities you've never been to
Places you're naught to see
In them breathes a
Chilly air wishing to keep you alive
Sep 13, 2017
Sep 13, 2017 at 9:25 AM UTC
My car broke down today.
I am depressed.
I tried to get it up the hill, but it could not make it.
I am depressed.
I could not sell anything at work today.
I am depressed.
I am on the pursuit of happiness.
And I am depressed.
I am torn between two paths.
And I am depressed.
I'm listening to those same sad songs.
And I am so depressed.
I feel like vomiting and ******** and crying.
Oh yes, I am depressed.
I couldn't find what it was to be happy.
I have been so depressed.
I'm writing this with my eyes closed now.
It makes me a little less depressed.
I could only find a void.
I stayed quite depressed.
When I laughed it even reached my eyes for a while,
but underneath, unbeknownst even to me I remained
very depressed.
I thought I could determine my own emotions,
What a fool I've been, depressed.
Tryed to find my self worth hidden somewhere,
There are no values when you are depressed.
I'm remembering different me's,
but I don't know anything, depressed.
Where will I go from here,
I don't care, just let me be, depressed.
Oh I may never change,
I may always be,
depressed.
Jul 21, 2015
Jul 21, 2015 at 3:53 AM UTC
A young man was once feared of being called gay
so he went out for baseball and every other sport boys played
he tryed hard in gym, became homecomming king, and went through the birds and the bees
he even had the ladies crawling back on thier knees
he joined the army
he would be the most masculine example he would imagine he was happy
but deep down he feared he still might be gay
he had a way about him that other people caught unto
they noticed he'd make rings and such in his free time
just because the boy liked to sew
and make prettys things that would shine and glow
he figured he had a touch of ****
he figured because he liked bright things
and occasionally would watch a few chick flicks and cry
that he was'nt man enough
that he was'nt tough enough
because in america boys dont cry
thier taught to hold there feelings inside
and soon this man was withered and old
and through the years he gave up on the bright things
he figured he'd rather be unhappy then thought of as gay
so the day that he was on his deathbed
he finally admitted it
Aug 4, 2011
Aug 4, 2011 at 12:13 PM UTC
Let me give away the end of this peom
It's about feeling so comfortable around this guy
that I could do anything in front of him
We've been togeather for almost a year but I already know hes the one.
We know we'll be togeather forever and we love each other a ton.
Our relationship only has one flaw
His step mom keeps us apart
her eyes I want to claw
But thats besides the point.
Eight days togeather we spent
drunk on love
blissfully content.
He was the first thing i saw when i opened my eyes
I woke him with soft kisses to his sleepy surprise
We spent every moment togeather, talking, laughing, wishing, dreaming
It was perfect
He showed me off to his friends and family, their aprovel left me beaming.
But as most things do, it came to an end
with tears i borded the plane
I tryed to stay positve and be ok, as i left my forever friend.
Now i'm home, and he won't be for a while, I miss him so much it hurts.
I know he'll hold me soon but it's never soon enough....
Last night we talked on the phone.
I smiled like our love was new. I'll be ok. Never alone
Jul 26, 2010
Jul 26, 2010 at 6:28 PM UTC
when i met you
you were like a catipiler
i tryed to aproach you
you matured in a cocoon
feelings started to grow
you broke out of your shell
i realized how much i liked you
you spread your wings and took flight
true beuty is you
when i see you
I get butterflys
Nov 13, 2012
Nov 13, 2012 at 1:39 AM UTC
When it's real then it's real not fake,
If you love me then love me cause I love you bae.
Your the only thing that's making me real
2 makes a couple so a set for me and a set for you so are we foreal?
And when we disagree it's not a diss
So agree is somewhere in this big deal.
Maybe it was a small deal,
How I tryed to change the subject and you bot the lies I was telling you.
See *** leaks but love overflows ,
I'm in your dreams but I can't get you out my mind though...
Feb 25, 2014
Feb 25, 2014 at 6:46 AM UTC
I've searched and searched never finding it
Famliy and friends said i was good
But it means oh so much more to hear it from a stranger
I've removed the vail and spread my wings
I've tryed to seattle at alittle place they call myspace
Found it to be dull and most were jaded
I tryed to to show my face on facebook
but they were busy stairing in the mirror
i searched for a new home not find one that fit my likeing
untill now
I've found a place to share my most personal form exsression
Hello poetry fells oh so right
Jan 21, 2010
Jan 21, 2010 at 7:56 AM UTC
I was unlucky to cross your path.
As the helpless butterfly
trapped in a spiders web.
The more I tryed to escape,
It's web covered my body.
Pressing down on my lungs,
I can't breathe.
I didn't cry for help
Pride consumes me
like the spiders web.
Silence...
Your perverted voice is what I hear.
Humming like a bug in my ear.
Looking for your next prey
You make me sick.
I was unlucky to have met you.
You filthy *****
Feb 5, 2016
Feb 5, 2016 at 3:09 PM UTC
you break down my soul into a million pieces,
and my insecurity shows...
i run away,
searching for something more,
striving for release,
....god where are you?
she digs deep in my pain,
and she stabs me with her pride.
i tryed showing respect, but
i guess you dont understand grace...
All you wanna do,
is twist my words up....
im all alone in my bed room....
and anger rises in me,
fear rises in me...
i start throwing things,
making a reck of things out of my
pain..
........i needed you then....
Dec 9, 2012
Dec 9, 2012 at 1:46 PM UTC
I am sophisticated in
my own way I addmire
the summer for I get to
cool off
I am sophisticated
because I make sure that
my dreams become reality
why can't you see that
I love my imagination
I love you more then you know
I am sophisticated
because I handled the
pain of the unknown that
you caused now I'm an addict
the passion of rap is
what I've got just like the
passion of writing that you've
got I never tryed to fit in
I was just sharing my deepest
desires with you for me to
be on stage not for the women
but for my licking
I am sophisticated
because I learnt to
make my dream a reality
and you've never
supported me on that dream
now you claiming that you love
me while I loved
you unconditionally
yea I'm a "rap addict"
at least some people
appreciate what I do
people who are loyal and wish
for the best out of me
I am sophisticated because
I follow what I believe in.
Sep 27, 2015
Sep 27, 2015 at 5:01 PM UTC
Little baby ohh so small.
You're such a little baby.
You c r y all day, and c r y all night if nothing ever works out right.
You **** on the world, whenever you feel, because since your a little baby you can't tell whats real.
Laughs can't take away the t e a r s, because when you grew older you struck everyones hearts with fear
You decided to walk away from everything that was i m p o r t a n t to you one day, and found darkness and took comfort in it's stay, I tryed to help you out of this dark abyss you got yourself into, but you decided to pull everyone down, including, my l i t t l e b a b y you.
Jun 21, 2013
Jun 21, 2013 at 12:35 PM UTC
Once a upon a time there was a boy name Sin.
His hair was black and he walked with a Grin.
He had a goat but not someone to call friend.
Sin ate, walked and ran with this goat,
Until one day that Goat spoke.
And it said " tale me a joke"?
Bursting with excitement Sin said "I...I don't know?"
The Goat replied and said "just try"?
So Sin in thought in circles he walked until his brain fried.
Then The Goat said stop looked up and thought and said " the best joke is to lie".
The Goat taught everything to this boy like how to get friends.
And with that Grin Sin said " together we will rule the land"
The Goat said you will be my body and I will be your head.
Sin said how can you do that?
The Goat said "I can do all things that are not possible my FRIEND".
Sin now caught to attention and touched by that word,
The relationship got deeper as Sin started to notice he was growing a tale.
"A tale????(sin)
A tale..( narrator)
As the Goat laughed and said tale me about your self....
So sin tryed to speak but grew horns and started to choke.
As the Goat said " do you love my joke"?
(To be continued)
Nov 14, 2013
Nov 14, 2013 at 2:44 AM UTC
I can't hold this in i have to let this go,
the feelin inside stays, wit me an grows an grows,
can I live with a lie .an not live the truth
do i pay with distance memorys,
the sin that was never mine to begin ,
the past were i tryed to leave it ,
but name huge past forever not lost
" SO **** U GRANDFATHER ,
for R past so sweetly given ,
people like me make your life have some given an meanin ,
put thanks u won't get from me, all i can say is this ,
**** OFF U **** AN ****** DIE "
Mar 17, 2010
Mar 17, 2010 at 3:59 PM UTC
"Hello Poetry" people please remove the account the person tryed to scam me on this site. The name is the one above
Jul 21, 2015
Jul 21, 2015 at 9:07 AM UTC
All the Kings horses and all the Kings men
Stood and looked at humptys body
And thought of there wife's and children
They tryed to fix his porcelain colored skin
Butchers and cobblers came from far away lands
With faint cinnamon smells following past silky tanned skin
His bulbous body was kept in a small locked room
From time to time the king would visit the oddly shaped man
Thinking that he had herd him breathing in his sleep
Years later the king lost his mind
Some think it was because of the egg shaped man
No one ever came for him
Nov 23, 2014
Nov 23, 2014 at 12:01 AM UTC
At least I dead once
Speaking out like I will never speak again.
Voice became the voice of moses from bible.
Digging down with fingers like a chicken searching worms.
All sides eye's were into me.
Like singing Beatles song and dance.
Shame on rejection but tryed.
Making dreams come true.
Looking at her face I saw the fear. Don't go away wait for me.
Suspecting bad thing may happen
But all I wanted to say was that four later word and hear her emotions.
All I can say is that giving up is a language of people who undermine themselves.
Nov 16, 2016
Nov 16, 2016 at 2:23 PM UTC
Cheers!
To the moments I spent alone
Cheers!
To the times I laughed in your home
Cheers!
To the times I spent with you
Cheers!
to the times you were there when I was blue
Cheers!
To the time I climbed the watch tower
Cheers!
To the time when we picked flowers
Cheers!
To the late night bench talks
Cheers!
To the haters who tryed to mock
Cheers!
To the times I cried myself to sleep
Cheers!
To the memories that I get to keep
Cheers!
To when you stuck with me during their fight
Cheers!
For him showing me the light
Cheers!
To the fun i've had
And cheers!
To the fun that's yet to come.
Jan 1, 2018
Jan 1, 2018 at 1:26 AM UTC
You will never understand.
How deep You Cut me.
With Your Actions & False Promises.
I Gave Myself To You.
All my Time And Love.
I was faithful & honest.
I Tryed nothing but strive to treat you right. I gave up anything just to spend time by your side.
You will never understand
You Are My 1st love, You Are Forever Apart Of me.
You are permanently imprinted In my heart.
I will never spend that amount of time with anyone Els.
I will never give all my time To another like I Gave You.
I was always there when you needed me.
You just won’t ever understand no matter what I remind you of.
My feelings for you are strong.
Jan 12, 2018
Jan 12, 2018 at 4:51 AM UTC
You thought you could do it again...
But you thought wrong...
'Cause this is now and that was then...
And I guess I'm not strong...
'Cause I see the game you trying to play...
And I see that scam you trying to run...
And I let you do it all day every day...
But she gives me the strength to say I'm done...
So it's no longer "her"...
And its no longer "you"...
I have a new girl...
Taking my world for a whole new twirl...
Now things are better...
Since me and her are together...
And since I cast you aside...
I can see the truth you desperatly tryed to hide...
In the crevasses and holes you call a heart...
Deep down inside...
You tryed to shield me...
And protect me from her...
You tryed to help me...
When life was a blur...
But now I see clear...
And now I see all...
While I hold her near...
And I stand tall...
And hold her at my side...
As I change the tide...
While she melts my cold heart...
And chisels the incasing stone...
And I smile while it tears you apart...
'Cause I have this new girl...
And your still alone...........
Jun 13, 2010
Jun 13, 2010 at 8:48 PM UTC
I try to say am fine
But the words get stuck in my throat
I try to say am fine
With hands shaking,dripping with blood
I try to say am fine
While cowering away fron my demons
I try to say am fine
While clutching the ***** bottle between my knees
I try to say am fine
As i tryed to save them
GOD HELP ME
GOD HELP THEM
GOD SAVE US FROM THE MONSTER HIDDEN WITH IN ME!!!
Oct 20, 2015
Oct 20, 2015 at 2:08 AM UTC
I lay here..
Quietly crying into my pillow......
Ik I was ur biggest mistake....
But i lay here Wondering if everything you told me about love is true?.....
Or was it fake....
my heart is crashed and burned from.the love that you had given me.....
I tryed to be who u wanted me to be...
You love towards me was always tonted...
I am scared that it was all a lie to get what you wanted.....
You wanted the two things that kept me a child....
Even tho my mind was wild....
It was My heart.....
And my innocence.....
How was I blind by the words you told me.....
You'd do stuff like u never care...
And I knew you were a player ....
But I was too....
I gave it up.....
When I met you....
Aug 26, 2013
Aug 26, 2013 at 5:44 PM UTC
Ma gurlfriend tryed playing wit separate men at once
She a playa jus like dem
She Kant pretend she happy
Wen she playin
I said gurl
Yuo don wann be played
So why yuo playin?
And me
I don need other playas
Even tho ma friend
Don like playas
Eva.
She get mad of truth
But dose men will see
As Jake was one of her ex
But he kno betta now
Who real woman is.
Aug 3, 2015
Aug 3, 2015 at 7:42 AM UTC