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Christian zeal Feb 2014
I don't wanna be here on earth,
And make the same mistakes..

Tonight maybe my last night to watch my  dream come true..

I need your guidance
I know all of us need some guidance..
I got some if your wondering

If we put them together what will we accomplish?
Unity and I want to speak to you literally
Christian zeal Feb 2014
Here I am Watching.....him!
Thrash everything around me and now my strength..
...it's failing as I drop to my knees and he kicks me where his sword has been.
This is it
This is it...
...coughing up blood I was nothing but a past to him.
And now he wants to forget me and let my last seconds to remember this...this.....stupid kid!!!
cough
cough
"Go ahead finish me off"!
As his sword pierce my thoughts
It gets blurry and all I see is new ones.
I'm not letting my past scare me or haunt me no more. I believe if we forgive and let go of those things that we use to be...and make new memories
The past will stop trying to fight us..and **** the best greater things about us
Christian zeal Feb 2014
With the past me meet the past me  I eat blasphemies.
The inner me with no energy so I took a drink.
Where science be?
Where does science lead it use to hangout with me.
But where it leads

Tell me where it leads I love to show you please,
Take my hand and walk with me.
We **** it!!!
Call it society!!!
Refill it!!
Now that's philosophy !!!!
Repented??
Theology.
The gemics are just a soccer team
That kicks around the kid in me....

That made me think people like you and me are better on the out courts of what were remembering.
Christian zeal Feb 2014
I think it's safe to say unlock the safe with the key that you made and now your stuck giving smiley face to the DUI you got that in the pick your just breaking...dang!
Simalar objects are now shaking at the things they didn't do but just look at the lies there making.
Hard to say who was wrong to make the rights when every single one of us would of done the same wrong that seemed right with a life like yours.....right?

If I could put my two cents in for this guy,
Justin...just live life and always think twice.
Public...listen to his life before any songs he writes.
Christian zeal Feb 2014
My hands turn to dust each day,
I can move but it's like which way?
Each lane is like please stay
But my heart is screaming don't stray just go and don't wait!
My mind is like a ship
It can rock you to sleep or be the worst ride you will ever take.

Will I be okay?
If I ....just walked away ?

I'm dawning on a new way,
And I'm so close to moon the in this place
I've been fake, I've been cold I've been real I was so gay...

Will i be okay?
If I....I left just everything?

Sunrise of a new day hits my face...as the steering wheel warm up from the sweet noon day.

Will you be okay?
If I....just left  you and that place?

"I left myself so I can be right today
You was right when I left you for a Better way
Right or left will be yours just give me up ok..."
Just keep driving
Christian zeal Jan 2014
Flirting with worthless with worthless was it worth it to flirt?
Naw It wasn't I took it like I'm sort of hurt.
The other part is fine to get spit on by the stupidest remarks I say to myself.
Even though I'm standing close to my destination...I'm covered by  the past things that tend to lie,
Or lay without a surprise myself leaps for pride and fame that in the morning I'm just gonna hide.
And yet I bring them to light
For one day death will die and all the things of it...
Meanwhile I'm not gunna be deaths puppet.
Christian zeal Jan 2014
Seem so easy to call you savior...
Not close enough to call you God.


Open field of crushed flowers,
She goes and picks for Daddy's hands are never  wired..
...to the "sweet life of California's cheerleader anthems.
Good kush and alcohol the best song she's done since she's the captain of her own life.
What's right if Gods people ain't tight like skinny jeans she wore that night ?!
Burning questions and she puts it out by people's opinions.
Old routs start to show as she gets close to answers..

"Seem so easy to call you savior,not close enough to call you God."

But...one day she will trust him and learn how to see him,
Someday he will call her and she will come runnin and fall in his arms and the tears will fall down and she will pray:

"I want to fall in love with you".



Seem so hard to hold my faith here,
But Close enough to see he's right..
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