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By day he wore a face of stone, a man at work, a man at home. Mid-tier, mid-forties, fading fast, a shadow built to never last. Unseen, unseen, the hours crawled, his name half-heard, his voice forestalled. Reliable. Invisible. Forgettable. Admissible. But night — night gave him another skin, a grinning mask, a skeleton grin. Blurry selfies, pumpkin puns, cheap delights for midnight ones. And they laughed. They saw. He mattered more than the man he’d left behind the door. She answered louder than the rest, late-twenties, lonely, dispossessed. Her laughter quick, replies too fast, his irony returned as gospel, cast. “I know this isn’t you,” she said. “I want the man who hides instead.” He recoiled. Deleted. Ghosted. Fled. But silence is a mask that turns, and absence is a fire that burns. 3:33, the phone alight, a skeleton meme each waiting night. 3:33, a plastic hand, a note enclosed: You’ll understand. 3:33, the offering grows — a pumpkin smashed, its seeds exposed. Her love became a ritual rhyme, his jokes became a curse in time. “You don’t get to leave,” she swore, “You owe me you, forevermore.” And he — the man who sought the crowd, who wanted laughter, not too loud, who craved the gaze but feared the weight, found every mask could seal his fate. No one is innocent here, no one. Not the trickster, not the one undone. He wore deception like a shield, she made obsession her battlefield. Now only one mask still remains — cheap plastic grin through windowpanes. Spoopy, childish, still, absurd, yet sharper than his final word. The curtains gap, the silence bends, a tilted grin that never ends. And he knows, beneath the grin so slight: her mask will never leave the night.
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Sep 22, 2025
Sep 22, 2025 at 4:41 AM UTC
You Owe Me
By day he wore a face of stone, a man at work, a man at home. Mid-tier, mid-forties, fading fast, a shadow built to never last. Unseen, unseen, the hours crawled, his name half-heard, his voice forestalled. Reliable. Invisible. Forgettable. Admissible. But night — night gave him another skin, a grinning mask, a skeleton grin. Blurry selfies, pumpkin puns, cheap delights for midnight ones. And they laughed. They saw. He mattered more than the man he’d left behind the door. She answered louder than the rest, late-twenties, lonely, dispossessed. Her laughter quick, replies too fast, his irony returned as gospel, cast. “I know this isn’t you,” she said. “I want the man who hides instead.” He recoiled. Deleted. Ghosted. Fled. But silence is a mask that turns, and absence is a fire that burns. 3:33, the phone alight, a skeleton meme each waiting night. 3:33, a plastic hand, a note enclosed: You’ll understand. 3:33, the offering grows — a pumpkin smashed, its seeds exposed. Her love became a ritual rhyme, his jokes became a curse in time. “You don’t get to leave,” she swore, “You owe me you, forevermore.” And he — the man who sought the crowd, who wanted laughter, not too loud, who craved the gaze but feared the weight, found every mask could seal his fate. No one is innocent here, no one. Not the trickster, not the one undone. He wore deception like a shield, she made obsession her battlefield. Now only one mask still remains — cheap plastic grin through windowpanes. Spoopy, childish, still, absurd, yet sharper than his final word. The curtains gap, the silence bends, a tilted grin that never ends. And he knows, beneath the grin so slight: her mask will never leave the night.
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Foster, what family? Lower class, dream of  vacation ******** what trickles down, affecting a life situation White to Blue Collar; a rebuild or invasion? Millions inside the boxes of convention Justified superficial, backhanded salutations Refute Love, proposed as mankind’s invention Pulled by a string of instant gratification Finding freedom’s temporary If ever, long term locations Constricted, system of classifications The socially admissible connections, Not to mention gangs of corrections Flowing through the previous, my own generation For the infinite hours One after the other Trade integrity for the illusion of power Not all those with a gun should be considered a coward Face the souls sold on Wall Street, Remember those from Twin Towers Ground zero, abandoned. Now bare, desolate The idea of terrorism denied, while some wrestle it Rationales dislocate, post hairline fracture Frontal lobe imposter, posing in rapture As if talent, love, or hate could ever be captured Held at gun point, then forgotten years after My children will one day look to me for the answer What’s society, this twisted maze we live in? I will gaze in their eyes with the same exact question And don’t ever allow me again not to mention Real criminals can’t learn from minute or life-long detentions Some incapable of that level of retention As our battered soldiers forever sleep at attention Politically correct, tongues in consistent hesitation Kiss police *** only to go to the station Before the thought of who signed the citation Treated as if it were a felony violation Our basic rights according to our nation Arizona & Co for minority elimination Die fighting the statute of poverty’s limitations vi.i.xi
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Aug 3, 2012
Aug 3, 2012 at 6:22 AM UTC
Statute Of Limitations
Foster, what family? Lower class, dream of  vacation ******** what trickles down, affecting a life situation White to Blue Collar; a rebuild or invasion? Millions inside the boxes of convention Justified superficial, backhanded salutations Refute Love, proposed as mankind’s invention Pulled by a string of instant gratification Finding freedom’s temporary If ever, long term locations Constricted, system of classifications The socially admissible connections, Not to mention gangs of corrections Flowing through the previous, my own generation For the infinite hours One after the other Trade integrity for the illusion of power Not all those with a gun should be considered a coward Face the souls sold on Wall Street, Remember those from Twin Towers Ground zero, abandoned. Now bare, desolate The idea of terrorism denied, while some wrestle it Rationales dislocate, post hairline fracture Frontal lobe imposter, posing in rapture As if talent, love, or hate could ever be captured Held at gun point, then forgotten years after My children will one day look to me for the answer What’s society, this twisted maze we live in? I will gaze in their eyes with the same exact question And don’t ever allow me again not to mention Real criminals can’t learn from minute or life-long detentions Some incapable of that level of retention As our battered soldiers forever sleep at attention Politically correct, tongues in consistent hesitation Kiss police *** only to go to the station Before the thought of who signed the citation Treated as if it were a felony violation Our basic rights according to our nation Arizona & Co for minority elimination Die fighting the statute of poverty’s limitations vi.i.xi
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Communication technology recognition Reformation in monopoly contortions Feel the attuned tunes from satellites Setting light like an antenna televised Usher prolific hologram vised in vision Bid manipulation bye to new world neon’s Motivation from free thought movement Commendations cemented in another time-zone Complement to comment for extra terrestrials Electrical vibrations moving from wired modems   Floating up above the skies, a heaven end   All life become a past tense lie, come lie A dead fantasy for the oars ain’t tacky The most surreal reality, the stability, an ability Congeniality, this is an alien evasion, adaptability Figure a boxer on the ring, trenching victory An agility the accessibility to the victorious flag Tracing admissible tunes, planking in a cool challenge The heroic and not hectic hologram check the angiogram Its not a diagram, but a radiant heart an earthy soul Am a do anything, buffing myself to do anything Ain’t a deal rocking the crowd in crazy clouds Breaking the underground like a Fujita F Scale tornado Ronaldo tormenting the ball in a field with F clef societal Social control and orders, tormenting the ****** to extraordinaire, an extradite Streaming live make you believe like you can live for real Stratifications, ****** classes and sewn mobility Chasing dreams in the winds deeply wheeled in a well Be well as we sink  so deep to seek and hold the dense The essence of the whirlwind, it’s a seep through static This rollercoaster an aspiration to inspire then perspire Ever higher, from the root to crown charkra, a tantra Annata,the ascending holographic magnetic hero Tuning visions to dreamers and travellers Hold my hand as we sink underneath the stratums No sputum, just headphones.... a culture, it’s the new age soul
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Jan 10, 2016
Jan 10, 2016 at 4:47 PM UTC
Monopoly Contortions
Communication technology recognition Reformation in monopoly contortions Feel the attuned tunes from satellites Setting light like an antenna televised Usher prolific hologram vised in vision Bid manipulation bye to new world neon’s Motivation from free thought movement Commendations cemented in another time-zone Complement to comment for extra terrestrials Electrical vibrations moving from wired modems   Floating up above the skies, a heaven end   All life become a past tense lie, come lie A dead fantasy for the oars ain’t tacky The most surreal reality, the stability, an ability Congeniality, this is an alien evasion, adaptability Figure a boxer on the ring, trenching victory An agility the accessibility to the victorious flag Tracing admissible tunes, planking in a cool challenge The heroic and not hectic hologram check the angiogram Its not a diagram, but a radiant heart an earthy soul Am a do anything, buffing myself to do anything Ain’t a deal rocking the crowd in crazy clouds Breaking the underground like a Fujita F Scale tornado Ronaldo tormenting the ball in a field with F clef societal Social control and orders, tormenting the ****** to extraordinaire, an extradite Streaming live make you believe like you can live for real Stratifications, ****** classes and sewn mobility Chasing dreams in the winds deeply wheeled in a well Be well as we sink  so deep to seek and hold the dense The essence of the whirlwind, it’s a seep through static This rollercoaster an aspiration to inspire then perspire Ever higher, from the root to crown charkra, a tantra Annata,the ascending holographic magnetic hero Tuning visions to dreamers and travellers Hold my hand as we sink underneath the stratums No sputum, just headphones.... a culture, it’s the new age soul
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Dissected brilliance Admissible propositions Sculpted resilience Destructing predispositions Initiates our purpose immensely Criticism gives it's crucial effect For the better, accordingly It's for us to detect Why? we ask throughout Our incompetent delusion Through our endless bout Here, take your conclusion "Why" is a sensational question Dissects mind's interest Releases its compression Yet we remain among the belligerent This answer prolongs Through your eyes only In our hearts it belongs Don't persevere your phony Bring back your trophy -Joseph B Schneider
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Jul 25, 2014
Jul 25, 2014 at 1:48 AM UTC
Brilliance Answers Us
When Colton went missing, my life changed in every expected and unexpected way and i no longer had solid footing on any ground when it came to what i could hold onto as unwavering belief in or count on as fact. I think I decided very early on after his disappearance that I had either totally ****** up his life and failed as his mother and I had caused this to happen and it was all my fault and I was to blame and no punishment was sufficient enough to repair the grievous damage i had inflicted onto him OR I was totally egotistical, full of myself, shallow, superficial, self righteous, attention seeking, even vain and his leaving had absolutely not one **** thing to do with me. For the last 5 yrs I have mentally put myself on trial and the prosecuting attorney looks just like that crazed Glen Close from the movie Fatal Attraction and all memories of the 17 1/2 years I had of raising Colton are admissible evidence. Very rarely when I am questioned, harassed, looked upon with utter contempt and asked to redirect my answer only to the question as demanded by "Ms. Close", that defending myself hasn't left me completely physically exhausted and mentally drained and spent from having to defend myself or concede once again of my guilt. I don't know if I will ever allow myself to become acquitted of these self imposed charges that i mentally taunt myself with but since finding these stories about Larry, Justin and Colton and reading about such hilarious and heartwarming moments, some which made me laugh so hard that i cried, that mean judgmental ***** hasn't felt the need to put me on the stand lately
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Dec 24, 2013
Dec 24, 2013 at 1:57 AM UTC
that crazed Glen Close from the movie Fatal Attraction
When Colton went missing, my life changed in every expected and unexpected way and i no longer had solid footing on any ground when it came to what i could hold onto as unwavering belief in or count on as fact. I think I decided very early on after his disappearance that I had either totally ****** up his life and failed as his mother and I had caused this to happen and it was all my fault and I was to blame and no punishment was sufficient enough to repair the grievous damage i had inflicted onto him OR I was totally egotistical, full of myself, shallow, superficial, self righteous, attention seeking, even vain and his leaving had absolutely not one **** thing to do with me. For the last 5 yrs I have mentally put myself on trial and the prosecuting attorney looks just like that crazed Glen Close from the movie Fatal Attraction and all memories of the 17 1/2 years I had of raising Colton are admissible evidence. Very rarely when I am questioned, harassed, looked upon with utter contempt and asked to redirect my answer only to the question as demanded by "Ms. Close", that defending myself hasn't left me completely physically exhausted and mentally drained and spent from having to defend myself or concede once again of my guilt. I don't know if I will ever allow myself to become acquitted of these self imposed charges that i mentally taunt myself with but since finding these stories about Larry, Justin and Colton and reading about such hilarious and heartwarming moments, some which made me laugh so hard that i cried, that mean judgmental ***** hasn't felt the need to put me on the stand lately
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*No Justice. No Peace. We're killed for jaywalking, But are expected to remain at ease. We're seen as looters. When terrorists are heroes. And never unjust shooters. They "protect and serve." They protect each other. Whether its inhumane doesn't matter. Then they serve morgues... with young black bodies on shiny silver platters. They don't want to hear us. So we're told to remain peaceful because it's easier to ignore a sound that isn't being made. And if we remain quiet the passion for wrong doings will begin to fade. Black people are ashamed of each other for rioting in their own community. But it doesn't belong to us.  So feel free to burn down gas stations and break the windows out of a Toys"R"Us. We'll be executed in suits. We'll be executed in sweats. We'll be executed when we're armed and We'll be executed when we pose no threat. So scream if you have to. Let it all out. Fight fire with fire. It will grow, and eventually someone will put it out. Because remaining peaceful has gotten us nowhere. When we're peaceful they don't care. They torment us. And we're mocked. And are attacked with tear gas while rubber and wooden bullets are being shot. So don't shoot. But when you need to. Shoot back. I want us to be able to raise children who won't be murdered for being big while black. And it isn't in the U.S.A. Where Unjust Shootings are Admissible. And Uniformed Shooters are Admired. So fight back. Even though we're already so tired.*
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Aug 19, 2014
Aug 19, 2014 at 12:29 AM UTC
Ferguson
My weak voice visited me today It took me by surprise, it had been so long You pull me to your trousers Your sprouting and squirming Firm and aggressive Bucking your hips ,mouth ******* me You tighten your grip on my neck As you smolder my visceral, it will never be admissible
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Nov 4, 2016
Nov 4, 2016 at 12:33 AM UTC
Mouth **** (Adult Content)
~~~ sometimes right and wrong, good and bad, are accurate single summaries of the momentary episodes, the essays, that constitute the whole human voyage to parts unknowable there are but a handful of persons who might fit the lightness of your loveliest of theories but how could you know that long ago, one declared independence from the oppression of personal dependencies, from either admissible fear, more than, admirable courage and yet, those few, those so very precious few, a band, a squad, a fireteam of successful piercers of the bark of an ever scaling armor, are warmth welcomed and comforted within my hearts hearth, under the protection of my soul's furnace, for welcoming flawed me, fully, without reservation Nowadays, I write mostly for the lost children, the lost loves, the long agos of long ago, those whose caring and loss, scars and medals somehow were adjudged, deemed too costly, for everyday wearing and for those mates, whose caring and the sharing of their losses, demands memorization, savoring, writing down, proofs of open boundaries for me, ***in the losing, is the saving, in the poems that honor recall,*** therein, thereof, and thereby, gaining for our lives, a modest, husbanded, allowance, a fund mutual, of caring, hard earned and keeping us alive ~~~ October 26, 2015 8:48 AM NYC
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Jan 13, 2016
Jan 13, 2016 at 5:34 PM UTC
in the losing is the saving
We cowardly witnessed the genocide of many human beings Live, live, live in real time That was an odious, callous and vicious crime We said nothing, absolutely nothing about the sad and awful events Many of us were either silent or complacent about everything Even God was absent and quiet. He did nothing, nothing Evil doers are not humane; they are ******** criminals We witnessed the bombings of babies, buildings and animals We saw the massacres and the aftermaths. We could smell the blood And could hear the cries coming out of the television screens We saw the live and dead bodies, the hearts, the livers and the spleens Rotting and spoiling in the filthy streets. The color of the mud Is grim and abnormal, because of too much sufferings and tears Too much pain and misery, too much disgust and shame Too much atrocities and killings. We all know whom to blame We know who are responsible for so much evilness and wrongdoings Humanity got thrown out of the window in this part of the universe We wonder if these two legged machines have a heart and a soul We wonder if they ever look in a mirror, in a clear pool We wonder how it would be if everything were to happen in reverse Where is God? Why this ignominious silence? Live, live, live in real time That’s an odious, egregious and beastly crime How can anybody sleep at night? That makes no sense These days, everything is live, eerie, vivid and instantaneous Grotesque things are never acceptable, admissible and hilarious We want peace and we dream of peace But the guilty ones must pay from west to east And from north to south. We want peace and justice. P.S. This poem is dedicated to Love, Peace, Equality and Justice. Copyright © June 2025 Hébert Logerie, All rights reserved Hébert Logerie is the author of several books of poetry.
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Jun 1, 2025
Jun 1, 2025 at 11:37 PM UTC
Genocide in Real Time
We cowardly witnessed the genocide of many human beings Live, live, live in real time That was an odious, callous and vicious crime We said nothing, absolutely nothing about the sad and awful events Many of us were either silent or complacent about everything Even God was absent and quiet. He did nothing, nothing Evil doers are not humane; they are ******** criminals We witnessed the bombings of babies, buildings and animals We saw the massacres and the aftermaths. We could smell the blood And could hear the cries coming out of the television screens We saw the live and dead bodies, the hearts, the livers and the spleens Rotting and spoiling in the filthy streets. The color of the mud Is grim and abnormal, because of too much sufferings and tears Too much pain and misery, too much disgust and shame Too much atrocities and killings. We all know whom to blame We know who are responsible for so much evilness and wrongdoings Humanity got thrown out of the window in this part of the universe We wonder if these two legged machines have a heart and a soul We wonder if they ever look in a mirror, in a clear pool We wonder how it would be if everything were to happen in reverse Where is God? Why this ignominious silence? Live, live, live in real time That’s an odious, egregious and beastly crime How can anybody sleep at night? That makes no sense These days, everything is live, eerie, vivid and instantaneous Grotesque things are never acceptable, admissible and hilarious We want peace and we dream of peace But the guilty ones must pay from west to east And from north to south. We want peace and justice. P.S. This poem is dedicated to Love, Peace, Equality and Justice. Copyright © June 2025 Hébert Logerie, All rights reserved Hébert Logerie is the author of several books of poetry.
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Make me Believe, Begin a commitment A livid, frigid rigidity Born and bred in its misery All contemptuous purity, Misleads serene duplicity In all admissible virility, Sacrosanct and all unviable, This disposition unreliable, Outlooks not so reliable, Ridiculous and undeniable This solitary moment, Not in itself so all that potent, Releasing all these fetid rodents, Systemic linear motion Curtailing our devotion To freeing all emotion Held true by we, the free. We fall to power, victims To this inhuman system, All zealous to its deception, Information, insurrection, Categorized by failures at hand, Unaware of the faults of man.
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Aug 31, 2016
Aug 31, 2016 at 9:54 PM UTC
Ignorance Of The Unaware.
* In Society, we blend with motions. This distance we travel, the face we see. Some the same, Some Unusual, Some unaware of anything, but the time, of day. Careful observations became my critiquing. Noticeable explanations, For why someone was a certain way, That certain way. We sway and bump, In this Co-existing crash course. Soul's with the youngest simple minds. Learning steps, voice & names. Reality is the kodak. The peacefully chaotic dimensions, That we eat, sleep & dream in. Our perceptions, are virtuality. The act, We laminate in the houses & schools we lived in. Admissible contrasts, Becomes the shell of ourselves. The soul soup & brain food. The evolutions. Must we ask questions of our desires? When it's pleasure is given, Only to the hands of paitent endeavors. Our Human form is transportation, Flipping through these mirrors, Realm to realm, Mind to voice, Voice to earth, & that's when finally Earth exists.*
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Oct 24, 2013
Oct 24, 2013 at 11:22 AM UTC
"Co-Existing"
*No Justice. No Peace. We're killed for jaywalking, But are expected to remain at ease. We're seen as looters. When terrorists are heroes. And never unjust shooters. They "protect and serve." They protect each other. Whether its inhumane doesn't matter. Then they serve morgues... with young black bodies on shiny silver platters. They don't want to hear us. So we're told to remain peaceful because it's easier to ignore a sound that isn't being made. And if we remain quiet the passion for wrong doings will begin to fade. Black people are ashamed of each other for rioting in their own community. But it doesn't belong to us.  So feel free to burn down gas stations and break the windows out of a Toys"R"Us. We'll be executed in suits. We'll be executed in sweats. We'll be executed when we're armed and We'll be executed when we pose no threat. So scream if you have to. Let it all out. Fight fire with fire. It will grow, and eventually someone will put it out. Because remaining peaceful has gotten us nowhere. When we're peaceful they don't care. They torment us. And we're mocked. And are attacked with tear gas while rubber and wooden bullets are being shot. So don't shoot. But when you need to. Shoot back. I want us to be able to raise children who won't be murdered for being big while black. And it isn't in the U.S.A. Where Unjust Shootings are Admissible. And Uniformed Shooters are Admired. So fight back. Even though we're already so tired.*
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Aug 18, 2014
Aug 18, 2014 at 2:28 AM UTC
U.S.A
*No Justice. No Peace. We're killed for jaywalking, But are expected to remain at ease. We're seen as looters. When terrorists are heroes. And never unjust shooters. They "protect and serve." They protect each other. Whether its inhumane doesn't matter. Then they serve morgues... with young black bodies on shiny silver platters. They don't want to hear us. So we're told to remain peaceful because it's easier to ignore a sound that isn't being made. And if we remain quiet the passion for wrong doings will begin to fade. Black people are ashamed of each other for rioting in their own community. But it doesn't belong to us. So feel free to burn down gas stations and break the windows out of a Toys"R"Us. We'll be executed in suits. We'll be executed in sweats. We'll be executed when we're armed and We'll be executed when we pose no threat. So scream if you have to. Let it all out. Fight fire with fire. It will grow, and eventually someone will put it out. Because remaining peaceful has gotten us nowhere. When we're peaceful they don't care. They torment us. And we're mocked. And are attacked with tear gas while rubber and wooden bullets are being shot. So don't shoot. But when you need to. Shoot back. I want us to be able to raise children who won't be murdered for being big while black. And it isn't in the U.S.A. Where Unjust Shootings are Admissible. And Uniformed Shooters are Admired. So fight back. Even though we're already so tired.*
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Aug 16, 2014
Aug 16, 2014 at 10:34 PM UTC
U.S.A
not a mark on her body was admissible. on person, she had a child’s paintbrush, a still glistening breath mint, and three black & white photos of a woman’s breasts. first blush, we had her as someone’s muse. my handwriting suffered. my cursive began to match a popular suicide note.
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Aug 15, 2013
Aug 15, 2013 at 9:57 AM UTC
notes on the saints (vi)
you are a constant reminder of a reverberating pain in those silent times there were things I wanted to scream and she is the admissible beauty the envy of you and me I felt your love for her while you proclaimed your love for me yet the words you spoke held no truth and neither did the ones I spoke back the lies fell out as easy as the breaths I take your love for her has grown while we grow further apart a change which makes me feel more deeply than ever
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Dec 3, 2015
Dec 3, 2015 at 3:52 PM UTC
a constant reminder and admissible beauty
*No Justice. No Peace. We're killed for jaywalking, But are expected to remain at ease. We're seen as looters. When terrorists are heroes. And never unjust shooters. They "protect and serve." They protect each other. Whether its inhumane doesn't matter. Then they serve morgues... with young black bodies on shiny silver platters. They don't want to hear us. So we're told to remain peaceful because it's easier to ignore a sound that isn't being made. And if we remain quiet the passion for wrong doings will begin to fade. Black people are ashamed of each other for rioting in their own community. But it doesn't belong to us. So feel free to burn down gas stations and break the windows out of a Toys"R"Us. We'll be executed in suits. We'll be executed in sweats. We'll be executed when we're armed and We'll be executed when we pose no threat. So scream if you have to. Let it all out. Fight fire with fire. It will grow, and eventually someone will put it out. Because remaining peaceful has gotten us nowhere. When we're peaceful they don't care. They torment us. And we're mocked. And are attacked with tear gas while rubber and wooden bullets are being shot. So don't shoot. But when you need to. Shoot back. I want us to be able to raise children who won't be murdered for being big while black. And it isn't in the U.S.A. Where Unjust Shootings are Admissible. And Uniformed Shooters are Admired. So fight back. Even though we're already so tired.*
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Aug 16, 2014
Aug 16, 2014 at 4:05 PM UTC
U.S.A
There are times when you feel like reaching out..............full length, to grasp - the ultimate; something, which you will not like to dispense away with no matter who leaves or alights. Somewhere, from where you will never waver again - an Equilibrium. But most of the times, the best you can do is to swish your hand and latch on to; thin, slippery, lukewarm air, vanishing as a wraith into a starless, roiled chasm...... and you are viciously abandoned amidst the pungent whiffs of the random metropolis. Every night I lean against the rusted gate of this modest rented apartment and give a fish eye to the stillborn night. I see a lean column of smoke from a smokeshaft ...obscure...far off; reaching out......for the stars cruelly dispersed by grimy draft. I see the flickering, pale beam; the solitary, asocial gleam of the municipal lamp; reaching out meekly....towards me, getting devoured in a frenzy by the soft, persistent charge of the relentless molecules of dark. ✽ And loneliness becomes admissible.... .....again
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Nov 25, 2019
Nov 25, 2019 at 7:52 PM UTC
Crushed Longings
Mental round-about Self-esteem see-saw Innocent web search ‘Change core beliefs from childhood’ Google tells me it’s child’s play --- Welcome to the rest of your life The best of your life, your best of your life You are the author of your story Around the metaphorical turn, along the symbolic path, up the figurative stairs, you open your catachrestic mute eyes and deaf heart You are smarter, stronger, sightlier Socially appropriate, admissible, acceptable You have worth, hold worth, make worth Choose something new to believe in Start today, heart today Chart your way, heart your way Treat your limiting beliefs like thoughts Write your belief-thoughts down Be honest - no cheating You can’t fool your brain, so retool your brain Today’s lies make tomorrow’s whys Use your neuroplastic, elastic, synaptic retroactive, augmentative, cross-cognitive,   meta-thinking for better thinking Renew reckoned resilience Never say ‘no’ to anything again Bent grass that always bounces back Elephants, drought, and weeds Fugacious clouds in your sky Master of no-limit living You can cope with anything, everything, all things, unlimited (uncurbed, unchecked, unreasonable) You can do it, all up to you (Your responsibility, burden, fault) Coping, thriving, ruling (Your “no-one-should-have-to-live-like-this” life) --- Romanticised view Of self-thought-work road Not slides and swing sets But stepping slowly daily A journey in compassion Clear, kindly limits Held for shared welfare Outside-trap living Not shiny, crafty life-drain Growing into wiser eyes
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Oct 17, 2024
Oct 17, 2024 at 5:55 AM UTC
Meta-thinking for better thinking
Mental round-about Self-esteem see-saw Innocent web search ‘Change core beliefs from childhood’ Google tells me it’s child’s play --- Welcome to the rest of your life The best of your life, your best of your life You are the author of your story Around the metaphorical turn, along the symbolic path, up the figurative stairs, you open your catachrestic mute eyes and deaf heart You are smarter, stronger, sightlier Socially appropriate, admissible, acceptable You have worth, hold worth, make worth Choose something new to believe in Start today, heart today Chart your way, heart your way Treat your limiting beliefs like thoughts Write your belief-thoughts down Be honest - no cheating You can’t fool your brain, so retool your brain Today’s lies make tomorrow’s whys Use your neuroplastic, elastic, synaptic retroactive, augmentative, cross-cognitive,   meta-thinking for better thinking Renew reckoned resilience Never say ‘no’ to anything again Bent grass that always bounces back Elephants, drought, and weeds Fugacious clouds in your sky Master of no-limit living You can cope with anything, everything, all things, unlimited (uncurbed, unchecked, unreasonable) You can do it, all up to you (Your responsibility, burden, fault) Coping, thriving, ruling (Your “no-one-should-have-to-live-like-this” life) --- Romanticised view Of self-thought-work road Not slides and swing sets But stepping slowly daily A journey in compassion Clear, kindly limits Held for shared welfare Outside-trap living Not shiny, crafty life-drain Growing into wiser eyes
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I cannot recall what it was like to see my parents smile at one another. I’m sure that it must have happened, that I had to have borne witness to such an occasion at least once, but when I peruse my thoughts and memories for an image of my mother laughing near my father, or my dad grinning at a joke my mom had cracked, I come up short. It’s easy to find the cookie-cutter mirage of their happiness, it exists in the glossy photographs that I don’t have the heart to do away with. Now, if asked, it would be far simpler to talk about a fight, about a night of arguments and yelling, trials completely admissible if not for the quantity. I always hear stories, of dinner table dad jokes and pasta appreciation, and I always wonder what those people are hiding. Children of divorce learn so many lessons, but namely, they learn that there is no single person who is not hiding something. A closed door is a secret, a locked door is a secret well kept. A smile is defense mechanism and nothing is real. I suppose that’s it. You stop feeling real. I stopped feeling real eight years ago. As though my emotions were replaced with the urge to feel something. Somehow I must have located the off switch on my heart, yet it continued to beat. And all I could do was think Why could I feel angry even when I was smiling? Why did I want I want to cry after every time I laughed? How come when my parents told me they failed I decided that it was my fault? … The days came when I stopped Weeping over the dead flowers of my childhood. When I learnt to bask in the light And the warmth And the simplicity of just being. And instead of thinking about the mistakes and the fighting and the fact that I had no dad jokes to share I could instead think that I wanted something better for myself.
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Apr 30, 2018
Apr 30, 2018 at 3:00 PM UTC
The Cookie-Cutter Child of Divorce
I cannot recall what it was like to see my parents smile at one another. I’m sure that it must have happened, that I had to have borne witness to such an occasion at least once, but when I peruse my thoughts and memories for an image of my mother laughing near my father, or my dad grinning at a joke my mom had cracked, I come up short. It’s easy to find the cookie-cutter mirage of their happiness, it exists in the glossy photographs that I don’t have the heart to do away with. Now, if asked, it would be far simpler to talk about a fight, about a night of arguments and yelling, trials completely admissible if not for the quantity. I always hear stories, of dinner table dad jokes and pasta appreciation, and I always wonder what those people are hiding. Children of divorce learn so many lessons, but namely, they learn that there is no single person who is not hiding something. A closed door is a secret, a locked door is a secret well kept. A smile is defense mechanism and nothing is real. I suppose that’s it. You stop feeling real. I stopped feeling real eight years ago. As though my emotions were replaced with the urge to feel something. Somehow I must have located the off switch on my heart, yet it continued to beat. And all I could do was think Why could I feel angry even when I was smiling? Why did I want I want to cry after every time I laughed? How come when my parents told me they failed I decided that it was my fault? … The days came when I stopped Weeping over the dead flowers of my childhood. When I learnt to bask in the light And the warmth And the simplicity of just being. And instead of thinking about the mistakes and the fighting and the fact that I had no dad jokes to share I could instead think that I wanted something better for myself.
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Take this paper heart Fold it into flying form Bend its edges Flatten its creases Take me apart After times of begging for mercy   Pain becomes admissible I've loved the darkness since it took my half I've slept in chaos since it took my head Now I'm leaning in any way a stranger suggests Every direction feels a little more comfortable than the last
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Oct 5, 2014
Oct 5, 2014 at 6:57 PM UTC
Familiar ?
‪invisible miserable yet disguisable and amongst peers, admissible. ironically happens constantly hidden sardonically life is nonetheless comically to me
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Dec 11, 2017
Dec 11, 2017 at 7:09 PM UTC
an autobiography of my mind
our biggest FAILURE yet, amongst all our grand designs and revolutions so forth, POVERTY. And it should be a SIN to think otherwise. In fact, to even utter the word “progress” should not be admissible to the tongue. Yes, technology has broken ground in the lines of industrial communication and data. And in digitalizing the Global front, but still fails dismally in sweeping the dust off the FLOOR, in layman's (lament) terms …the dusty faces of the POOR. Why is the World so keen in ostracising poverty as a human problem??? How can we be proud and call ourselves Inventers and architects of paradigms like the Food Chain, deriving History and experimenting the destiny of bloodlines from the sweat and adversity of the disadvantaged or non-privileged?? It’s so dehumanizing, no wonder God has no voice.  That’s why the world can never progress into the Future, coz we actually obsess in this perpetual vicious cycle like a possessive toy we can’t get enough of. It’s now become an unnatural part of this so-called human development and we’ve condoned it for so long, if anything it’s become bliss…IGNORANCE IS BLISS, right? That’s why some of us are so absorbed by insurrection, we call ourselves REBELS…Because we don’t fall for the “Okey Dokey”, the “PINK is the new black, so let me be gay” propaganda. We don’t sell out the poor, WE DON’T HAVE TIME FOR A PINK WORLD, WE ONLY HAVE TIME FOR A “THINK” WORLD, PRECISELY BECAUSE WE HAVE AN OBNOXIOUS CANINE SENSE OF LOYALTY TO THE POOR…FEEL ME
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Jun 28, 2018
Jun 28, 2018 at 10:30 AM UTC
...REBELS HAVE AN OBNOXIOUS CANINE SENSE OF LOYALTY TO THE POOR...
our biggest FAILURE yet, amongst all our grand designs and revolutions so forth, POVERTY. And it should be a SIN to think otherwise. In fact, to even utter the word “progress” should not be admissible to the tongue. Yes, technology has broken ground in the lines of industrial communication and data. And in digitalizing the Global front, but still fails dismally in sweeping the dust off the FLOOR, in layman's (lament) terms …the dusty faces of the POOR. Why is the World so keen in ostracising poverty as a human problem??? How can we be proud and call ourselves Inventers and architects of paradigms like the Food Chain, deriving History and experimenting the destiny of bloodlines from the sweat and adversity of the disadvantaged or non-privileged?? It’s so dehumanizing, no wonder God has no voice.  That’s why the world can never progress into the Future, coz we actually obsess in this perpetual vicious cycle like a possessive toy we can’t get enough of. It’s now become an unnatural part of this so-called human development and we’ve condoned it for so long, if anything it’s become bliss…IGNORANCE IS BLISS, right? That’s why some of us are so absorbed by insurrection, we call ourselves REBELS…Because we don’t fall for the “Okey Dokey”, the “PINK is the new black, so let me be gay” propaganda. We don’t sell out the poor, WE DON’T HAVE TIME FOR A PINK WORLD, WE ONLY HAVE TIME FOR A “THINK” WORLD, PRECISELY BECAUSE WE HAVE AN OBNOXIOUS CANINE SENSE OF LOYALTY TO THE POOR…FEEL ME
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Feb 21, 2019
Feb 21, 2019 at 10:17 AM UTC
Phasellus Tristique ****** construction)
Smart: The "write" ****** orientation, or font. "Changes in writing, *********** and women on the Internet. Pornographic magazines, posters, sacred images, movies, recordings and a series of books that is this type of literature's focus. That is the great form admissible if it is able to chat in a room, if it is really difficult to translate, because they walked MAADAD Mary Mother in some countries, but for the sake of the state, as far as regards cultural history, you will be understood in the faith in the other six sent out, especially after the company's 1969 US $ 2.5 billion in commercial products and services. Six industries in the United States fourth between 12 and 10 trillion dollars. 97 billion US dollars may be directed to user experience deceived by 2006. in 1000 the artists make good use.   Moreover, it is useful for their salvation and in the food for the birds. This role is an international tax on the social network. *********** 30 30 ****** construction), which did not reveal his name in only texts and thoughts. That is the role of the Internet however, *********** books, magazines, posters, photos, pictures, movies, recordings, literature, movies, video games. "What we have discovered is that it is a good sign of infection in public and obesity; difficulty hydrogen by the law and pain in the history of the West, the company and the interpretation of the language." Then, in 1969, 1996-1984, at the film earned John a trillion dollars a year on stock worthy of being on the Internet. Silicon and Industry MPs, thousands of dollars draw thousands of people drawn from different nationalities are also contests for the US $ 5 billion commercial competition and the cost of the bridge and others like it is now important to estimate six billion dollars in 2006. 97 billion US dollars, which by the thousands of masons and carpenters as far as the top international manufacturers (kishiperišišitochi), we suffer from society and *** as part of a social network is useful in the fields of healthy beasts that are on it. Some couples are easy to use, one of the jobs is *** tourism lest there be any sorrow and pain, according to the work which they do not want to; there is no #5 serum in the subject of dying because of the size of the project. He was also able to see the music scene in Japan. Along with the rapid mother Africa and America. Giorgos size. In the second, the urn can be seen gathering in the ozone. 1758 and 1950 works and experiments, taking into account, indeed by means of which, the following norms. Diana was always a double F2 Y7 1763
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