I am going to be stronger and wiser to myself this time.
You weren't there in my hardest time,
And you left me at a time when I too needed somebody the most,
I guess that somebody just wasn't you.
So hear me out while I scream it to your face
while you call me selfish and inhuman,
You weren't there when I needed you the most.
Now I am not obliged to get back to square one
and loose myself again in the process to be good to you,
because I am. too busy being good to myself

I feel like a flower that blooms with every lover that looks into my eyes;

But then the fear the engulfs me is that I will die as the season ends.

He loved I and I loved thi,
and now we are just you and me.

If today was like yesterday
And yesterday was a tomorrow,
I would never wish for another day
And cherish all of my today.

For what I desire, I will have to
set my sleep on fire.

Help me escape to a better place,
Fill my heart with beautiful lace,
Where my past has no trace.

I think I surrounded myself with people
so i can forget the pain,
I am not sure what it is! but I know it exists,
because it rolls down my cheeks when I am alone.

I work till my eyes get tired,
and my legs say I beg of you,
So I don't have to face the pain
when my eyes have the conversation
with my ceiling fan.

To everyone and the society I have it all,
the idol life and I, expected of the same.

But I am just a simple girl,
wanting to be happy.
But then again, what is happy?

My heart aches to know
how lonely you maybe
despite a son, a daughter and a lover,
how lonely you maybe
despite a career and people
a brother and a sister
a dog and a neighbour,
how lonely you maybe
breathing, smiling, falling,
drinking, sobbing,
smashing, breaking apart, screaming,
my heart aches to know
that despite knowing how lonely you could be,
I am miles away helpless
thiking about you.

I will love you when winters are old and summers are tired;
I will love you between all hours;
For my mind only wonders with you and what can I say about the heart, it’s fallen too.

I know i was born for something greater
than just wait and watch life pass me by.
I have a purpose i feel deep within my core;
A need to fulfill every time my heart screams
"don't settle, not yet".
I believe i can be all i want to be,
All i need to do is hear my calling
in this suppressed world of illusions.
I don't know how far i can go
but i won't stop trying.

Don't let the world shatter you darling
Don't let your situations today define you,
Don't let your anger and frustration take over you.
This world is a timeless circle of good and bad,
If it is bad for you today
Then good is sure to come your way.
All you have to do is just stay
And not get swayed away.

I feel like the faded part of love;
it feels like the end even before it had a chance to begin.

I feel like the faded part of love;
An invisible longing from a lover,
unsettling and echoing in the dark.
A conastantaneous pain that slowly crawls into my body and engulfs the soul that seeks freedom from all the humanly attachments.

I feel like the faded part of love!
I feel like the faded part of love!

I am broken enough for somebody to sustain me with tiny droplets of love. A seasonal drought and yet the thirst dies when someone showers some love, even for a short while. That still counts, right!

I want the mornings
where the lust is like dewdrops,
I want happiness
that's endless like teardrops.

For those who seek for forgiveness
I forgive you,
for those who are lost
I will help you through,
For those who are hurt
I will heal with you,
For those who seek love
Love yourself and then the other.