"meeee" poems
Daisy
Daisy
Daisy
meeee rolling they hatin
try to catch left and clean
Mar 20, 2015
Mar 20, 2015 at 5:10 AM UTC
JEALOUS
Poem lyrics dedicated to Karkjinbba
in memory of pjc-rkrdd interstellar
Traveler on another mission.
~~~~~~
'm jealous of the rain
That falls upon your skin
It's closer than my hands have been
I'm jealous of the rain
worshipping in ground as you may walk on splattering all down
I'm Jealous of the waves at sea that rock your boat with her not me
spilling out on you our old wine reserved for us to spill on each others unintended wounds
I'm jealous of the wind
That ripples through
your clothes;
the exotic perfume aromas
you bought for me alone
but now she wears.
along with my diamond heart ring.
I'm Jealous of the way she combes her hair each night
looking in our ancient
mirrored vanity desk
While you looking at her
moon light to guide
may you look at me
my stary constellation
sky high glide
I am jealous of the tennis rocket
you swing to her meant
to swing back to me
Darling;
it's closer than your shadow
left behind to comfort me.
Oh, I'm jealous of the air you breathe in the same room, with her alone dancing to songs
and tunes meant for us two alone
on your master lovely bedroom;
moving dancing rdd/bba style!
Still I wish you the best
all this world could give
Love of my life.
I wouldn't sacrifice my love and life for you again though;
instead, I would, earn your love,
right back forgive me sweet love divine elite great among great,
peace be with you
As I told you when you left
In every lifetime for another girl,
you leave me
all I wanted was an airline ticket
to fly to you in Carol Lumbard's skin
Dear runner mine
poverty was my foe I couldn't chase.
but I always thought you'd come back,
or even pick me up
on your limousine
for a joyful ecstacy filled ride!
Telling me all you found without me was heartbreak and misery!
Because darling that's all I found
without you.
It's hard for me to say,
I'm jealous of the way
You're h a p p y without meeee.
I'm jealous of the nights
That I don't spend with you
watching the billion stars from our bedroom bed with your patpapa
Aquarius and my Aries telescope.
I'm wondering
who you lay next to!
Oh, I'm jealous of those sacred nights.
I'm jealous of the love
your love that was all mine
gone for someone else to share.
I'm jealous of the love
cause I wished you too
the very best
all this world could give.
~~~~~~~
For Karijinbba
By: Kear and Natalie Hemby.
06-11-2020
Copy Rights.
Jun 12, 2020
Jun 12, 2020 at 1:32 AM UTC
wonmcx
i am a wombat
who's drunk? meeee
time for summer
Jun 8, 2012
Jun 8, 2012 at 12:23 AM UTC
Yo its two thousand fifteen
And i still aint seen
No fuckin' progress
I wonda why i gotta keep a gat
And a vest
Fools aint playin' no more
I see the govs ready to score
They say pain is temporary
But how? When its so many in the cemetery
Loved ones and fallen ones
Im still eatin' bread crumbs
Off the floor tryna find the key to unlock the door
To my mind but im blind
Ask the Lord for sunshine
MY moms aint feelin' me
But i got my homies
N a pistol with me
I see visions at night
Im dead at least thats what my undertake said
******* homie?? Im feelin' lonely
My mind playin' tricks on meeeee
Next day i feel under the weather
Hopin' it'll get alittle better
Day dreamin' about last night
Still thinkin' its the reaper in my sight
Shake my head stand tall but i aint scared
So my family sends the preacher through
And tells me to tell him what im goin through
He said i need to go to church
But thats ********
Im havin' a spiritual fit
Cuz i just cant cope all that biblical ****
He says im wrong
I say **** him
And i grab the ****
Playin' ol gangsta *** songs
NWA ICe cube n Eazy E
Its soo sweet
Turn it up check the bass in the beat
As i fall asleep damnnb homie
My mind playin' tricks on meeee
Yo now im sleepin'
Here he comes the demon peepin'
Is it me?
Or my conscious speakin' to me?
Evil thoughts conflictin' war
All my enemies i see them in gore
Then of a sudden i ask the lord
What the **** am i hear for??
Tears running down mamas cheek
I wake up but i cant speak
Peep through the fuckin' window
Take another hit of the indo
I see myself lookin' at myself
Layin' in a casket
I drop the blunt then a flew
Try to rush and look for my crew
But they dead too
Walk througj the shadow of death
Take a deep breath
As my consciousness left
Suddenly I woke up in a scream
Touch myself n seen my cream
On the dresser i fill refresh sa
Im in a cold sweat
Called up my homies?
They right by me
And i said got **** homie
I had a bad dream
But all this time my mind
Was playin' tricks on meeeee
Dec 15, 2015
Dec 15, 2015 at 6:34 PM UTC
So I just sat there
thinking
Letting my thoughts use my skull
as a punching bag
stressing myself over the inevitable
People die, they walk away
Or run
whichever way will get them
away from you as fast as possible.
My body just sat there
And for two hours
I existed
I became one with the insignificant things
The broken chair in the corner of the room
The piece of paper on the floor
The stains on the window
The stake of empty instrument boxes
For two hours I tortured myself.
Kept telling the people in the room to be quiet
But truth is, its the voices in my head that were making
The loudest noise
"YOU ARE NOT GOOD ENOUGH"they chanted
"YOU ARE A FAILURE" they said
"YOU ARE YOUR OWN PROBLEM" they accused
"THATS WHY SHE........"
"THATS WHY SHE......"
I had to slap myself to send the voices running
And I know it might be quiet I my head
But it doesn't mean they are gone
The voices have become good at playing hide and seek
The anti-psychotics don't seem to be working anymore
So I decided to take a walk
I took exactly 421 steps
That got me to a place
I cant even call a safe haven
Because when you are fighting with something
That is in your head
A brick wall is only there to fall
After sitting in the dark for 10 minutes
I switched on my light
hoping its blinding brightness will chase away
the darkness in me
For a few minutes covered my ears
As the voices in my head screamed
HOW COULD YOU?
WHAT HAVE YOU DONE?
YOU CANT LIVE WITHOUT US
It was after that statement
That I took out the courage
I had hidden under my bed
And unlocked the box that contained
My voice and I said
YOU ARE WRONG, I CANT LIVE
WITHOUT MEEEE!
May 12, 2016
May 12, 2016 at 5:10 AM UTC
I know you heard me
when I told you come here
Your looking at me
from downcast eyes
I'm the cannery so kitty cat
come pounce on your prize
smile go on & giggle
as you act like you don't know
but listen up man
I'm ready
been waiting
so hurry up
Open me roughly-
NO!,
don't take your time hurry
yea hurry up
rip off my dress
that's it man now swiftly
**shove your ****
between my thighs
sigh out your enjoyment-
you've found the mark
move deeper a little faster
*now stop & **** my mouth*
I'm on my knees
**letting you pound your ****
deep down this throat
pound it faster baby
**keep going **
**** it even if I gag**
**that's it baby **
mmm
I love how you taste
move deeper come on hurry up
I feel you swelling
like your about to erupt
Help me to my feet
bend me over this table
I need a release & only your able
Your massive cock's swollen
it's hungry just like me
Shove it in deeply
please me to my core
**** me,**
*YESSSS *
**** meeee
Baby keep going
******* move deeper,**
harder- faster,
I'm delirious-
craving every inch
of your massive ****
spread me wide
wider
**hold me fast to your lustful ******
hurt me
make me scream out
**my ******** release**
Yess
*I'm *******
Keep it up
ooo
mmhmm
**** me give me more**
over & over
YESSS!
baby
**** me**
mmm ahhh
more..............
**Oh ****
how'd we end up on the floor
(ouch)
Always Me Ayeshah ®
Copyright 1977 - Present ©
K.A.C.L.N ©
All right reserved ®
Jan 5, 2014
Jan 5, 2014 at 7:11 PM UTC
my cat curled into my lap then brought a
chipmunk into the house and I
had to lure him outside with
treats and he dropped the chipmunk and
it lived
I went casual hoping you'd
drop by because I felt
lonely and I wanted an
adventure but you
don't even know where I live so
I put on dark eye shadow and
winged eye liner
now if you come
by I'll look like a ****
good
good good
I went walking and it started to rain and
the wind blew your image into my
mind and I swear to god you were
talking to me and I
started to cry
licorrrriiceee maaaaakees meeee bloooaateddddddddddd
good.
Jun 14, 2014
Jun 14, 2014 at 8:15 PM UTC
For the sake of his broken heart and painful soul
he swear he will never turn back
he will never look back
he will never think back
of the hideous memories
that he is currently getting through
even if the voice is still calling him
to get it back in his arms
"help meeee........"
He is running away
far away from the voice
dismantling his tears, at the same time
he can't stay any longer
'cause he knows
the longer he listen to that voice
the wrecked he will be.
- a.e
Oct 12, 2013
Oct 12, 2013 at 9:05 AM UTC
If I had thirty-nine eyes
I'd drop a tear from each one
Onto the tip of each arm
Of the aloe I love so much right now.
It is the teacher
I am the student
It lives so freely
I watch
Perfectly
Can you come teach me
Maybe I'm
Unlearned enough
To have your tenticals
Come and
Free meeeee
What can we feed meeee
Apr 24, 2017
Apr 24, 2017 at 12:34 AM UTC
**** peace I rather die
No stars resting in peace
My memories fill with scorn
Cold heartless muthaphukka
Made out of bed ruckus
Drunk off that liquor
God knows I heart my foes
Then say a prayer for em
Right before i Let the 44 go
Bunch of cold bodies
Visions impaired I ain't scared
To die I seen many caskets
Death waits for no one
Times is ticking meanwhile I'm still.kickin'
Up dust
trust No nobody with a crown saturated on my arm
**** being a good luck I'd rather do harm
Deep in ya soul I rip ya **** apart
No fake thugs can intervene
Hit the green pass me the Hennessey
So I replenish my soul clean
But corrupted since adolescence
When Christmas came no
Muthafuckin' presents
Waiting on daddy to save me when I was a baby
Bought a an early ticket
took the cheap way out
So I feels he's dead nothing to be said
All I feel is bloodshed keep my eyes red
From the **** I'm.puffin'
Cuz its hard to breath
In a ****** up city believe meeee
Life's a ***** hold on times is strong
But we know it ain't eazyyyy
Dec 11, 2014
Dec 11, 2014 at 12:30 PM UTC
Paris, earlier today. It’s a (vaccinated) summer family reunion and I’m catching up with relatives I haven’t seen for AGES. Like my impeccably dressed (three piece suit on a warm, un-air-conditioned, Saturday) 83 year old great uncle.
We cheek kiss
“STILL searching for love, Uncle Remy?”
“Forget love. My dear, I’m an old, self-absorbed narcissist. What I look for is someone young and frivolous whose most complicated desire is fun - specifically fun that can be bought - that’s an important distinction.”
I gasp and pose.
“You’re looking for MEEEE!,” I squeal.
“Oh, if I needed a spoiled, over-serious, temperamental, unappeasable rich girl - I’d think of you.”
“You GET me!,” I beam with pride*
Jul 24, 2021
Jul 24, 2021 at 2:46 PM UTC
I want you to laugh today,
I want you to smile,
We have been together
From quite a while,
So I want you to laugh today
I want you to smile.
I want you to hug yourself,
I want you to cuddle,
Give the mirror a kiss,
O my dear love, O my dear miss....
I want you to laugh today,
I want you to smile,
We have been together
From quite a while,
So I want you to laugh today
I want you to smile.
I want you to close your eyes,
And see your lover meeee,
I want you to hold me so tight,
that it raises my heart-beeaaat.
I want you to laugh today,
I want you to smile,
We have been together
From quite a while,
So I want you to laugh today
I want you to smile.
Mar 11, 2013
Mar 11, 2013 at 5:57 AM UTC
all i can do is just smile
as a problem child
now im a grown man
cant get a job for ****
n politics claim its taxes n ****
but thats ********
headed for depression
everybody plottin against me
seem like they whole world
out to get me
but i keep a knife and guns
with me
just incase of confrontation
i rep that black nation
dont get it twisted
haters on my biscuit
like im ****** em
but they get nuttin left overs
get rolled over
kiss the caskets
to all those ********
mad cuz im makin' gs
smoke with t h u g s
and lil homies
hold ya head up
dont forget ya here on earth
as a set up
eve ry day a brother wake up
i gotta worry if im gonna get killed? by the police steel?
n the shield
the evidence
claim a brother was in hesitant
link one bad brother to every brother
then they got the nerve to say it aint about color?
but all i see is white imagery
painted around me?
**** that **** i know im a prince waitin to be a king
dawned with queen
close eyes bitche picture me
creatin' my pipe dreams
so you hyprocrites cant deny
as i rise
retain power to the day i die
dont cry
when they bury meeee a aa g
and you can hate me if ya want too
violence is coming through
back to hit ya where i should of killed ya
but i got mercy on my souls
naw im just lying
my brains fryin'
soo many of us dyin'
black on black stop that
snitchin is bad for the hood?
but when the cops do it
its all good?
like dominos so here we go
with this same scenario
in the barrio
cant i get some love
im just reppin' what i feel
o so real
homies to homettes
grab yo steel
cuz they out to destroy n ****
the black man understand
destiny lays in ya hands
n young mothers
dont hold out on the black prince
i sense
alot debauchery and treachery
from white supremeacy
mad ccuz a brother clockin'
Gs
every ***** and slangin'
d o p e's what about eazy?
i miss em much
cuz he exposed that ****** *** ***** Dre
and **** what they say
just waitin for Judgement Day
once again diggin' through ya soul again
im moved by the djinn
breakin' Hells sin
cursed for worse tryna find glee
but when i die ****** bury me ahhh G
Oct 26, 2016
Oct 26, 2016 at 11:38 AM UTC
stop.
breathe.
slow.
leeee.
my heart races as i watch your gentle paces but everything you do seems gentle and every time i see you it's monumental because my mind moves so fast it even falls behind itself as if a thousand thoughts are moving, but with stealth, because as i see you walking by, each second seems to beckon a thousand more thoughts, leaving me a thousand times more fraught with emotions i never do process, yet in acknowledging this i have made progress, progress that will undoubtedly be undone by some internal battle that remains unwon and unlost, a stalemate between two sides fighting for the same thing, my hands stuck to my face like a magnet to a steel plate, two things uniting oppositely charged particles, as my brain continues to write this long, boring, hopeless article, understanding that as you walk away, the feeling doesn't stay... and everything.... slows..... down...... in....... the........ worst......... kind.......... of........... way............
don't.
leave.
love.
meeee.
Oct 9, 2013
Oct 9, 2013 at 10:19 AM UTC
I said "I love you too."
And she smiled and stared through
Dirt clutching eyes
Silence. Like a flesh eating black bear
Slipped in between us in the
Crumb filled sheets
"What are you thinking about?"
She asks
Why did they always ask that?
They want you to say something
Dramatic. Meaningful.
I want to leave you and sever the heads of 1000 roses from their stems
Call the moon a ************
And finally, jump from a massive
Steel bridge
"I dont know..." i say
"Are you ok babe?"
"...yea..." i say
"Whats wrong tell meeee....
What are you thinking about?"
Oh...shit... And how could i say that
I was daydreaming about a
Full grown black fighting bull
Escaped from the bull rings of spain
Bloodied and running
As fast as it could in moonlight
Through wild spanish flowers
Through the rain
Through deep gulps of freedom fresh
Mist
Crying laughing dying
Only wanting to keel over and die
Tongue out and alone
In a patch of bright
Non exotic flowers....
Nov 5, 2016
Nov 5, 2016 at 1:29 PM UTC
i really thought it was love
"i love you...i just can't let people treat me this way baby..."
...i thought i had courage...
she howled
"PLEASE DON'T LEAVE MEEEE, I'LL **** MYSELF,I SWEAR,PLEEEEASE!"
we murdered love
"i love you, but..shit baby...you treat me like shit...i have to leave"
i had nowhere to go
i just wanted someone to think i had courage
we hit the gin hard that day, that was our drink
she liked it with ice,lime,tonic
i took it hot and straight
man...she blocked the doorway again
she grabbed the kitchen knife
i really thought it was love
she was on the wall,carpet,all over the door
now we really could see our love
it stained
a meaty hunk of it hung from her arm
love looks like
jelly
Jun 2, 2015
Jun 2, 2015 at 8:41 PM UTC
washing the blood off my hands
as it flowes down into the sink
i watch as the last drop falls
my hands are finely clean
what have i done
my life is gone
there's nothing left here for me
i grab my things and head out the door
to try to get freeeee!
chorus
I'm broken now
my soul is gone
there nothing left of meeee!
now your gone i can not believe
that you've been taken from me
my love is gone my soul is bare
why did this happen to meee!
i'm walking out the door
i'm not looking back
i have to get free
As i walk i try to picture
the way things used to beee!
we used to laugh and sing
kiss and tell how our future would come to be
then just like that you were gone in a flash
god had taken you away from me
i can not believe this happening
i wish this was just a dream
my soul is gone
the person i once was
has been taken away from me
chorus
I'm broken now
my soul is gone
there nothing left of meeee!
now your gone i can not believe
that you've been taken from me
my love is gone my soul is bear
why did this happen to meee!
i'm walking out the door
i'm not looking back
i have to get free
the day you left io still regeret
not asking you to marry meee!
i could not believe this would ever end
i thought we would die togeather in peeeace!
as i held your hand and we began to dance
we didn't want this moment to end
but then you froze
i heard your screeaam!
you dropped to the floor as you squesed my hand
as tears ran down your faacce
chorus
I'm broken now
my soul is gone
there nothing left of meeee!
now your gone i can not believe
that you've been taken from me
my love is gone my soul is bear
why did this happen to meee!
i'm walking out the door
i'm not looking back
i have to get free
as i lay her to rest
i say my goodbye
as I begin to walk away alone
my head held down
my tears are falling
my life is no more
for I will walk this road until i'm taken
to be with you once more
chorus
for i walk this road
no where to go
my life is at the end
you were the keeper of my soul
the love of my life
i will continue to walk
until i'm back
with you by my side again
May 3, 2016
May 3, 2016 at 3:56 AM UTC
In the darkness I do tread
Is where I lay my tired head
Where I puke the lies I'm fed
They tried to fix me with a med
That sick pill taste like lead
Strapped me to a metal bed
Perhaps shock therapy instead
Hidden in a rotten shed
They did zap me til I's dead
Beat me
Bruise me
Bleed me
Save me
In the darkness
Painful cāress
My wounds I dress
Stand strong
All along
You aren't wrong
That's the bell
This must be hell
As they look down at meeee
Apr 9, 2014
Apr 9, 2014 at 11:48 PM UTC
Behold the Twilight has come
Look at the body snatchers begin to run and take shape
I saw you then but now? You R vac ant
Just another soul snatched
caught in the moment
A mere glimpse of what was, ran empty
no refill
Help Me put your pieces back together again
Help MeeEE put your PiEceS Back ToGETHheR Again!
Again?????!!!!!
Again!!!??
Mar 14, 2016
Mar 14, 2016 at 6:30 PM UTC
Inspire me. Enter my dreams. Watch me sleep,
Guide me, show me the way - lead me down any path.
Serenade me. Use the strings of a violin. Don't sing.
Envision me, sitting cross legged. Praying.
Run with me. Slow motion, my hair flying in the breeze.
Hold me. Tight.
Listen when you know
I'm right
Join with me. Be one
of my team.
Look at me - look me in they eyes. Hold my gaze,
watch me smile.
Hold my hand. Squeeze it
tight.
Raise me up, so my feet don't tough the ground.
Whisper beautiful
words. I'll close my eyes. Listen to your sound.
Breath in deep. let it go. S. L. O.Wwww.
Show me. Teach me. Intrigue me. Please meeee. Please me.
Swing me round. Hold me under my armpits.
Wrap me. Right around your waist. Now spin again.
Pull me. Close. No closer. That's right.
SHOWER ME.
With love.
With hugs.
With affection.
And all that other stuff.
Follow me. When I beckon to you.
Walk next to me. When I walk with you.
Laugh at me. When I laugh at you.
Live life with me.
Travel with me. Explore me.
(haha)
With your tongue.
Do whatever you want.
Choose me. Then show me why. Make me laugh. Make me smile.
Know my mind. Just try.
Jan 22, 2015
Jan 22, 2015 at 2:46 PM UTC
hey!
hey you!
can you hear me?
you can?
oh god finally!
help me!
i'm trapped!
this cell!
its dark!
and cold...
and the eyes!
the eyes are watching meeee
don't back away!
im not inane!
i'm trapped!
i'm trapped in my own mind...
and i don't know how much time i have!
oh no the guards are coming!
wait where are you going?
come back!
don't leave!
help....
Nov 16, 2018
Nov 16, 2018 at 8:38 PM UTC