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"lolling" poems
By a route obscure and lonely, Haunted by ill angels only, Where an Eidolon, named NIGHT, On a black throne reigns upright, I have reached these lands but newly From an ultimate dim Thule— From a wild weird clime that lieth, sublime, Out of SPACE—out of TIME. Bottomless vales and boundless floods, And chasms, and caves, and Titan woods, With forms that no man can discover For the dews that drip all over; Mountains toppling evermore Into seas without a shore; Seas that restlessly aspire, Surging, unto skies of fire; Lakes that endlessly outspread Their lone waters—lone and dead, Their still waters—still and chilly With the snows of the lolling lily. By the lakes that thus outspread Their lone waters, lone and dead,— Their sad waters, sad and chilly With the snows of the lolling lily,— By the mountains—near the river Murmuring lowly, murmuring ever,— By the gray woods,—by the swamp Where the toad and the newt encamp,— By the dismal tarns and pools Where dwell the Ghouls,— By each spot the most unholy— In each nook most melancholy,— There the traveller meets aghast Sheeted Memories of the past— Shrouded forms that start and sigh As they pass the wanderer by— White-robed forms of friends long given, In agony, to the Earth—and Heaven. For the heart whose woes are legion ’Tis a peaceful, soothing region— For the spirit that walks in shadow ’Tis—oh, ’tis an Eldorado! But the traveller, travelling through it, May not—dare not openly view it; Never its mysteries are exposed To the weak human eye unclosed; So wills its King, who hath forbid The uplifting of the fringed lid; And thus the sad Soul that here passes Beholds it but through darkened glasses. By a route obscure and lonely, Haunted by ill angels only. Where an Eidolon, named NIGHT, On a black throne reigns upright, I have wandered home but newly From this ultimate dim Thule.
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Dreamland
By a route obscure and lonely, Haunted by ill angels only, Where an Eidolon, named NIGHT, On a black throne reigns upright, I have reached these lands but newly From an ultimate dim Thule— From a wild weird clime that lieth, sublime, Out of SPACE—out of TIME. Bottomless vales and boundless floods, And chasms, and caves, and Titan woods, With forms that no man can discover For the dews that drip all over; Mountains toppling evermore Into seas without a shore; Seas that restlessly aspire, Surging, unto skies of fire; Lakes that endlessly outspread Their lone waters—lone and dead, Their still waters—still and chilly With the snows of the lolling lily. By the lakes that thus outspread Their lone waters, lone and dead,— Their sad waters, sad and chilly With the snows of the lolling lily,— By the mountains—near the river Murmuring lowly, murmuring ever,— By the gray woods,—by the swamp Where the toad and the newt encamp,— By the dismal tarns and pools Where dwell the Ghouls,— By each spot the most unholy— In each nook most melancholy,— There the traveller meets aghast Sheeted Memories of the past— Shrouded forms that start and sigh As they pass the wanderer by— White-robed forms of friends long given, In agony, to the Earth—and Heaven. For the heart whose woes are legion ’Tis a peaceful, soothing region— For the spirit that walks in shadow ’Tis—oh, ’tis an Eldorado! But the traveller, travelling through it, May not—dare not openly view it; Never its mysteries are exposed To the weak human eye unclosed; So wills its King, who hath forbid The uplifting of the fringed lid; And thus the sad Soul that here passes Beholds it but through darkened glasses. By a route obscure and lonely, Haunted by ill angels only. Where an Eidolon, named NIGHT, On a black throne reigns upright, I have wandered home but newly From this ultimate dim Thule.
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But why did I **** him? Why? Why? In the small, gilded room, near the stair? My ears rack and throb with his cry, And his eyes goggle under his hair, As my fingers sink into the fair White skin of his throat. It was I! I killed him! My God! Don't you hear? I shook him until his red tongue Hung flapping out through the black, queer, Swollen lines of his lips. And I clung With my nails drawing blood, while I flung The loose, heavy body in fear. Fear lest he should still not be dead. I was drunk with the lust of his life. The blood-drops oozed slow from his head And dabbled a chair. And our strife Lasted one reeling second, his knife Lay and winked in the lights overhead. And the waltz from the ballroom I heard, When I called him a low, sneaking cur. And the wail of the violins stirred My brute anger with visions of her. As I throttled his windpipe, the purr Of his breath with the waltz became blurred. I have ridden ten miles through the dark, With that music, an infernal din, Pounding rhythmic inside me. Just Hark! One! Two! Three! And my fingers sink in To his flesh when the violins, thin And straining with passion, grow stark. One! Two! Three! Oh, the horror of sound! While she danced I was crushing his throat. He had tasted the joy of her, wound Round her body, and I heard him gloat On the favour. That instant I smote. One! Two! Three! How the dancers swirl round! He is here in the room, in my arm, His limp body hangs on the spin Of the waltz we are dancing, a swarm Of blood-drops is hemming us in! Round and round! One! Two! Three! And his sin Is red like his tongue lolling warm. One! Two! Three! And the drums are his knell. He is heavy, his feet beat the floor As I drag him about in the swell Of the waltz. With a menacing roar, The trumpets crash in through the door. One! Two! Three! clangs his funeral bell. One! Two! Three! In the chaos of space Rolls the earth to the hideous glee Of death! And so cramped is this place, I stifle and pant. One! Two! Three! Round and round! God! 'Tis he throttles me! He has covered my mouth with his face! And his blood has dripped into my heart! And my heart beats and labours. One! Two! Three! His dead limbs have coiled every part Of my body in tentacles. Through My ears the waltz jangles. Like glue His dead body holds me athwart. One! Two! Three! Give me air! Oh! My God! One! Two! Three! I am drowning in slime! One! Two! Three! And his corpse, like a clod, Beats me into a jelly! The chime, One! Two! Three! And his dead legs keep time. Air! Give me air! Air! My God!
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After Hearing A Waltz By Bartok
But why did I **** him? Why? Why? In the small, gilded room, near the stair? My ears rack and throb with his cry, And his eyes goggle under his hair, As my fingers sink into the fair White skin of his throat. It was I! I killed him! My God! Don't you hear? I shook him until his red tongue Hung flapping out through the black, queer, Swollen lines of his lips. And I clung With my nails drawing blood, while I flung The loose, heavy body in fear. Fear lest he should still not be dead. I was drunk with the lust of his life. The blood-drops oozed slow from his head And dabbled a chair. And our strife Lasted one reeling second, his knife Lay and winked in the lights overhead. And the waltz from the ballroom I heard, When I called him a low, sneaking cur. And the wail of the violins stirred My brute anger with visions of her. As I throttled his windpipe, the purr Of his breath with the waltz became blurred. I have ridden ten miles through the dark, With that music, an infernal din, Pounding rhythmic inside me. Just Hark! One! Two! Three! And my fingers sink in To his flesh when the violins, thin And straining with passion, grow stark. One! Two! Three! Oh, the horror of sound! While she danced I was crushing his throat. He had tasted the joy of her, wound Round her body, and I heard him gloat On the favour. That instant I smote. One! Two! Three! How the dancers swirl round! He is here in the room, in my arm, His limp body hangs on the spin Of the waltz we are dancing, a swarm Of blood-drops is hemming us in! Round and round! One! Two! Three! And his sin Is red like his tongue lolling warm. One! Two! Three! And the drums are his knell. He is heavy, his feet beat the floor As I drag him about in the swell Of the waltz. With a menacing roar, The trumpets crash in through the door. One! Two! Three! clangs his funeral bell. One! Two! Three! In the chaos of space Rolls the earth to the hideous glee Of death! And so cramped is this place, I stifle and pant. One! Two! Three! Round and round! God! 'Tis he throttles me! He has covered my mouth with his face! And his blood has dripped into my heart! And my heart beats and labours. One! Two! Three! His dead limbs have coiled every part Of my body in tentacles. Through My ears the waltz jangles. Like glue His dead body holds me athwart. One! Two! Three! Give me air! Oh! My God! One! Two! Three! I am drowning in slime! One! Two! Three! And his corpse, like a clod, Beats me into a jelly! The chime, One! Two! Three! And his dead legs keep time. Air! Give me air! Air! My God!
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Orange peel Thursdays and the Velcro shoes Of children hordes Who spider up Alice on toadstools in Central Park Dusted psilocybin shoots my eyes through With the clarity of ice and sliced mushroom Steeping in stomach acid before finding blood The kids are tripping like madmen or halloween candy Like its time to release and give up to the nonsense And let your young self congeal to a saccharine sludge I don’t stroll in the park to keep my mind sharp I’m here because it’s a riot My head can throb to the jittery birds And the blasts of carsong It’s the right kind of rhythm to walk to ** ** ** Ketamine days and the lolling slums To make sure the insane stay insane And the hobos are washed with spit from the clouds And the subway exhaust always hangs in our hair And the old Coney Island burns again and twice more We don’t pretend to understand what we see In subway grates thirty feet wide Like the earth punching out of work for a bit Opening to you her *** belly So you can check out the strips of metal inside Before she slurps you down and with an esophageal squeeze Shoots you through the turnstiles The train squeals and grinds down our eyes With thoughts as slow as ketamine Makes room for schizophrenia in a conversation We’re listening to ‘til sundown ** ** ** Years full of Brooklyn and the assorted pills Makes offal fit for punks in name brand shoes Squared off with police in the park Being beaten for the fun of being beaten Peacoat locals pass the days in supermarkets And you grow up to the loony mumble Of the woman who knows the boat Moored at the end of the street Mansion of the stray cat colony You help her with her daily chore to feed them Tabbies popping the pills of the homeless And puking in tandem all over their house Living off generous dying folk
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Feb 11, 2010
Feb 11, 2010 at 4:02 PM UTC
Ketamine Days and the Lolling Slums
Orange peel Thursdays and the Velcro shoes Of children hordes Who spider up Alice on toadstools in Central Park Dusted psilocybin shoots my eyes through With the clarity of ice and sliced mushroom Steeping in stomach acid before finding blood The kids are tripping like madmen or halloween candy Like its time to release and give up to the nonsense And let your young self congeal to a saccharine sludge I don’t stroll in the park to keep my mind sharp I’m here because it’s a riot My head can throb to the jittery birds And the blasts of carsong It’s the right kind of rhythm to walk to ** ** ** Ketamine days and the lolling slums To make sure the insane stay insane And the hobos are washed with spit from the clouds And the subway exhaust always hangs in our hair And the old Coney Island burns again and twice more We don’t pretend to understand what we see In subway grates thirty feet wide Like the earth punching out of work for a bit Opening to you her *** belly So you can check out the strips of metal inside Before she slurps you down and with an esophageal squeeze Shoots you through the turnstiles The train squeals and grinds down our eyes With thoughts as slow as ketamine Makes room for schizophrenia in a conversation We’re listening to ‘til sundown ** ** ** Years full of Brooklyn and the assorted pills Makes offal fit for punks in name brand shoes Squared off with police in the park Being beaten for the fun of being beaten Peacoat locals pass the days in supermarkets And you grow up to the loony mumble Of the woman who knows the boat Moored at the end of the street Mansion of the stray cat colony You help her with her daily chore to feed them Tabbies popping the pills of the homeless And puking in tandem all over their house Living off generous dying folk
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Clusters of lights like lilies, Or like boiling craters in obsidian The black is inky, It could swallow me whole, I'm thankful to be strapped in The horizon scrolls back as the plane lilts Like an image in an old slide projector Suddenly the moon is below me Icarus should have winged by night I’d be god if I weren’t strapped in Clusters of light like lilies In this lolling pond we skim Light strung like dew on spider silk A flattened web to stretch the land thankful not to be attached Shimmering grids draw nearer Enveloped in their seductive shimmer thankful not to crash
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Oct 20, 2018
Oct 20, 2018 at 3:52 PM UTC
Flying by night
Never sure who's boss between us He comes when called several minutes later... Blinking sweetly smiling as only cats can Golden, half-moons of sunlit bliss watch fat yellow-jacket marginally motivated The hunt cannot compare to the soft grass with its tender clover a full belly and the meeter-of-all-needs nearby But the quick jitter-dance of an easy moth sends the tiger to the jungle of forsythia Gleaming, stalking stripes Alternating white of paws in precise approach The prey? Too quick The predator? Too old and lazy prefers attention Lumbers slowly back lolling against coffee cup Enough.... On needles of white pine a secret lion has lain down waiting only for the lamb
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Aug 24, 2017
Aug 24, 2017 at 7:05 PM UTC
Secret Lion
i turn to face you, having just had you lolling in the sleeping afterglow but you're not beside me you're inside of me hovering just centimeters over me wrapping warm my body in your silk blankets, a heartbeat swaddled. when did you start to love me so much? weren't it just yesterday you had me clinging to ceramic tiles for any sense of comfort while my insides were spilling out? i suppose i always asked for a lover as complicated as this.
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Aug 31, 2013
Aug 31, 2013 at 7:06 AM UTC
chemical codependency
stuck between pride and ****** mood lurid lights, laughter, ladies, lively lips we are 96 souls away from the magic and we nevah wake up or get up, nope i swear on my momma's grave and pray may she rest in peace with good ghosts wise man told me to wear a black suit me, tho', forgot if i did so, can't help it was i trippin from dawn to dusk again probably but ya gotta triple that time and consider the weirdness of my speech dem words stumble other words upon meanwhile me and milly made luv to luv luv laid back like rasta villages, jah songs she's spreading her legs and licking 13.8, worship the fountain, that's basic gangsta poetess & burglar, membah 108 while meetin milly, i imagine her naked 64 minutes later, lolling on silver satin the lips such big perfect matches by the end of the day we float over glaciers our months vanish within a few days hihaho, tickling trip, totally toony, truly milly and tizzy equals eccentric & woozy steering dreams, mysterious mixtures golden goblets, served on light tables we falling into the floor, a voltgreen maze wondaland's gardens, we reach 'em frozen loops of yummy yearning, yeeeah all dem blankets and pillows, hundreds in a bed spacious like a football field a quarter of milly's back is my tattoo parking lot at 4:16 am, 24 k bracelet gotta look at it under the light of the sun reminds one of eazy legs & adorable greg we come, observe, read, blast and leave stuck with mental blankness, in limbo block party of creation 96, 2056 souls oh my, sweaty forehead, i'm so cold burning bloodshed, beasting bloodbath marriage of mystery and skyline tales sparkling are the eyes of yayo vampires 8 days awake, bangin in sky dunes schmock, dinosaur, sole talker
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Jul 26, 2021
Jul 26, 2021 at 6:25 AM UTC
Trippin
stuck between pride and ****** mood lurid lights, laughter, ladies, lively lips we are 96 souls away from the magic and we nevah wake up or get up, nope i swear on my momma's grave and pray may she rest in peace with good ghosts wise man told me to wear a black suit me, tho', forgot if i did so, can't help it was i trippin from dawn to dusk again probably but ya gotta triple that time and consider the weirdness of my speech dem words stumble other words upon meanwhile me and milly made luv to luv luv laid back like rasta villages, jah songs she's spreading her legs and licking 13.8, worship the fountain, that's basic gangsta poetess & burglar, membah 108 while meetin milly, i imagine her naked 64 minutes later, lolling on silver satin the lips such big perfect matches by the end of the day we float over glaciers our months vanish within a few days hihaho, tickling trip, totally toony, truly milly and tizzy equals eccentric & woozy steering dreams, mysterious mixtures golden goblets, served on light tables we falling into the floor, a voltgreen maze wondaland's gardens, we reach 'em frozen loops of yummy yearning, yeeeah all dem blankets and pillows, hundreds in a bed spacious like a football field a quarter of milly's back is my tattoo parking lot at 4:16 am, 24 k bracelet gotta look at it under the light of the sun reminds one of eazy legs & adorable greg we come, observe, read, blast and leave stuck with mental blankness, in limbo block party of creation 96, 2056 souls oh my, sweaty forehead, i'm so cold burning bloodshed, beasting bloodbath marriage of mystery and skyline tales sparkling are the eyes of yayo vampires 8 days awake, bangin in sky dunes schmock, dinosaur, sole talker
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You could die for it-- love, or refuse it altogether and know nothing except the urgency of youth. Men have been solitary for ages carrying the stoniest of hearts in their broad chests while we women begin too early brush the brown leaves from our shoulders, go from bloom to fade as soon as we see the sunrise We let our eyes go first Then there is the limp lolling of our hearts from side to side the tongue we cut away the blind kiss on the backlash of night the giving giving giving of skin As women we blindly wish past the ****** of passion as we vanish into a world of men whose ribcages we were scraped from Perhaps we are born of seeds our essence crawling up the stem to feed the bees. Perhaps every flower you see is a woman and when she's in bloom and when she is blooming red and when her leaves are wingbeats of green in the autumn wind beating wings of green, yes even as the wind tries to humiliate her it fails because she's in love and only she would die for it
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Subtraction Flower
Like a patterned rug Beaten to be rid of dust and Flopped over a balcony railing, a leopard Hangs her hefty hands beneath a bough. Head lolling lazily, she awakens. Fingers like silent meteorites dig Craters in the loose, dry earth. From the grasses emerge many warm black eyes, unseen And vicious: floral pockmarks on Her carpeted exterior: cruel camouflage. Deftly lugging her **** back Into the branches to feed on its flesh: Patterned rug stained. Ears ***** and whiskers twitch As boughs creak and twigtips reach For the ground: the impala’s weight Has weakened her arboreal home. She panics not. She slinks softly back into The grasses: better to sidle away unscathed From immediate danger. Pride and body intact, she will **** again Elsewhere.
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Apr 15, 2014
Apr 15, 2014 at 4:50 PM UTC
A Leopard
The photo reminded her of bruised fruit. Well first and foremost:fruit. Her body, curled around itself, sheltering the fibrous crunchy pit of her, her body white and frayed looking, rounded buttock, calf gently sloping, feet modest, willowy toes toenails like shale face blurred, questionable dark spots where her eyes could have been. they closed as the shudder buckled, her mouth sagged open, lip lolling to one side, brow ancient furrowed like folds of sand nudged by a lazy tide. None of it concise, only guessing. Her knees brought up, squeezed against small crunch-able chest. Full, heavy with pulp (stringy sweet, what snags on the teeth) but what if it were to fall from an appreciable height? Filmy is the flesh. Daring the looker to look closer, see what mite be hidden there. Ripe:questionable. Sweet like nothing, pouring from the corners of a mouth: what a bite it would be. That first bite. The bruising comes in when she thinks of the brain beneath, that open, limitless figure so pale and forefront and brimming with intent, so crush-able with careless fist, so lovable with thirsty mouth. But what of the mind that put her before you, that turned her vulnerable, shameless, open for discussion? Put her before you. naked.
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Feb 2, 2010
Feb 2, 2010 at 1:01 PM UTC
Figure Study 3
UPON thy purple mat thy body bare Is fine and limber like a tender tree. The motion of thy supple form is rare, Like a lithe panther lolling languidly, Toying and turning slowly in her lair. Oh, I would never ask for more of thee, Thou art so clean in passion and so fair. Enough! if thou wilt ask no more of me!
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Flirtation
Get me on my stomach and rub your stubble-like brambles against my cheek breathe your humid heated desires on the backs of my ears and into my coal entangle your feet in mine verbalize but don’t make much more than senseless noise, drag it out sloooow Grind that ribcage into me As you make sweet, sweet silent passion into me Dont get too comfortable so long as you're entwined just as me Reel me a little further Pull me back don’t play too hard you should know well it's who we are I'm more useful when I'm not besot by the torment of not getting to feel the things that make me fall Tangibles of your love, the winnings of our games I want to be enslaved by your grip touched by your eyes With tenderness to my viability and my liability I want to be the object of your affection never the only one That makes your sensible mind up and slip Legs and bones tousled Our heat displaced in-between warm flesh slipping in and out we move like one majestic animal I'll make you move like a victim in my web of endless sensualities yowl like a hidden cat in the dark if you pounce my softness with your depths and integrity to the moment to what we besot with our foolish tendencies I'll be like talons in your shoulders as I kiss your collar, gingerly open me up, open me up wide much like you, cringing by your side let your inhibitions fall, and your heart, next to me your vulnerability is my sentimental call let your head spiral down my silhouette, hungrily lay bare your tenderness so I can sip, you can maul untilll we fall to primitive tendency lap my primordial waters with your lulled tongue lolling up in the cosmos like our heroic sun we know that we’re one braid your fingers up into me as we as we as we loose ourselves in faceless time loose ourselves, lovingly I won’t own you, I don’t dare possess you outside of this bed just give me this, this one meaningful thing to me in it’s stead
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May 12, 2013
May 12, 2013 at 7:10 AM UTC
Between Scorpions
Get me on my stomach and rub your stubble-like brambles against my cheek breathe your humid heated desires on the backs of my ears and into my coal entangle your feet in mine verbalize but don’t make much more than senseless noise, drag it out sloooow Grind that ribcage into me As you make sweet, sweet silent passion into me Dont get too comfortable so long as you're entwined just as me Reel me a little further Pull me back don’t play too hard you should know well it's who we are I'm more useful when I'm not besot by the torment of not getting to feel the things that make me fall Tangibles of your love, the winnings of our games I want to be enslaved by your grip touched by your eyes With tenderness to my viability and my liability I want to be the object of your affection never the only one That makes your sensible mind up and slip Legs and bones tousled Our heat displaced in-between warm flesh slipping in and out we move like one majestic animal I'll make you move like a victim in my web of endless sensualities yowl like a hidden cat in the dark if you pounce my softness with your depths and integrity to the moment to what we besot with our foolish tendencies I'll be like talons in your shoulders as I kiss your collar, gingerly open me up, open me up wide much like you, cringing by your side let your inhibitions fall, and your heart, next to me your vulnerability is my sentimental call let your head spiral down my silhouette, hungrily lay bare your tenderness so I can sip, you can maul untilll we fall to primitive tendency lap my primordial waters with your lulled tongue lolling up in the cosmos like our heroic sun we know that we’re one braid your fingers up into me as we as we as we loose ourselves in faceless time loose ourselves, lovingly I won’t own you, I don’t dare possess you outside of this bed just give me this, this one meaningful thing to me in it’s stead
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*he says: I want to hear the sun.. on me* 1. cover the width of a personal compostela the yellow-and-black bird flitting branch to branch endless square patterns of light half-cut into shades of green and slant oblique 2. making headway now companions on the path passing by auburn creature with lolling tongue             looks with such kind eyes             glittering diamonds             sun sits on tip of wet nose he seems to be saying something... some evanescent message thoughts are ventilated tones of silence seep in wild flowers in amaranthine bloom sway in nature's perpetual dance always moving 3. what happens to arboreal ghosts when we prove efficiency by cutting the arms of living trees           and with it extended family of foliage? monk passes slow nods in quiet greeting a bare half-smile    enough to reach    yet just truncated enough maybe to prune is needed / 4. how many more steps to tread before the why becomes clear? trod so far sought so wide read so much travelled so intense this journey alone proves so arduous 5. alone... struggled with hidden pain he discovered beneath the layers of happiness.... suffered hunger and thirst along the way.... washed in ***** rivers with no soap.... had to clean his **** with dusty leaves in the eve.... and remembering to eat what to eat...but berries in the dark and he cried, oh how he cried from a place no man should see such a dark place demented and wicked souls at the doorstep of hell would shrink at but first in order to do all that he had to wrestle with himself and die inside he could no longer fail to consent no wistful little prayers or wide-eyed flower-eyes nor awe born in luxury yet for all that... 6. in a little while you will get what you want if you give enough people what they want pray in secret in the sun *the boy with the Jesus sandals walks on his journey has begun*.... S T, (thursday:) 4 July 2013
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Jul 4, 2013
Jul 4, 2013 at 6:26 AM UTC
the boy with the Jesus sandals
*he says: I want to hear the sun.. on me* 1. cover the width of a personal compostela the yellow-and-black bird flitting branch to branch endless square patterns of light half-cut into shades of green and slant oblique 2. making headway now companions on the path passing by auburn creature with lolling tongue             looks with such kind eyes             glittering diamonds             sun sits on tip of wet nose he seems to be saying something... some evanescent message thoughts are ventilated tones of silence seep in wild flowers in amaranthine bloom sway in nature's perpetual dance always moving 3. what happens to arboreal ghosts when we prove efficiency by cutting the arms of living trees           and with it extended family of foliage? monk passes slow nods in quiet greeting a bare half-smile    enough to reach    yet just truncated enough maybe to prune is needed / 4. how many more steps to tread before the why becomes clear? trod so far sought so wide read so much travelled so intense this journey alone proves so arduous 5. alone... struggled with hidden pain he discovered beneath the layers of happiness.... suffered hunger and thirst along the way.... washed in ***** rivers with no soap.... had to clean his **** with dusty leaves in the eve.... and remembering to eat what to eat...but berries in the dark and he cried, oh how he cried from a place no man should see such a dark place demented and wicked souls at the doorstep of hell would shrink at but first in order to do all that he had to wrestle with himself and die inside he could no longer fail to consent no wistful little prayers or wide-eyed flower-eyes nor awe born in luxury yet for all that... 6. in a little while you will get what you want if you give enough people what they want pray in secret in the sun *the boy with the Jesus sandals walks on his journey has begun*.... S T, (thursday:) 4 July 2013
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Hips hunkered, rise to dapple-blue-toned dusty seat Flush arch cheeky blush, excitement Droll eye-glazing blue pupil toned in sleepy drug haze Wind whipping wild air rushing through tempered glass Wubing whoosh of wheeled blacktop pavement Colored in eerie sunshade yellow Lined, darting-flash gold white boundary crossing Tight knuckles, two hand hold Blinking brown doe-eyed drowsy heavy lidded Lolling head knocked back, head bash rested caressing faux blue Ploom of dust Dry-mouth open to catching fly’s Or what’s left of dank-infused air Quiet stillness Blond hair crawling in busy wind, Equally as gone Thumping, jolting-momentum White line boundary lost, wheels ended grass Ditching down, dirt slid slide Floating weightless suspended-nightmare phase Snapping, Awake! Awake! Screaming slotted terrified, Panic! Painful-heart-wrecking rob breath Nose dive, mounded metal drive inching closer Hairs-breath away Afraid, screaming ****** ****** inside sealed lips Brown eyes; lid white Hands upon steering slack, loose light Asleep, peaceful in calamity Unnatural shake and tumble Nail dug bleeding ache Skidding gravel, tree lined doom A god not believed in a prayer ensued Shaking, the calm unglued “Baby, wake I beg you!” Brown quick electric wide Screaming, Screaming “Oh my God! Why!” Swerve snake skin peelout Black lane orange in night An almost death.
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Sep 21, 2012
Sep 21, 2012 at 4:08 PM UTC
Accidental Journey
. and your mug shot's shining through it's a vision true   (but the subject's taboo)               all             ugly               here morning sunshine    breakfast table    autumn cool you're poised to speak   a fly lands on your lolling spoon     then   i stand up merry                                       i make my vital move      the table backs away  distressed your eyes raise    i flop open my faminous mouth   and let the fumes draw in Surprise ! (no time for you to hold surplus breath -                              - form an expression - make any objection)               mechanism disjoints    like the raw riches i whip the plumb weight of my head   and strike mouth-chomp-grip   over your scalp and i am working you in with swift jaw shifts and hingery i **** on you with a smile and gullet                                         (past photos of you   shuffle glaucous before my inner eye) yap sock muscle   i operate   gumming on your head (ours was the world ; we got so lazy) budging in your hair   dampened by my saliva (our timid first meeting at a bar) and airway and my teeth softly folding back (us in bed-us in bed-us-in-bed)                                    and whole hog jaw agog (the tourist we made as a couple) i dilate and distend  crouch low to take your weight (the rise and falter of your sleeping chest) upend  your hands panic typing in the air         (the eyes of your investment in me) your feet flinging the heft back and forth        your shoulders break in and forward folding my chest cracks and wells                             (gifts we gave that touched heart and others that fell short) a complete engulfing meal of you                 (your childhood antidotes and teenage feelings we discussed) down my soft disposal                                      (all my memories of us in a fizz                                                                and all the inaccuracies) ...and then i head off to hibernation           ferrying an idea that ' i have you now '            that   perhaps you were my enemy                                                           all this time and i am digesting the beast                       (what a feast !)
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Sep 16, 2024
Sep 16, 2024 at 9:39 PM UTC
g u z z l e (devouring the beast)
. and your mug shot's shining through it's a vision true   (but the subject's taboo)               all             ugly               here morning sunshine    breakfast table    autumn cool you're poised to speak   a fly lands on your lolling spoon     then   i stand up merry                                       i make my vital move      the table backs away  distressed your eyes raise    i flop open my faminous mouth   and let the fumes draw in Surprise ! (no time for you to hold surplus breath -                              - form an expression - make any objection)               mechanism disjoints    like the raw riches i whip the plumb weight of my head   and strike mouth-chomp-grip   over your scalp and i am working you in with swift jaw shifts and hingery i **** on you with a smile and gullet                                         (past photos of you   shuffle glaucous before my inner eye) yap sock muscle   i operate   gumming on your head (ours was the world ; we got so lazy) budging in your hair   dampened by my saliva (our timid first meeting at a bar) and airway and my teeth softly folding back (us in bed-us in bed-us-in-bed)                                    and whole hog jaw agog (the tourist we made as a couple) i dilate and distend  crouch low to take your weight (the rise and falter of your sleeping chest) upend  your hands panic typing in the air         (the eyes of your investment in me) your feet flinging the heft back and forth        your shoulders break in and forward folding my chest cracks and wells                             (gifts we gave that touched heart and others that fell short) a complete engulfing meal of you                 (your childhood antidotes and teenage feelings we discussed) down my soft disposal                                      (all my memories of us in a fizz                                                                and all the inaccuracies) ...and then i head off to hibernation           ferrying an idea that ' i have you now '            that   perhaps you were my enemy                                                           all this time and i am digesting the beast                       (what a feast !)
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a liar once told me that i write good poetry i laughed and continued drinking, the sudden rush of despair, the wicked beast, the dry pages the man had no credentials but he persisted, declaring me an inspiration like seeing a strand of hair attract a magnet or amber jewels lolling in a dimly lit case imagination is a felony, i wagered as i poured another a combustion i know like the back of my hands i told him i dreamt of a morgue where everyone i ever loved sat upright as sunflowers, declaring their love for the sun and of a newspaper rife with disease and the passion of a janitor there is a raccoon near a river somewhere cleaning an apple with a heart as big as an artist in drunken euphoria taking better care of it than me when i sit down at a typewriter it's wearing a cape just like edgar allen poe and having better conversation with an oak tree than i've ever had at a party about the sunday crossword puzzle he completed   yesterday i drank myself into a masquerade ball arriving in a limousine being driven by a bearded mickey mantle i was the guest of honor, sword fighting on table tops and lecturing the guests about shakespeare through a garbage disposal while a horse played backgammon with my father's brother and there was a girl there behind the facade of an owl who danced like the wind and everlasting light and no one could stop her or look her in the eye i am the only connection between my mind and the paper merely a vessel, a john boat clearly breaching it's depth either drowning like a fish in a sand dune or being bounced like a baby on the knee of god slavery, i call it, and hand him a glass of warm bourbon as the splashing of my journal pages slap my crushed trachea the typewriter is padlocked and painted over with cement the metamorphosis trapped inside a bullet, boiling with sheer fury
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Jan 18, 2014
Jan 18, 2014 at 11:23 PM UTC
imagination is a felony
a liar once told me that i write good poetry i laughed and continued drinking, the sudden rush of despair, the wicked beast, the dry pages the man had no credentials but he persisted, declaring me an inspiration like seeing a strand of hair attract a magnet or amber jewels lolling in a dimly lit case imagination is a felony, i wagered as i poured another a combustion i know like the back of my hands i told him i dreamt of a morgue where everyone i ever loved sat upright as sunflowers, declaring their love for the sun and of a newspaper rife with disease and the passion of a janitor there is a raccoon near a river somewhere cleaning an apple with a heart as big as an artist in drunken euphoria taking better care of it than me when i sit down at a typewriter it's wearing a cape just like edgar allen poe and having better conversation with an oak tree than i've ever had at a party about the sunday crossword puzzle he completed   yesterday i drank myself into a masquerade ball arriving in a limousine being driven by a bearded mickey mantle i was the guest of honor, sword fighting on table tops and lecturing the guests about shakespeare through a garbage disposal while a horse played backgammon with my father's brother and there was a girl there behind the facade of an owl who danced like the wind and everlasting light and no one could stop her or look her in the eye i am the only connection between my mind and the paper merely a vessel, a john boat clearly breaching it's depth either drowning like a fish in a sand dune or being bounced like a baby on the knee of god slavery, i call it, and hand him a glass of warm bourbon as the splashing of my journal pages slap my crushed trachea the typewriter is padlocked and painted over with cement the metamorphosis trapped inside a bullet, boiling with sheer fury
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under the rain washed sunny heavens the heavens are as clean as a whistle! lolling in   the lawn chair sipping cappuccino reading a love story enjoying sensual serenity!
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Sep 17, 2021
Sep 17, 2021 at 9:54 PM UTC
happiness,peace and etc.
i enjoy england with its little houses hips brushing, faces smushed together to revel in quaint rumour among gentrified lilies and pink lady apples that blush in the summer its walkways and alleys dribbles of soft lamplight guiding the drunkard, moth-brained and ill with silk threads to a blind spot of amber where muck can be spilled the people on transport with their airy talk, their mindless silence, heads lolling idly on windows, eyes crumpling like napkins against the leaking crumbs of warm scone sun pretty little England where exploitation is vintage and runs like rosé down the dusty store windows here we are free to stumble down streets with sweat in our hair and manic karaoke reverberating off the walls glee drinking is government protected I'm quite in love with england, this field of dew and white roses fed by gore and sweet tradition where fresh-faced, sunny children play.
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May 10, 2020
May 10, 2020 at 9:48 AM UTC
national romance
*We were both still quite sleepy. She laid her head in my lap in fetal position for most of the ride and I nodded off as the thunder rumbled, and rocked me to sleep, my head lolling to one side. It was miserable out. The sky was a toxic, smoky gray, swollen and bruised purple like rotting flesh, and the rain, so incessant, berated the windshield of the cab the whole ride to the theater and all the while after we had handed a couple crumpled dollars to the driver and gotten in the cue. We had our backstage passes tucked away into our coats, we didn't want any of the regulars to see. She huddled closer to me to guard her ashen lips from the needle ****** of the wind, that would bring a tear to her eye when they scraped against the tip of her nose. She was thinking, as she fingered the strap of the shiny, clean, new camera she bought to photograph us doing ***** things, the lens reflecting all of her good intentions, warm feelings onto me. As a vendor strode by I snagged up two cups of coffee, and handed one to her and then we sank back into the shivering, shuddering mass. She took a few sips, as I drew the flame to my cigarette, ducking behind her and cupping the tip in order to get it lit, I could see the steam dissipating into the cold, wet air. She smiled with amusement and after a few moments looked up and whispered to me "I want him at his best. I hope he's super depressed." I said "Yeah", as I exhaled the smoke and simultaneously, in one heave, cleared my throat, "I hope he ******* hates us."*
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Dec 23, 2012
Dec 23, 2012 at 2:46 PM UTC
Upon Arriving to Meet Our Favorite Folk Singer
*We were both still quite sleepy. She laid her head in my lap in fetal position for most of the ride and I nodded off as the thunder rumbled, and rocked me to sleep, my head lolling to one side. It was miserable out. The sky was a toxic, smoky gray, swollen and bruised purple like rotting flesh, and the rain, so incessant, berated the windshield of the cab the whole ride to the theater and all the while after we had handed a couple crumpled dollars to the driver and gotten in the cue. We had our backstage passes tucked away into our coats, we didn't want any of the regulars to see. She huddled closer to me to guard her ashen lips from the needle ****** of the wind, that would bring a tear to her eye when they scraped against the tip of her nose. She was thinking, as she fingered the strap of the shiny, clean, new camera she bought to photograph us doing ***** things, the lens reflecting all of her good intentions, warm feelings onto me. As a vendor strode by I snagged up two cups of coffee, and handed one to her and then we sank back into the shivering, shuddering mass. She took a few sips, as I drew the flame to my cigarette, ducking behind her and cupping the tip in order to get it lit, I could see the steam dissipating into the cold, wet air. She smiled with amusement and after a few moments looked up and whispered to me "I want him at his best. I hope he's super depressed." I said "Yeah", as I exhaled the smoke and simultaneously, in one heave, cleared my throat, "I hope he ******* hates us."*
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**At first light I made a gift of coffee it’s aroma stirred just one long leg I lifted her naked into the wet warmth to bathe awake and wash long hair carrying her towelled wrapped form bowed lips now sip then fight me as I dress her in jeans, socks and top beauty made calm and simple Drunk sad at her leaving party keeping her warm I had let Lust sleep now still lolling in grief for dark peace my selfish need drags her ****** up into light trapped by the green valley walking on along its grass path the canoed river spits past a-whirl rediscovering the torn through pocket her hand delves questioning to withdraw unhurried, stroked by a flicking fishing rod Recovered now leading me over the bridge above the Boat then on up the steep valley side we arrive at the Ostrich for beer then to dine on fish in the open feeding and sharing her lips we consider audaciously the little garden’s potential she hums prayer murmurings pleased by the moment On into the nearby woods high above the Kings trail to slowly descend hedged paths we return to the river valley slipping between shop doors lifting a book we idle along a new couple enjoying life taking tea under waterfalls back  besides the Boat where her beauty is now Queen She leads me smiling by the hand along both banks in the setting sun till we near the Abbey's stone ribs skipping around it's green shadows a bank helps us to vault within Fenced alone ignoring distant figures jeans and top colour the darkening lawns beckoning me closer Lust now sits astride   the grass and stone an open ****** grin A week only, no more I am left alone in her bed on this smaller island she ashore in another busy - separated by a day we talk lovers spells and write away our hopes Three months and two days a call **** you we were.... pregnant” her sacrifice ours on a stainless alter of that new god Career** .
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May 12, 2010
May 12, 2010 at 2:45 AM UTC
One long day in a Welsh Valley - a lustful romance
**At first light I made a gift of coffee it’s aroma stirred just one long leg I lifted her naked into the wet warmth to bathe awake and wash long hair carrying her towelled wrapped form bowed lips now sip then fight me as I dress her in jeans, socks and top beauty made calm and simple Drunk sad at her leaving party keeping her warm I had let Lust sleep now still lolling in grief for dark peace my selfish need drags her ****** up into light trapped by the green valley walking on along its grass path the canoed river spits past a-whirl rediscovering the torn through pocket her hand delves questioning to withdraw unhurried, stroked by a flicking fishing rod Recovered now leading me over the bridge above the Boat then on up the steep valley side we arrive at the Ostrich for beer then to dine on fish in the open feeding and sharing her lips we consider audaciously the little garden’s potential she hums prayer murmurings pleased by the moment On into the nearby woods high above the Kings trail to slowly descend hedged paths we return to the river valley slipping between shop doors lifting a book we idle along a new couple enjoying life taking tea under waterfalls back  besides the Boat where her beauty is now Queen She leads me smiling by the hand along both banks in the setting sun till we near the Abbey's stone ribs skipping around it's green shadows a bank helps us to vault within Fenced alone ignoring distant figures jeans and top colour the darkening lawns beckoning me closer Lust now sits astride   the grass and stone an open ****** grin A week only, no more I am left alone in her bed on this smaller island she ashore in another busy - separated by a day we talk lovers spells and write away our hopes Three months and two days a call **** you we were.... pregnant” her sacrifice ours on a stainless alter of that new god Career** .
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A pirate sailed south, but too far. The good ship's prow found harbors filled with icebergs, frolicking penguins and walruses: it began to snow inside his mortal soul. He dreamed of perfect white beaches, warm sand, sunlight, palm trees and (perhaps) a lovely French poet in a slight bikini lolling like Erato on holiday. He could taste the sun and coconut on her skin. It was only a vision, but one worthy of a quest. He preferred living dreams to dead conclusions. Many people told him he dreamed too much, to accept this landfall and be content. But cold and darkness are not a pirate's lot and contentment does not appear in the official pirate's vocabulary. Even an aging pirate holds true to course, pinned like a medal to his longing and desire. More sail, he cried, and turned the helm toward the islands of his heart, toward a landfall of warmth and color, toward hot and willing flesh, toward parrots and monkeys and blue skies. Leaving the nay-sayers in the cold, he headed the only direction a pirate can, further. - mce
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Apr 6, 2015
Apr 6, 2015 at 11:02 AM UTC
Antipodes
My head is lolling lolling Like a snapped flower stem because I rolled I rolled my eyes too hard and the force of my bowling-ball Irises threw my skull to the right, hard, Snapped my vertebrae I laugh because it gets me out of the Work one more time onemoretimeonemoretime I am so burnt out I can Smell the singe on my hair as I Cut it after two years My head is empty Empty Filled with calculus English chemistry biology chemistry chemistry Bowling-ball irises Sky blue, I Stabbed them out and felt the test scores (84 98 67 67 67 67) run down my cheeks cool cold jelly (This no-exam feeling is exhilarating his Exams in a month feeling is exhilarating) Exhilarating like it Takes my breath away, I swear my eyes are Intact and just One more month Can Liza please come down to the office I want you to make an appointment with me Just to check up on you and It's because I ran crying into the office because I'm so scared my marks won't be high enough and I'm going to have to tell her I stopped I stopped going to counseling and I'll have to tell her
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May 19, 2014
May 19, 2014 at 9:55 PM UTC
Inertia
Powder likes to echo in deep sized capsules, a string of jittering beads lolling behind husk's browned paper. Her John peeks through open clam stockings in routinely bites, eating while ******* Olives and skin grease as lingering perfume, the sores of last month's bills strutting in the dark.
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Nov 17, 2011
Nov 17, 2011 at 6:37 PM UTC
Husband Material