I really like you




I like you so much
It hurts sometimes



When your not here



I'm so scared of losing you



You have no idea

What's the point
In trying
What's the point
In making an effort
With you
When you have "goals"
**** your stupid goals
They're not goals
They're just an excuse
**** it
*******
Without you
There's nothing
I have no one
I have no one to share
My everything with
No one to help me
Like you do
No one to protect me
Like you do
No one to talk to
No one to joke around with
Like you
**** it
I can't

Oh God help me
I'm stressing again
The what ifs are getting to me
The confusion
The fear of losing them
Is getting intense
Stress
Tension
Pain
I don't know what to think
I don't know what to do
Ahhhhh
Lord help me

Thankyou
So fucken much
I went to a party
And only had one drink
Everyone was drunk
I got hit on
Followed
I told him
He made sure I was okay
He had a huge day the next day
That he needed a lot of sleep for
But stayed awake
Just to make sure I got home safely
I don't know why he cares for me so much
But I can't explain how grateful I am
Goodnight :)

I don't really know
But I feel like
I'm slowly breaking
losing it all
Slowly breaking
Inside
Trying to hide it on the outside
You three people
Make me happy
Happier than I've ever been
But you can't seem to make me
Genuinely happy
anymore
I'm slowly breaking
And I don't know why
I'm scared
Falling
Breaking
Worried
Scared of falling back into that hole again
She screams but no words come out
She finds it hard to reach out for help
No matter how much they notice
That she's not okay
She won't even admit it to herself
Shes breaking
Slowly
Falling
She doesn't know what to do
Or how to even handle herself
She's been through it all before
She can't go back
Back to that hell
She stayed in for years
She's so scared
HELP
she screams but nothing but silence
escapes her lips

I'm down
Hit the bottom
again
Nothing seems to be working out
right
Families fighting
People Distant
Alone
Down
"I'm Fine"
"I'm just tired"
"I'm okay"
"Just a bit cold"
I am tired
I am cold
I'm not fine though
I dont even know
What I am now
A hug from a friend
Well needed
Thankyou
You have no idea how much I needed it

"Stay safe"
"Please stay by me today, you'll be okay, I won't let anything happen to you, I won't let anyone hurt you"
"It's really pretty"
"Awwww"
"Right in my heart"
"Good morning :) "
"Goodnight get some sleep yeah"
"Did you eat up at the hospital you should eat something"
"I pray for you"
" lord keep her safe protect her all the time"
"Lord please let her be healthy and not get diabetes please"
"Goodnight, have a good sleep and swak dreams"
"Please stay safe around all that I got your back if anything happens but please be safe"
"Promise me you won't I don't want anything happening to you okay"
"What do you need right now"
"Swag guy"  "swag girl"
"It's a date"
"You look great"
"Everything going to be okay I'm here for you they're just jealous don't worry about it"
"Keep smiling they're not worth it"
"Enjoy your meal poo"
"Have a good day and safe travels"
"Stay safe please in (city name) "
"Stand behind me they're dodgy"