the unwritten note

the unwritten note Feb 2018

Everything
could have been
so much
different.
If
we would have
still
been strangers.
The transformed
version of me
would never
have been in
existence.
I would have
remain oblivious
to so much
of pain.
My heart would
still be whole
ready to fall
again.

I don't know if I regret meeting you,
maybe you will never understand what it means to me.

#love #pain #memories #emotions #feelings #forever #heart #fall #strangers #oblivious

the unwritten note Feb 2018

change

Like the
gust of wind.
I changed
my course.
Not being
what I was
anymore.
Just soaring high
not afraid
this time.
Cause I know
I have changed
this time.

Change, the only constant and it taught me a lot. For better or worse? Who knows.

#change #afraid #pain #anymore #hurt #feelings

the unwritten note Feb 2018

chaos

You and me
were just chaos
together.
And I couldn't
describe it better.

From the very start I knew, we would never fit in together. But I still waited for the storm to create the CHAOS .

#chaos #pain #love #heart #feelingd #together

the unwritten note Feb 2018

broken bits

And
here I’m again.
With all the
broken bits.
When I
no longer
paid any heed.
But memories,
they don’t die.
They just
get washed away.
Splashing back
when the waves
are too high.

When I finally feel I have moved on but its all back to the same point.

#pain #memories #love #move #on #feelings #die #emotions #heartbreak #numb

the unwritten note Feb 2018

enough

No words
will ever be
enough.
To express
what goes on
in my head.
The thousand
storms.
that rise and
fall.
While I lay
in the
dark.
Thinking
too hard
about all that’s
scarred.

This is all I was feeling. There is so much more that I can’t put into words.

#words #feelings #express #scars #dark #hurt

the unwritten note Jan 2018

lose

There were things
I never
said aloud.
There were ways
that I didn’t
understand.
How people
could lose all
they ever had?
For the one
who wasn’t close
to stand.
But
as I looked
at my own cracks.
I could
just smile.
As it all
made sense.

All that ever happened makes sense to me now.

#feelings #lose #pain #memories #close #understand #nostalgia #ways

the unwritten note Jan 2018

reasons

Sometimes,
I feel happy
for reasons none.
An urge to run,
if stopped
by anyone.
Too stunned
that all be done.

Felt like writing something more and this is what I came up with. My thoughts are all intertwined. It all feels like a chaos. Everything is not right, maybe nothing is. But the other me feels that it has never been better than now.

#life #love #reasons #happy #hope #run #stop #write #feelings #emotions