WITHOUT YOU!
The walls fell empty,
Time felt longer,
Waiting felt unbearable.

BUT WITH YOU;
I still didn't feel completely fulfilled.

I also feel I am pushing too hard,
in a place where I dont have no space left for me anymore.

I look at my parents and find them so simple hearted,
Yearning for nothing more; but significance.
Time slows down in their company and heart takes the lead.
I find myself confused in emotions of pity and regret for I know there is only this much time I have with them and there is so much more I want to do with them.

Why does pain create the most beautiful songs, the most passionate poems and the lifelong eternal bonds?

I am broken enough for somebody to sustain me with tiny droplets of love. A seasonal drought and yet the thirst dies when someone showers some love, even for a short while. That still counts, right!

I will love you when winters are old and summers are tired;
I will love you between all hours;
For my mind only wonders with you and what can I say about the heart, it’s fallen too.

I feel like the faded part of love;
it feels like the end even before it had a chance to begin.

I feel like the faded part of love;
An invisible longing from a lover,
unsettling and echoing in the dark.
A conastantaneous pain that slowly crawls into my body and engulfs the soul that seeks freedom from all the humanly attachments.

I feel like the faded part of love!
I feel like the faded part of love!

I feel like a flower that blooms with every lover that looks into my eyes;

But then the fear the engulfs me is that I will die as the season ends.