#unsure poems on Hello Poetry

Emily BR Mar 2015

So torn apart
So confused and cursed
Like blood in my veins
I'm hot and tempered.
To much to say
To much to cry,
Like rivers in spring
I flood with the cold.
What is happening
To my beautiful self
That I once knew?
What happened to my thoughts
That were ever so clear.
My heart and mind, like cat and dog
Fight each other until one is hurt.
Confused and scared
I don't know what to do!
Waves that crash
And words that speak
Hit me with darkness
and with fright.
I want to scream and I want to cry
Dear God in heaven
why is this here?!
Why is this now?!
I'm hurt and in pain
Does no one understand?
I am dying and no one is there.
Please God, will people only watch and stare?

#confused #unsure

Raymond F Bell Mar 2015

Waiting for Something

My eyes are to the sky
Staring for life
Eyes are fixed
To affirm your love that’s rife
I want that thumbs up
That will assure my future
I need a renewed faith
For our love to permanently suture
It truly would be wonderful
If we both were slaked
Forever making each other’s hearts happy
And heal the parts that have ached
My time and love has been in vain before
Because of life’s unfair mirage
But if I get the thumbs up
You’ll get more than a corsage

11/21/10

#love #relationship #unsure #belief #destiny

Marshie The Mellow Mar 2015

Unsure thoughts about you

Love* and Hate is what I feel
I love you as a friend
I hate you as a human
All else is ambivalent

I have told myself
To give up
Yet what is this?
A feeling that is welling up in my being

A voice
You* can save him, it says

But what if I cant?
What if it turns out just like before?
I cant take the same risk
And do the same mistakes

I'm terrified
The history is my greatest fear
For it made me feel excruciating pain

Now, I'm asking you
Are you willing to accept me
As the one to escort you
Towards the world I've come to know
That will surely somehow
Make you feel so free

Because I'm already so CONFUSED
You've been taking me inside an endless whirlpool

#unsure #confusion #ambivalent #doubtful

AmberLynne Mar 2015

A Tale of Two Lovers

I don't know what I'm feeling anymore.

He loves me,
     so why can't I let myself love him too?
     What's holding me back?
And he says he loves me too,
     so why am I so wary of his love, and often
     left feeling unfulfilled and deserted?
I don't love me right now,
     and when I look in the mirror
     I don't recognize this person
     in front of me anymore.

My nights are filled with
     stolen kisses and
     drunken ***,
     yet I'm always left alone
     at the end of it.
And it's then, when I'm
     lonely and tearful
     that I question everything,
     most of all
                           myself.

3.10.15

#love #romance #question #selflove #unsure #drinking #wariness #wary #desertion #insincerity

Tee Beverly Mar 2015

chaos.

It feels like chaos
Rolling through my veins
Torn between love and hate
Memories crash the senses

What to do now?
How do you live a life un-lived
How do you move on
not regret, not desire
Wishing for a do-over

Time passes looking for relief
Fleeting moments of memory loss
Life continues In motions of happiness

The pain, the loss, the desire and obsession
It's not about him
Missing a love that was a facade
So fooled and so amazing.

#love #feelings #sad #life #fool #miss #unsure #chaos

ylruceiram Feb 2015

Unsure

My head is completely blank
Completely dark
Completely blank
Completely uncertain
Completely lost

I feel so lost and misplaced
Where can I fit in?
Where do I really belong?

#lost #me #blank #unsure #uncertain

JLPfoxy Feb 2015

What If

Drip, drop
Until my heart stops
Bleeding with a meaning
I know they've been deceiving me

Don't stop
Fueling my addiction
I feed on all the tension and pain that I've been given.

My life
Caught up in a daydream
Pretending that I'm mainstream
Until they found the blood stains.

That knife
I don't know how it got there
Its sharp; my feeling: unclear
I just know I can't stay here

Inside me
There's so much that I've hidden
Constantly stumbling on decisions
Regret knows something's missing

Tick tock**
Time is leaving me behind
The clock is laughing at me
Im stuck on pause and can't rewind

I was scatter brained and half awake when I wrote this.

#regret #confused #unsure #forgotten #conflicted #indecisive

Tonie Wasco Feb 2015

Unsure

I feel so unsure
about how to feel
about you.
for you coming into my life
was not so surprising
since the moment I meet you
I know we would see
how it would go
yet old pains
and the sorrows of lovers
that left marks
that can be seen on my heart
are hard understand
yet over time they don't stand a chance
since i'm just laying down
next to you
unsure about the future
but hoping for a better one

#love #poem #life #unsure

Syzygy Feb 2015

Letter

Am I your real choice
Or just your plan B?
I can hear it in your voice
I don't think you want me.

#unsure