Baby help me get away from this insane reality.
because I'll forever drift away - endlessly.
Yet I know, I can't do that completely.
Maybe the only reason is a part of me stays with you, I'm sorry.

I'm sorry if I'm not her
I'm sorry if I'm not like your past lover

I'm sorry if I misunderstood the things you said to me
I wasn't enough, at least I tried to be

You'd always choose them over me
I think I'm just too blind to see

They say it's better late than never
but never rhymes with over
maybe that's what we'll ever be
an almost
and a love,
long lost

You’ve held me as captive
captured me as a whole
Left a mark
straight to my heart

I’m in trouble
Oh
I’m too vulnerable
How could you be so cruel?
I feel too little

You’re still here
in the back of my hand
Inked and marked inside my head

So that’s how to fall
slowly pushed in a pit of tunnel
A war that is- a never ending battle

It’s neither mine nor yours to fight
because when you’re in love
you’re already holding on too tight

toast, drink, repeat
it's the only way i'll feel
another way to forget
gone, alone and in control
you should've left me
dead instead