What words can tell;
Of heavens Angel
Alive for all to see.
I speak to her,
In whisper-tones,
A cross, a mighty sea.
I saw her,
Once,
Upon a time.
Her graceful presence,
Still fresh in mind.
If Love can happen,
At first sight.
I wish I may,
I wish I might...
Have this wish...
I wish tonight.

You should have been hear to massage my heart
To rub at every muscle gently till they no longer hurt
You should be here,holding my hand tight
Imploring me to forget this doldrum brought by plight
You should be here losing me in the warmth of your embrace
Letting my smile bloom in the alluvium of your grace
You should be here as proof humanity can still be trusted
To make our friendship one of those that never rusted
You should be here wiping every tear I shed
After all the happy and unforgettable moments we shared
You should be here because we deserve another chance
We deserved forever and more at first glance
You should be here wetting my lips with your sweet kisses
Right by my side helping me stay focused
On battling this uncertainty rather than surviving on wishes
Alone with my pillow and silence influencing the caucus
You should be here reading my poems and stories
You should be here helping me put the past behind
Tasting my failures besides my glories
Yet seeing nowhere else to go for love's blind

Sometimes when I say "I'm fine."
I just want someone to hug me and say "It's okay, I know you're not."
But that never happens
And with my trusty razor blade, I piece myself back together again