Love and lust; tell me what's the difference, when both things give me such a rush, Swore we wouldn't be any of these things; but aren't we all so quick to cuss?
I talk too much; can't bite my tongue on words, unless if I'm not able to pay for our lunch. I once took out a girl; hoping for a chance to cuff. Hoping not to get declined on both my intentions, and brand new swipe card's bluff.
Being in love sometimes *****; when you're getting blasted for not checking up. Meeting up; 'I'm a little busy today, but I swear by tomorrow we'll do some catching up.' But we're back to the part of going to cuss; and I've had so many catches, but I'm the one still catching up.
Let me butter you up; have you out to spread with open legs, As I'm tempting myself so close to lust. Here comes the rush, as the sweetest kisses brim; overflowing out of my cup.
Our minds are about to erupt; we both know what's coming up, and what's up. Seems so hard to stop; but I'm listening to my spirit, causing things to interrupt.
Looking cute in my eyes of a pup; every angle looking so plump, before my head is rushing to pump. Just to dump my confidence to peers that I'm not a chump. That I know how exactly to cuff.
But I told myself to stop...
I've been so close in this game between love & lust; The hungrier flesh; skins wanting what they want. But as for me; I'm not letting them have their luck.
This disease its not mine I think it is out of control! well at least mine. It has no fear and has no boundaries causing despair and joy What can I do it clings to me, I try to get it off I try to get it out the only problem is it takes me over it makes me shout and my hands well they just have to vent and air out, they know not what they do Its the Disease they tell me, it's it still it does it so what is the use.
It loves me and sometimes so do I but most of the time its the diseases favorite pass time, What is the disease you must be asking the only problem is it is not just mine it also clings to you and now you are worrying how do you get it off of you and let it out well lucky you met me because I am here to guide believe me of this topic I would not lie, You let it in you scream it out it is all your words and judgement too and the way you feel and speak the disease is within you so all you can do the only hope for you is self control restrain the beast do not doubt its power to spread all over you and your disease well it is partially up to you get with the program and simply bolt the mouth and tie the hands this is your bestest conquering plan then the disease will not stand a chance against you go on and live your best life by being truly you.
It’s like everyone around me can’t see my pain, it’s like there is something wrong with my brain. I’m feeling really drained, I think that I might go insane...how could I restrain? My chest is really heavy and my head is feeling wavy, I cannot keep steady. Where is my self control? I’m feeling completely un-hole. Something has taken over my soul and I have lost all control. I feel so hopeless, I don’t think that I can cope with this.